so good, please do more songs like this one👁

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lyrics:

[verse: saturn's lament]
caught a glimpse of what i thought was my reflection
„the mirrors would never lie to me“, treacherous self-perception
i did what my head demanded and ruined the reminiscence
no wonder the seed i planted has grown to be a narcissus
will i ever stop hurting myself and others?
should i self-destruct for good or should i let myself recover?
rip my lungs out to ease this growing pain inside my chest
all my veins turn into branches only waiting to be snapped

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

[verse: Saint Sleep]
heights above the gods and goddesses
wings of pegasus and boulders pushed by sisyphus
currents crashing clashing sounds of conflict
tales left of tantalus lament of feasts beneath his feet
or sycophants drowning in the shallow pools of deep reflection
festering inside their morbid thoughts
leaking roofs of shacks inside of winter forests feel the frostbit
scrape the bowl for words that's long forgotten
dirty paws tracking mud across the corpses of my predecessors
shivers up the spine that stay forever

thousand years of evolution gone to shame
never worth a kindle of the flame
unfinished business like a life on pause I'm tethered to this plane
i was wrong when I said that I would wait to see the day you finally change

[hook: saturn's lament]
tearing out the roots that i have grown all my life
ask the vermin, they will show you i’ve been cursed with a spine
shattered mirrors still reflecting all the traits that i hide
leave me waiting till i weather into soil, when i die

unlit sun w/saint sleep

TRACK NINE: IT COULD BE UPSETTING, BUT WE THOUGHT YOU WOULD HAVE DONE IT LONG AGO

they say rest is for the wicked why the fuck i’m still exhausted 
i held a pretty thing in my hands but i lost it, i
if lifes war then every battle that i’ve fought 
is just a tally of the losses i can face, 
it means nothing but i thought that it 
was worth it (uh huh)
shed no tears at my pain cause i deserve it (uh huh)
there’s a note upon my body but it’s blank cause i didn’t know how to word it
shed no tears at my body just know i’m no longer hurtin 

this pain in my chest, it’s the pressure from mistakes
it ain’t suicide to me, i just need a little break
never amount to anything, all this skin is a waste
if we fallin outta love, then i’m fallin out of
grace 

another night i wake with glazed over eyes
my own death the only thing that i ever can fantasize
i could be blind i’ll still see through your lies
i’m just waiting for the day of my demise

they say rest is for the wicked why the fuck i’m still exhausted 
i held a pretty thing in my hands but i lost it, i
if lifes war then every battle that i’ve fought 
is just a tally of the losses i can face, 
it means nothing but i

FALL FROM GRACE (BRVDY)

@abortedaudio @abortedaudio @abortedaudio

+saturn's lament+
there’s something right above me
but when i look around, i only see the shadow on the concrete
i feel like the sun’s playing tricks on me, why is everybody laughing?
they emit a horrid sound and it's getting louder every heartbeat
why do i hear this chirping noise inside my head?
is it over? am i dead? someone tell me where i’m at
i don’t get it, it's a mystery why they still haven’t left
pierce my eardrums, make me deaf, leave me here till i forget

and the wind feels cold as i‘m lying in the meadow all alone
counting every single breeze till my vision turns to shades of monochrome
chlorophyll loses purpose, they are solely responsible if they don’t grow
i know my lungs are a tangled nest, let me breathe and you may hear the starlings choke

+kill ebola+
writing a bridge staring at one
another wave sun then i'm salt drum
like a belly of malt rum
blame this that that other at fault bum 
just tryna scald sum 
empty and bored like the chalk done 
side walks and don't talk run 
distant away but the stalk comes

making more shit in a sleep daze
forgetting how easy the weekdays go
on the road like ain't beat case to peep grace known 
imma realize learn decipher means aye oh
like a piper for peace aye
like a wealthy lost junkie bum groomed in new fleece aye clothes 
pill residue table with cheese stains gross
anything ground around stare and remain home
we don't see the fair on same way so don't talk alot 
2 am with no friends in my stance and prance the lots 
earl on speakers and the sneakers looking ran in knots
this shit like aneurysm feeling fucking blood clots
feel the breeze becoming easy when the mud stop
how ironic loading trailers living out one 
big gun gon put him down like he a sick mutt 
real or not regardless see through all your tricks hun

let go tryna find a fix from 
living life or ending it gotta pick one
let go tryna find a fix from 
living life or ending it gotta pick one

+saturn's lament+
they'll strangle me to death, i'll suffocate on stage
hilarity on max when i'm ripping out my cage
release 'em from the nest, they're feasting off my pain
exuberant amusement with a corpse on full display
i'll suffocate on stage
hilarity on max when i'm ripping out my cage
release 'em from the nest, they're feasting off my pain
i'll never find tranquility until they fly away

Spotify

when feathers clog my airways w/kill ebola

TRACK EIGHT: A TASK NO SPIRIT SHOULD HAVE TO COMPLETE, YET YOU MUST SUFFER ON

yeah
the pack just hit
im feelin like a masochist
i put it in my lungs, no counterfeit i’m cashin in
posted every day up on that block just like that traffic is

i’m bout my money, make it how it i please, there ain’t shit you tellin me
thought he could swing on me ain’t even in my pedigree 
dumped the clip n hit his bros im switchin to my secondry 
this glocky got a drum lil bitch i’m totin heavy weaponry, uh huh 

a dark night falls and you’re lightless… im  adapted. these rappers and me ain’t the same. yeah

leave your body fuckin missin it’s a mystery uh huh
i’m going feral on that boy cause i’m sinkin i’m my teeth yeah uh huh

they had to bury him that’s just the way it goes
closed the casket at his funeral heard he missin half his nose
what the fuck where that shit go
i heard the killer kept it all n put it on with all the others on the stove

swear to god you just a stain upon my soul
i got blood along my body it’s because i lose control
seconds turn to hours on the grind i lost myself out in the cold
put my contemporaries in my shoes i know that they would fold

yeah my blade gon lettem know
i had to get a double sim i can’t afford a trappin phone
turn his whip into a fixture it won’t move like traffic cone
get my boys up in yo house take everything you fuckin own, yeah

STAIN UPON MY SOUL (DARKPRINCEWAV)

Produced kill ebola
Mixed mastered kill ebola + kamaara 
Cover art theo

Fell asleep to the play (took a snooze)
Through chameleon shades (took a look)
Of that broken down place (shot the crook)
Cus the thief took its space (got the loot)
It Stood guarded the gate 
Moon in heart what it gave 
I cant hide from its gaze 
As my time dissipates (lost the view)
World in rearview 
Nothing left here too
Pain i Imagined 
Needed to near you 
Losing my senses Its all making sense 
Unlimited questions Together we bend 
And It moves and it spouts in Within and without 
Theres no I here to shout or no why then or how 
Echoes fire, phantom eyes!
Mirrors mouths, open wide! 
Hallways bright, angled lights!
Split mind, gone along with life! 

sacrificing suffering 
How much no advice your kite is buffering 
In that storm enticed by all the cutlery
For spreading wings till out use and other things
Stuck in style judged obey consume and blame the other you
In a lower level metal fake to gain another scoop 
Skate a loop you animal 
The grass is always green and hate the other room
So I say again 
choose your suffering and sacrifice 
A blink in infinite could feel like bike that never riding right
Into aftermath of match on broken pipe
They pushing meds and trynna get my magic blind 
Oh you feeling good with infinite inside a little box
Whole life in an office buy your place amongst a little rock
Peel and feel like middle sock 
When all is said and riddles gone
Missile locked on sizzled pawns 
Feel another drizzled prawn 
Crawling up my spine slither lines
High prized flashlight dusty time 
Red fuzz hear the cries what you type inside

Bliss

Produced by Deademane
Cover Art by Kill Ebola & Theo
Mixed & Mastered by frdm.wav

I just want to break, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate

Been dealing with the bends, dirtied up the lens
Lessened borrowed time from a spine thats always tense 
Knocking for a cleanse, god just want the rent 
Got too far ahead and all the bread misaimly spent 
Now I’m sitting in the stew, till it’s what it do 
Whisking out the lies strain demise until its new 
Thought on train they knew, not a fucking clue 
Ducking out the room to nothing two
Not much to do but you choose 

I just want to break, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate, all you do is take
Tell me all your lies while you try and seal my fate
Nowhere to escape, lock me in the cage
Look me in my eyes and fill me with your hate
Fill me with your hate

In that place along the beach right before I fall asleep where I’m older 
No more phantoms follow me fake beliefs that I unsee when I’m sober
And go back to where I fell you were heaven in my hell but now it’s over
Through a window in a spell train of pain is where I dwell go run me over
Yeah

Hate [Prod. Deademane]

"LEFT 4 DEAD"

featuring. @abortedaudio
produced by @deadrazy
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

theo :

Similar thoughts and dreams
That just piles up to drain my stamina
Threw in dirt then left 4 dead, one day they’ll get their karma
Got away from the liquor; it was burning my guts like magma
Feel like a corpse, at ease, I float away, inside a nebula
With years I’ve learned to channel the pain, I repeat it like a mantra
Seen the real from the fake, these sharks helped sharpen up my gamma
Built from pressure and self-harm, feel reborn no melodrama
Sat in a throne of grief, no crown, just deep many layers of trauma

kill ebola :

Y’all don’t ever do nothing
Judging and depression bonding way too often
Trynna drag my energy down the fuck up off me bending me but
Can't rob me for sobbing lobby and memory gone crop me like sever me toss me out the picture
I won't miss her when it's said and done
Hate me. Same speed as it's always run
Baked teeth, ate g’s of the stem and drums
Steak tea tame trees full of phlegm and blood
Maybe left me in that wreck of mud

Out Now Everywhere

LEFT 4 DEAD (feat. Kill Ebola) [prod. deadrazy]

VERIS

prod by vexd, bbooskii, skinnydrag
mixed by kamaara mastered by frdm.wav

Gotta love you
Lost inside of your ruse 
Lord take me and guide through 
Were waking up to bright truth 
You offset pain that they do
You reset when the lane move
You change the lens from same view
Something else I can’t chose 
Who the fuck are you
You are this matrix hell 
Bruising my senses dwell 
What’s not real and won’t help 
Me leave the place I melt 
Over and over the cycle keep going 
Sick bay on a space ship my body is frozen 
Cryo chamber like a lonely womb go in 
There is no potion what we feel will skip across cosmo of props that your towing 
Behind the observer and learn realigned till your chosen 

I can sense your eyes life breathing through the walls talk
In a land of lies guys screaming through the halls stalk
Said it is your fault y’all been Branded by your choices 
Ascension to the halt walk Persuaded by the voices 
To Pick another poison And spiral downhill 
Grab it Static getting moistened Broken windmill 
Man in Gods landfill rant ill can’t pills aint a grand thrill Nothing can fill Ant hill at a stand still 
Endless wait 
None of it feel real all I got is faith can’t escape 
Psychotic time will heal neurotic lost in phase 
Heading home Letting go of steel and modded toss it maze 
Payed and Scarred forgive me as I wept 
Are you back and to the left 
Are you lost did you forget 
Land of horns and born in threat 
Nothing more and nothing less
Handed scorn and form obsessed 
Bury it in all the press  
Hurrying in all the stress
Trust in you and doubt the rest
They’ll have to rip me out this flesh 
I know they fein it ya I know they see it 
Can’t pretend electric fence cameras in the ceiling 
Hand to lend get guilotine onto rodents stealing
Sand in end it fill the sea pontoon oceans mealing

Med Bay / Eye Wall

Visualizer: https://youtu.be/arX_P0C5ia4?si=I8PSByC_RZPzmpL8

... . . / - .... . / ... - --- .-. -.-- / ..- -. ..-. --- .-.. -..

"THUNDERSTORM" is the first episode of the audiovisual bass novel called "Story of The Light Keeper":

In the land where ocean breathes,
Where the soul of silent sleeps,
Where the shores find their release,
And the one lives at the peace...

One whose time has not become,
Glad with things both small and some,
He's at peace with his abode,
Though the storm yet roars abrod.

--

Put the puzzle together:
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https://soundcloud.com/pixelzaptales

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Huge thanks to all the wonderful people I met around THE FINALS for the incredible early support!

THUNDERSTORM

THEY LOVE EVERYONE BUT ME

everything done by me unless stated otherwise

@deadcypherrec

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