Fuck this song and everything that surrounded it,, but I haven’t dropped ina while so here ya go

me : 
i dont wanna wake up no more
too faded, passed out on the floor
no i dont wanna break up again
but thats what we're headed towards
cuz she hates me now
and i just dont know what thats for
everytime i build up, she break it down
and push me right back out that door

so just forget it
looking down i stare back reflections
i dont get the message
i messed up another chance at redemption
not asking the right questions
i dont get it

walk down the street, i seen you looking back at me
look thru the tv screen im seein all that i could be
but thats just a dream, that life it aint cut out for me
i never quite fit the mold for anyone or anything
and thats when i met you, you taught me its okay to believe
-in myself, pick my head up make me feel okay to breathe
you showed me what it means to be stitched back at the seams
a patchwork of memories
heal with the color green

i dont wanna wake up no more
too faded, passed out on the floor
no i dont wanna break up again
but thats what we're headed towards
cuz she hates me now
and i just dont know what thats for
everytime i build up, she break it down
and push me right back out that door

so just forget it
looking down i stare back reflections
i dont get the message
i messed up another chance at redemption
not asking the right questions
i dont get it

*2023* Redemption..? [monroe]

sept 2024 song

prod @rewind214 and @rpsu :pp

lyrics:
cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

@7akkiro
i can try, but it dont seem to work
a thousand times, but you dont seem to learn
look into my eyes
what is it you feel?
baby please dont throw it all away 
please dont throw it all away

you put the blame on me
like im all alone
the things you say to me 
makes me lose control
i could never understand why you treat me this way
the way you make me feel is like i suffocate



cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

suffocate ft. akkiro prod rewind + adrien

keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
keep my head low near the ground
don't know who might be around
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
I don't dare to walk around
I don't dare to make a sound
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
I thought I was all alone
I hear footsteps in my home
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
hear them coming up the stairs
there's a shadow at my door

hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If I tell u it's a secret
do you promise you can keep it?
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If I told you that I mean it 
would you run away & steal it?
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
hear them knocking at my door
really wish that I could call you
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If this is really is the end
there's still so much I want to tell you
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
my door bursts open theirs a man 
with a knife in a mask
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
looking at me with a 12 inch blade
strapped to his hand
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
pierce my heart, blood and guts
leaking all over my bed
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
catch a glimpse of her face
of my ex, as she holds my hand

heartbeat (jkj fangs)

Damage

lil early drop cuz i couldn't wait and i already dropped on spotify fuck it
https://open.spotify.com/track/43R8yMyHJjuWbecKk0OVIs?si=f0b4a5dfc15844aa


featuring @1crusafix go follow her she carried the FUCK outta me
produced by @angelonmyshoulder and me
thank u everyone for the continued support it means a lot to me
a LOT MORE coming soon... stay Tuned #solstice

lyrics:

@stylas
ha
caught dat bag 
that im chasin
only love the green boy
i feel like im a racist

ha
all dem eyes on me
diors, they make a statement
fuck the entertainment
bro i jus play for payments

i ain ever cuffin
who tf u is?
choppa bangin like percussion
got me feelin sick
its jus sumthin i cant stomach
pull up wit dat stick
throw dat cash cuz i luv it <3
i jus hit a lick

make a bag by the hunnid
dk who to trust
lost ur bro, das a bummer
who u think it was?
smoke dat gas when i wanna
always tryna puff
and i put it on my mama
i turn dat boy 2 dust
x2

ion do well wit no sorry
pills on me, appallin
she jus want sum bread
tell dat hoe that im not callin
put dat boy to bed
bitch im good
ion like stallin
hunnid on my head
them boys jus want me dead for sumthing

i ain ever cuffin
who tf u is?
choppa bangin like percussion
got me feelin sick
its jus sumthin i cant stomach
pull up wit dat stick
throw dat cash cuz i luv it <3
i cant ever miss
YEA

@1crusafix:
spending racks at saks
i can make it work
i can make it back
i dont gotta work
do u wanna bag
i can buy a purse
yea im smokin gas
ima let it burn

all the times i prayed ya
thank god that im paid yea
moncler, dat shit plain
i just buy it cuz u cant
flyin state 2 state
i got bread in 7 ways
i got rich in 7 days
cut dat boy off cuz he fake

@stylas:
make a bag by the hunnid
dk who to trust
lost ur bro, das a bummer
who u think it was?
smoke dat gas when i wanna
always tryna puff
and i put it on my mama
i turn dat boy 2 dust
x2

uh

dust ft crusafix (wish, stylas)

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club +creepybuggirl +emorave (jolst taylor)

Pissed @siem spark

b4 the fame w/ stellathepixie (dep4rted)

Where my money go imma spend it all 
I was goin thru it adderal withdrawal
U can text my phone won’t pick up a call 
Yea I’m towered over but I’m standing tall 
Yea I feel like heather cuz I’m at the mall 
I saw how it was now im appalled 
Im never coming back like Apollo 
Anywhere I go make it hard to follow

Why u telling me things that u kno I won’t care 
Anytime I look u r not there 
I look like a mop with this long hair 
Chillin smokin blunts on the lawn chair

heather (prod. riveo)

#scfirst
@pyu @pyu @pyu @pyu @pyu
@pyu @pyu @pyu @pyu @pyu

Keep talkin Shit yea, Look at u Runnin yo Lipz yah
ImSmokin Gas not Mid, When I B Smokin itz hittin my Ribz Yea
Ima Keep Pourin N Sip, Cuz Ik that I Can get More Lean Delivered
Ima Keep Fuckin his Bitch, Cuz Ik that dat lil Boy aint gon Do Shit Brah
lil Boy u Got me Pissed off
Im Drinkin I fuck up my Liver
Im Offa Pill I Cant control My Temper
Im Noddin out I Cannot keep My Head Up
We Rockin Out u cannot Get a Headz Up
She Sent A Message it look Like a Letter
Yo Bitch wanted me Because I Do it Better
I Had2 Write my lil Verse wit a Feather

Honestly, I Been missin Us Together
Im Not Gettin any Better, imSick
I rlly Dont wanna Remember that Shit
iWanna forget Everything dat You Did
Im Makin changez Bout the Life that iLive
imSick, imSick, Vomit on my Handzzzzzz
Cant Pick, da Truey or Ksubi da Pantzzz
inLove wit my Pradaz in Not Rockin Vans
Dis iz my Money, No Advance
Deez r My Homiez, My Gang
Bitch Hit My Gas get Afraid
Huh, We gon Settle dat Shit Broad Day
Sippin Lean Makin beatz All Day
imWit @fijimar u Kno We Get Paid
iSmoke the Green, no Concentrate
I Pop a Pill onna Common Day

Keep talkin Shit yea, Look at u Runnin yo Lipz yah
ImSmokin Gas not Mid, When I B Smokin itz hittin my Ribz Yea
Ima Keep Pourin N Sip, Cuz Ik that I Can get More Lean Delivered
Ima Keep Fuckin his Bitch, Cuz Ik that dat lil Boy aint gon Do Shit Brah
lil Boy u Got me Pissed off
Im Drinkin I fuck up my Liver
Im Offa Pill I Cant control My Temper
Im Noddin out I Cannot keep My Head Up
We Rockin Out u cannot Get a Headz Up
She Sent A Message it look Like a Letter
Yo Bitch wanted me Because I Do it Better
I Had2 Write my lil Verse wit a Feather

imSick 🤮🤮 Prod Meta

thanks for 900 💙 @mandemm @pw4prez @okeefey


lyrics
we could of been dancin yea
we could be romancing yea
we could be gone fishing yea
I dont wana hear it now
i'm right here, looking in the mirror
and its getting, a little clearer
if i could paint the perfect picture
could you tell me, would you take it with ya
woah, would you take it with ya
shadow boxing in the pouring rain
i just wish that I could find the words to say, yea
yea, the echos call my name yea, and they never fade away yea
I wish I could find the words to say
(maybe in another way)

i'm right here, looking in the mirror
and its getting, a little clearer
if i could paint the perfect picture
could you tell me, would you take it with ya
woah, would you take it with ya
tell me would you take it with ya
take it with ya, its got all the keys yea
only way you'll know is if you find me

b4 the fame w/ stellathepixie (dep4rted)

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