Credits:

song by Rude Scars @rude-scars

Prod by miércoles

mixed by me ~(@solitudekys)

rude scars- Hey Siri where’s the nearest bridge?

capital murder in a honda civic

im really bored
i dont know what to do
spend my time making shitty music in my room
i act on no accord
im sorry if im rude
hit my head against the floor cuz i couldn't tie a noose
i cant stand people
we're all fucking doomed
say that i would stop but now im higher than the moon
i wont look in the mirror
cant stand the sight
not a better thing than getting drunk every night
im digging in my pockets
i cant find my knife
how am i gon peel the face off this parasite
i know its kinda sick
i know im kinda twisted
but i cant help myself i love it when you try to fight

doomed

@blurxy

original title: smelling your scent for a second was the best thing that happened to me today

i wanna be mesmerizing to you - im gonna let go

i think this was a mix of unreleased songs

@blurxy

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

six days after christmas - imminent

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

oh sydney  
wont you
come to the giving tree tonight 
lies and secrets 
on a silver spoon 
you feed in my mind 
and i’ll eat them up 
in take ur stories  
 pretend that im blind 
ill still eat them willingly 
helps me pretend that ur mine 
cause i only really care that you are there
and no one will fight our peace 
and you may not love me 
but thats how u make it seem 
 when that joe can’t speak   
 and you just left back with me 
and your just left back with me
 cut your wrist 
and have your blood go and seep into mine
when you are missed 
 go to the back of my room 
hit up your shrine 
id cast spell 
to make everyone of ur tears 
turn to wine

don't cry ;~; soon ur tears will be wine 😁

oh yu dont get it do you?

how do i get it through to you?

what is it that you don’t understand?

isnt it clear that im not stable without you

oh you left me like im a starving dog outside

oh and that did somethin to me
:c

left me like a starving dog

sheriff starboy @kiheir

at the end of the day its just me and my thoughts

all to myself, i hope i rot

oh lifes getting hard

oh i try to do the best i can on my part

but as usual its not enought

thoughts that weigh heavy on my mental

just some demos and some other tracks
shoutout the prods best thing abt me
idk love u

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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