SKiTZO!! (PROD. AREY)

𝔇𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔰𝔦 𝓍  𝔏𝔦𝔩 𝔅𝔬𝔬𝔧 -𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒞𝑜𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝑀𝓎 𝒯𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒯𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊? prod. nxietymeds

Artwork by Dreamsi (Ink drawing) 🖤

Lyrics:

Dreamsi 💜 

What colour are my tears to you?
To me yours are a crystal blue 
Shining like the ocean in my dreams 
Reflecting off sunken memories

Drip dripping 
That’s my feelings 
Spill spilling 
From my gut 
That’s my fears tasting like blood

Who could sew me back together? 
Like a toy you loved to death then you tossed away
The day you moved out your mum’s house 
Your mind racing to your better life...
One without me 
I hope you’re getting everything you dreamed 

The sun beats down, my heart beats slow
I never wanna let you go 
But you cut me off like ice 
Shards slice through my fingers
As I try to hold on, to what we had
Now it’s gone

Lil Booj 💙

Stronger blood think it's keeping us together
Without the hurricane we’re even stronger weather 
I hope to sleep on it
Let it ruminate 
Know the date
It’s like it said in the Scripture
This is the only way 

I follow waters to the bridge, cracked ceiling
Tracing proofs till I find you on the other end 
You try to treat me like 
No matter what it’s still a sin
I’d rather not even be around
If you’re true again

Will the thorns scratch deep?
Couldn’t feel it while I’m put in death sleep
Taught by your eyes
It’s getting easier to see
Through this life I’ve found out 
Why I’m bound to bleed  

Dreamsi 💜

I never wanna let you go 

My tears are probably scarlet
Drip dripping 
Like my blood
Spill spilling 
From my gut 

I wish I knew how you would see me now 
Life draining from my body 
As I reminisce too heavily 

What colour are my tears to you?
To me yours are a crystal blue 
Shining like the ocean in my dreams 
Reflecting off sunken memories


© Dreamsi, Lil Booj and nxietymeds 2024-2025, all rights reserved.

What Colour Are My Tears To You? feat. Lil Booj (prod. nxietymeds)

boxin up the v shit it look like silent hill

silent hill

prod @yunnygoldz
Put this shit on fire Boston Tea party, I let it steep,
Turn this protest into profit, all your talk is cheap.
Rockin this ed hardy, bitch my swag on fleek
But just like pearl harbour, your bombs only hit the fleet
Not the industry, infrastructure you just let it be
So you might win the battle but the war is your defeat
We can go toe to toe but you'll get burnt testing me
Dont forget what built this country manifesting destiny

These bullets a draft you cant dodge, 
Ima hit you worse than vietnam
CIA flow. covert, but leave a mess and blame the cause
Topple kings with constitutions values from the West will call
And if we talking west might as well mention the berlin wall
Them soviets can suck my dick, communists can suck my balls
Capital my investment ima rule it all, like monopoly
Truman to my doctrine thats my policy
Headshot like a kennedy, armed up like the Cold War,
Snappin like the marshall plan i rebuild and then take more
Bomb the middle east then ask them what they building guns for
Ak47 with a drum send me out on tour 
turn ur team into a colony
Ur whole bank account a black thursday economy
Im on top like rockefeller, dont you see dichotomy
So u can take your chances with that russian roulette lottery

Reagan speech***


CIA flow [prod. yunny goldz]

Right Left w/ mayh3mp (808sorcerer)

hiraeth - puppet (heyzbee remix)

smoke up in my lungs 
i’m doped up in the club and not having fun 
just show me some love 
but i lost her to my tongue 
lost her, lost it

everything is washed with the rain 
i can hold you back with the rain flowing 
i can hold you back from your pain 

cause knowing what you say about me 
i cant be your guardian
so much fakes around me 
i keep hearing all about it
always saying bout me 
fiction you should screw on your head 
everything is hard 
never finish what i start 
hope you wonder bout me 
hoping you will worry bout me 

no she gon hurt me again  
we will go down 
and it’s all on her end 
please just slow down 
cause i know your sorry 
we’ll split roads now 
cause of what you started 
woah

all the souls around us are feeling down 
don’t come around me im boutta drown 
pulling out the knife and i start throwing it round 
everything feels safe when you know what about 
all the souls around us are feeling down 
don’t come around me im boutta drown 
pulling out the knife and i start throwing it round 
everything feels safe when you know what about 
when you knowing that 
everything is washed with the rain 
i can hold you back with the rain flowing 
i can hold you back from your pain 

you know that i was in pain 
and you had just walked away 
could’ve looked in my face 
and told me i was okay 
everything that you say 
cuts me up like the blade 
everything till this day 
i can still feel your fangs 
deep inside of my vein
poison all of my ways 
i don’t wanna afraid of you no more 

karma going around 
i can’t go back around 
i can’t go back to you now hoe 
making me think that i was doubtful 
all of the same when i’m around you 

knowing what you say about me 
i cant be your guardian
so much fakes around me 
i keep hearing all about it
always saying bout me 
fiction you should screw on your head 
everything is hard 
never finish what i start 
hope you wonder bout me 
hoping you will worry bout me 

she gon hurt me again  
we will go down 
and it’s all on her end 
please just slow down 
cause i know your sorry 
we’ll split roads now 
cause of what you started 
woah

guardian (prod. kriptik)

art by @hexxless NEW PROJECT EVERY MONTH OF 2025

hold you down [inuyasha]

(PROD. LIL RAV)

all of you fake motherfuckers
are made of plastic 
I ain't got no time to be wasting
I need my check bitch
making you suffer and pay
wasn't on my checklist 
but I
had to make amendments
I'ma
try to make it good this time
I don't wanna relapse and 
go back to my bad habits
I don't wanna pop the pills
I keep inside my jacket
if I were you
man, I'd be hating me too
I got them paralyzed
thinking bout my next move
man, don't try to judge me
I did everything I could
sometimes I look around
I see myself trapped in the woods
rest in power Norue
I'ma do just like you would
I'll never fucking switch up on my day ones
like my brother taught me to 
I gotta keep it real I hope you hear my voice
wishing I was different
ever since the day
I knew I had no choice
did I even have a choice once?
I ain't even tryna say much else

PL4STIC

prod. tears

lyrics:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

How could you do me like that?
Matter a fact how could I run back?
I must be stupid to think that you changed
Just because you said it wouldn't happen again

It haunts me every day
In my dreams I always see your face
I wish you could feel this pain
But I guess we're not the same 

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

haven's perspective:
She's  the main character in all your stories 
She keeps telling me, "stop, you're being insane"
How did our conversations get so boring
You keep telling me to "stay in my own lane"

If I could, I would
Don't really like thinking that you..
how could you do this to me

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2

scorpio:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

BLEED 4 ME (prod welcomecarson)

SATURN RISING

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