all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

weekends demo

your hearts not good
you can wait around but dont wait for me 
and it felt good 
when you stuck around and said you love me
but i cant stand
sticking around for somebody 
that doesnt care 
and just uses me for my body

(NANANANANANANANNANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANAANNANAANAN
N)

what am i to you 
your so rude
and i cant get over
i know im new 
but can you choose 
to get closer
im on my own 
and i cant move
without you on my shoulder
the way she hit 
me right there
felt like a boulder

u dont luv me (bloodsekai)

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

@akira3ksucks + @weejk cover prod me

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if u should live or die
rot my brain everytime
ur never satisfied
if i say that i love u
would u say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

u decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while u look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as u lay by my side

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

so there's this girl (cover)

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/2C5hZCwUl5yctLyvjFEvR7?si=90722dfcbef644b0

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u
my final words have been due
ur someone i cant stick to
ur too attacthed just go away
i'll call wen i dont need space
gave u a ring and ate your face
im sorry for the waste

imperfect im like u
but u have a few screws
i need to get them loose
cuz you'll just hurt me

kiss me n kill me too
marry and leave me

one more chance with u
let me kiss marry kill u

kiss marry k*ll you Prod bloodsekai

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

from a graveyard to the ocean
when i think about you i get hopeless
i hate looking in the mirror
cause when i do i can see you even clearer
and all i do is stop and stare
theres no more pain that i can bare
i hate seeing you with that guy
theres nothing left to do but die

and im upset
but im obsessed
so obsessed with you
i fell in love
the very first time that we met

sorry for even kissing you
i shouldve knew ur with another dude
ur a stupid whore with such an attitude
i hate ur guts and hope you suffer soon

im upset!!!

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change w/ humanendeavour

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