Stage Fright!

Dark Knight!

lyrics/

hook: sys/
cant believe it
thought i knew it
but its over now
sitting on my ass
on the ground
and idk how
thought u were my lover
yeah i thought u wouldve
been around
instead u turned ur back
n proved me wrong
bcus u went around
see u in his castle
and it hurts me
need 2 burn it down
lookin at the ashes
and im crying
cause ur hurting now
kingdoms gonna fail
bcus i killed my queen
its murder now
takin down the banners
n we burn them all
2 the ground
walk away w burns n scars
istg its my fault
tattered garments on the ground
its mixing w the asphalt
seen the cops n turn around
yknow i made a dash 4 it
100 thousand on my head
could really use the cash 4 it
need 2 get u out my mind
istg im over it
feeling like a peasant
in these shackles
w u hurting me
takin all the space in my mind
but ur over me
takin all the time in my life
and its burnin me

verse: 2fly/
i’ve been in my bag
in my pockets
in my feelings
i could never let you get up in my way
though never kneeling
i don’t wanna spill the beans
stay concealing no revealing
i don’t think i’d ever speak again
if you were never streaming i don’t i don’t i don’t 
wanna go i’ll be on my own
i’m makin obstacles out of nothin
i don’t wanna own up to the problems so
i’ll burn it down burning rubber
burn it til i’m not around
make it outta town with nothing but the memories forgotten now 
who am i who you want me to be
you probably never met somebody who got problems like me
who got the answers i don’t know but i’m just hoping i’ll see
i’m throwing money at em til i figure out that i’m free
cuz i see it now i’m seething how you picked me up and threw me down i’m working out and breathing loud i’m breaking up with who i’d found 
i thought i’d never leave i found my style i thought i found my sound i thought i’d never leave i can’t believe i can’t believe i can’t bel-

castle {remix} ft 2flyy

prod me   
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helokitty jeanz w da swag on
im up on vc w @_wehatereathe_ n he laggin
rollin dis weed is my passion
rollin off molly i feel like a dragon :p
im off the shrooms n i feel like im lackin
no i cant rlly think ab the past tho
i got theez tabs all up inside my bag tho
i been thinking the drugs aint that bad tho

lagging

yeqoyu ____ &witty*skyte

boolymon - squid game (prod. makkgin)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

spotify

shoot

produced by heylog

lyrics:
run
breathe through your lungs
hold onto me
hold onto me
fast
won't let you crash
just look at me
just look at me

we're separated
and no one has called back
i just wish you were here
so i could hear you laugh
and it stopped raining
he kept seeing your blonde hair
i just want some hope
that you're out there somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere
you're somewhere

rip my heart heart out, slowly listen
hold my hand but you're too distant
sometimes i can't even breathe
when u are no where to be seen
i hate that i left that night
and cutting skin is a waste of time
you'll get no where with that blade
cus that's somethin you know i hate
i been searching everywhere
and i miss when i had blonde hair
you said you liked that bout me
and now it looks dead and dirty
don't you dare pick up that knife
cause cutting skin's such a waste of time
you'll get no where with that blade
cus that's somethin' you know i hate

i'd rip my heart out so you could live
and you can't stop me from doing it
now you're right there next to me
but only happens in my dreams
and i should never of left that night
i didn't know it'd be our last time
and i hate myself for that
it was the most we ever laughed
i keep searchin up and down
n hopes that i'd find you somehow
i'm not having any luck
and i refuse to give it up
and don't you dare pick up that knife
cause cutting skin is such a waste of time
and you'll get no where with that blade
cause that's something you know i hate

one two three

blade

https://cathisper.bandcamp.com/album/cathisper-the-archive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jelOfsIzdI

An archive of all of the albums and compilations I've made under the Cathisper alias since 2017. Some songs and albums were cut due to genuinely being lost media or because perhaps some just didn't age as gracefully.

I will still use the name Cathisper for certain things but I think I'm mostly focused on my other alias "Tierra" for the time being. It's allowed me more freedom of expression as of late. Don't get me wrong though, I still have quite an attachment to Cathisper as a concept, perhaps I just need to come back to it later.

The first 52:35 of this compilation are from 2017 to 2021, the rest of the music after that defines my sound and aesthetic more so than the former.

0:00 2017-2021
52:37 Doré (2021)
59:51 Self Titled Redux (2022)
1:21:48 Lunacy (2022)
1:34:12 Weathermix (2022)
1:48:55 Sin Sija (2022)
2:00:21 Solati (2023)
2:12:15 61423 (2023)
2:18:17 Haphazard (2023)
2:37:48 Circumlunar (2024)

Cathisper: The Archive (2017-2024)

Produced by: Murkyy
Performed by: Murkyy and Odin Jorrigan
Mixed by: Murkyy and Odin Jorrigan
Cover art illustration: Murkyy
Cover Editing: Odin Jorrigan

LYRICS(ish):
[INTRO: MURKYY]
(I just know that I will not be missed
Reasons why just too many to list
Accepting that’ll always be a bitch
Do I need permission to exist)
What if i cant help myself
Is there a silver lining
Teaching me to hold my breath
Hold me underwater drowning.

[VERSE 1: MURKYY]
Pleaser in my blood
The elements make me compulsive
Conflicting: Born selfish
So with ego i’m explosive,
Faint attempts I’m on one
Scream in void i’m in the pulse of
No fault of the void
It was made to encompass nothing.
I’m in slut with it all
Loving and fucking it up
Constantly fucking it up
Made me progressive in stuck,
Lost in the plot with the fall
Blaming and shaming it off
Drawn to the light like a moth
Same old excuses I scrawl.

[HOOK: MURKYY]
You know that I died because I know that I’m repulsive 
You know that I died because I knew I was destructive 
I deserve to die because you saw me as impulsive 
I deserve to die because i’m caught up in my emotions.

[VERSE 2: ODIN JORRIGAN]
(odin’s lyrics are up to interpretation)

[BRIDGE: MURKYY]
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time.
I don’t wanna waste more time
I don’t wanna waste more time
I don’t wanna waste more time
I don’t wanna waste more time.
(What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I)
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I,
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I
What if that they think that I’m repulsive, 
I’m repulsive aren’t I.

[REFRAIN: MURKY & ODIN JORRIGAN]
Reasons why just too many to list
Accepting that i’ll always be a bitch
How you gonna prove that i’ll be missed (How you gon do it?)
How you gonna prove that i’ll be missed

[VERSE 3: ODIN JORRIGAN]
(multiple choice)

[VERSE 4: MURKYY]
Hoaxes back to back 
But maybe i’m really just stuck in the past
Or maybe i really should stay an outcast
But I cannot see well,
Maybe it’s cause i don’t sleep well
Pulling me out of a deep hell
What if i dont wanna see help
Put my trust into you because i cant tell.

[OUTRO: MURKYY]
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time,
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time
If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time.
(If you wont listen don’t try
I don’t wanna waste more time.)

d:3d (feat. odin jorrigan) [prod_murky] #c303

Duality

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing (feat. William Beckett)

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castle {remix} ft 2flyy

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