prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNG1W2kKDmWGnGDtm0i1SSg
enjoy!

Reality Ripper (prod. hero)

why is it so hard to exist
my insides get ripped apart if i resist the urgent crawling of my skin

all my memories locked in basements and the floorboards of that room
out of body, sealed my fate
ill see you really soon

you cant see all thats in my head
i bleed it out, but to my dread
like every time went way too far
im running out of space for scars

keep it pushing but my head just keeps on spinning
telling me that i should end it but i never want to listen
cause i know that i agree but that was never part the vision
im still tryna stick around just for as long as i can bare

i hate who i am
im wasting time and
i only feel fine when im on the edge now

ihatewhoiam

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

Stop Calling Home w/ brecken [prod.mxtthxw]

Prod. Dercept + Ayoley

{HOOK} x2

only ever worried when the music stops 
so thank god I hear the violins
I’m trapped outside of the pearly gates 
and I’m so scared to go fight again   
you put hate where my heart would go 
my enemy was once a friend 
I step foot in the wrong place at the wrong time then my journey ends

{BRIDGE}
treasure chest with you’re heart in it just waiting for me to find again
I’ll do my hardest to pry it open before I become condemned 
if not then it’s all over but god forbid if I try again 
god forbid if I try again


{VERSE}

my bones crack as seasons change 
I feel them break
chest caving in
i have blood covering both my fangs 
the stake you wield is shaving skin 
and eating flesh 
eyes red
like I needed  rest 
I have no mouth and I must scream so I guess
that’ll keep it in 
need fresh air but it feels rotten everytime that I breathe it in 
you’ll need the strength of a hundred men
to put me back on my feet again 
just rip me open 
take my heart
then stitch me up to complete again 
make me feel like me again 
so walk away 
leave my corpse to rot
so that way you can see I’m dead 

{HOOK} x2

99knights - Wrong place, Wrong time

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @noahmadethiss & @horoshavibes
Mixing, additional vocals & guitars by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by @melmige

LYRICS
(sewerperson)
All alone on this Summer night
Look for me in these velvet skies
Pray for me while I walk this fire
Anything just to see you smile
November came and our Summer had died
Leaving us with nowhere to hide
When everyone dropped dead like flies
I had no choice but to make you mine

When we fade away where do the feelings get dropped
'Cause I got boxes of these things like home videos
I'm away like half the year
She doesn't miss me though
All while I'm thinking about her touch
It makes me miserable

(Carlby)
Somehow I'll find a way to reach you
Drag you through the screen
This time I'll tell you everything
How much you really mean to me
And all I am today
Because the bleakest weather is better in your company
Although you're long gone now
I hold tight to your memories
Like home videos
Just know I'll never forget these

I still stare at old photos
Wonder where does the time go
How can I get it back

(Horosha & Carlby)
The past is dead and yet I still I feel it
A shadow sliding over concealing
Anything in the present that would bring me joy
And still I miss the pain

I knew our time was short
But your summer eyes
They captured me by force
A willing prisoner
Even with a painful ending you made every moment shine like gold

Listen on Spotify!

Home Videos w/ sewerperson (Prod. noah thomas)

when you find the cross
i wont be there
i went backwards
and upside down

when you find the cross
please pray for a gust
of wind to wash your sins away

a magician 
stole my kiss

i have one last wish
im the god of the skies 
but no one's looking up
If I scream, will the silence reply
Spinning sideways like I lost my place

Stars move predictably, but what if one drifted too far

dreamt of fire
but im lost in ice

[HKFiftyOne]

now im terrified
im here without my vice
how am i still alive
and if i could id let go 
but now i dont have a soul
out in this cold




i
found my place
but im upside down
and im spinnin sideways
can she hear the rotating
my voice fades out / in the echoes of the blue 

im so cold
shes so cold

prod saint mike
atmosphere/engineering saturns construct

magician miranda Ft. HKFiftyOne

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

breathe

~2300~

prod by @dabootlegboy , tnvr , and myself

bodyparts w/ the bootleg boy

I'm confused
I can't figure it out
How do I amuse
How do I shout

Is there something I push
Is there something I click
Is there something I swipe
Is there something I like

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

Am I missing the key
Am I missing the me
Am I missing the free
Am I missing the plea

For help!
For help!
For help!
For help!

How does this occur
I only see the blur
Will they prefer
When I'm in doubt

With your love
With your light
I'll make it happen
Tonight

Will I find it
Will I see it
Will I meet it
Will I believe it

When it happens
How will I respond
When it happens
Will I be gone

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

The Push, the Click, the Swipe

transmissions from distant skies
sonic maps of planets • atmospheric and cinematic stories you can feel
new album open the skies 11.21.25

magician miranda Ft. HKFiftyOne

saturns construct

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