perf

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

till death do we start - surf with u

six days after christmas - sundress

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

hey guys should i finish this

prod. isore

out on all plats
https://open.spotify.com/track/3lmf7qkGTJuo8dGJlkCYSi?si=e59b60c20ec4408c

imperfection & affection (feat. dazingoff)

sorry marry first day out

march x april

your body parts
your parts 
yeah they make me drool 
i wanna use you 
and abuse you 
like a fucking tool
oh you know
i love 
when you fucking struggle 
i’m just not the one 
you should go and try to snuggle  
i know it’s subtle 
do you hear that chuckle 
when your walking down that tunnel  
and you hear it 
ur in trouble 
i can’t :/
keep my hands in place 
your waist 
is looking good babe 
 and if you don’t 
wanna give it up
i might just have to takeeee

i cant seem to control it
im such a evil rapist
i dont know what you want from me
you dont even say no 
you jus sit there and take it
i dont know what you want from me

did i traumatize you?
take this gun to my head and shoot
i dont what to do
now im running from the cops
theyll find me it wont be long
all because i didnt know what you want

atleast im self aware :/

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

you found she loves another
its ok its nearly summer
grab your beer and sip away
light up a cigerate and close the day
its another massive blunder 
life was better when you were younger
you wish you had more to offer
wish there was some more to discover
everydays the same for you
same attitude same outfit too
and when she looks your way
you cant help but look away
so absurd its so unclear
how everyones fine but u turned weird
well thats life i guess no more to it
stare at the stars as they disapear

jacko - another banjo song on the banjo

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

thanks for 600 :D

[Verse 1]
You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

I stare up at the cieling
While you go disappearing
Said you’re caught in your feelings
It's time I stop believing

[Pre-Chorus]
Now my phone’s just full of ghosts
Screenshots, lies, and “maybe” posts
Every night I rot alone
While you pretend you’re made of gold

[Chorus]
You don’t care, just say you do
Then vanish like you always do
Every text a loaded gun
Every hug came you gave came with a run

Your ashes on my shoes
Your love was just a bruise
Wish I knew it from the start
You were only playing parts

[Verse 2]
You said I was too depressing
Guess that truth is just upsetting
Told me I should take it lightly
Then ignored me daily, nightly

[Outro]
Every lie you said still lingers
Like your name in my fingers
I've got scars that spell it out
Every “love you” filled up with doubt

You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

six days after christmas - sundress

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