  You’re alone
You fail to see
All who love you
Endlessly
More than you
Could ever believe

  Your heart is pure
Your soul is clean
Think your "evil"
And say your "mean"
But you are
A perfect being

   Housing a lonely devil
within my soul
  Dark, dubious, and greedy,
It refuses to go
  I know I am at the mercy
Of it and I fail to
Evacuate the evil
Inside me

  Try to escape
We’ll never separate
Accept your fate
You know it is too late

  Time will always change
In due time rearrange
Your end is near
I’ll torture you with fear

  You’re alone
You fail to see
All who love you
Endlessly
More than you
Could ever believe

  Your heart is pure
Your soul is clean
Think your "evil"
And say your "mean"
But you are
A perfect being

  When we first met
I was barely alive
I Didn’t know how
Long I’d survive
You gave me hope
And filled me with life

  You’re a gift
You make my day
You've always been there
To give me strength
When you’re gone
My spirit will break

   Housing a lonely devil
within my soul
  Dark, dubious, and greedy,
It refuses to go
  I know I am at the mercy
Of it and I fail to
Evacuate the evil
Inside me

  Try to escape
We’ll never separate
Accept your fate
You know it is too late

  Time will always change
In due time rearrange
Your end is near
I’ll torture you with fear

  I am ashamed
For all the pain I make
I am to blame
Please demons go away

  Times they may change
And distance separate
The end is nowhere near
Stop toying with my fear

  You’re alone
You fail to see
All who love you
Endlessly
More than you
Could ever believe

  Your heart is pure
Your soul is clean
Think your "evil"
And say your "mean"
But you are
A perfect being

  When we first met
I was barely alive
I Didn’t know how
Long I’d survive
You gave me hope
And filled me with life

  You’re a gift
You make my day
You've always been there
To give me strength
When you’re gone
My spirit will break

  You’re alone
You fail to see
All who love you
Endlessly
More than you
Could ever believe

  Your heart is pure
Your soul is clean
Think your "evil"
And say your "mean"
But you are
A perfect being

  When we first met
I was barely alive
I Didn’t know how
Long I’d survive
You gave me hope
And filled me with life

  You’re a gift
You make my day
You've always been there
To give me strength
When you’re gone
My spirit will break

Lonely Devil

This is an old song I did when I first started writing music.  I re-recorded the lyrics, an eventually would like to go back redo the instrumental portion...  But for now, this'll do...  Anyhow, enjoy!

Lyrics:

  Sadness
Has enveloped me
Surrounded
By uncertainty
  My heart
Shatters on the floor
Overwhelmed
I can’t take no more

  So unloved
And no one adores
Question the
Reason I was born
  No backbone
No fight left in me
No assertiveness
That you’ll see
  No sympathy
Is thrown my way
There is only one
Thing to say
  Tomorrow
Is not guaranteed
When I am gone
Will you miss me

  Swallowed by
The abyss
Known as
Life and
  I will weep
Because
Time is
Ticking away
  The future
Is abysmal
Everything just seems 
So bleak to me today

  Wake me
From this nightmare
Heartache
Too much to bear
  Worry
Cripples my soul
Far away from
Reaching my goals

  Sick and tired
Of everything
No good fortune
Shines upon me
  Days look dark
They fill me with fright
When will things
Begin to go right
  Those I love
They fill me with gloom
What about my
Impending doom
  Tomorrow
Is not guaranteed
When I am gone
You’ll be sorry

  Swallowed by
The abyss
Known as
Life and
  I will weep
Because
Time is
Ticking away
  The future
Is abysmal
Here’s some hope though
You can change that

  Life’s a gift
When gone
It’s missed 
and it is
  Sad to say
Someday
We will
Realize this
  Life is too short
So treat yourself
with kindness
as well as everyone you know

  Swallowed by
The abyss
Known as
Life and
  I will weep
Because
Time is
Ticking away
  The future
Is abysmal
Everything just seems 
So bleak to me today

Future Abysmal

I've spent months reworking this song.  This is a redo of a song I did a few years ago titled "When You Are Gone," which I will be uploading also after this one goes up...  Even though, it's a little rough around the edges, but just for a comparison.  Anyway, enjoy, and as usual, lyrics are below...

When You Argon: 

Verse I:
We were so close
Well, for a time
Now it seems
That I’m out of line

You want to split
Just for a bit
I don’t blame you
I’m nothing but shit

Yes, you can see
Why it must be
You're positive
Just repel me

Throw me away
Right here I'll stay
You'll be happy
Without my misery

Pre-chorus I:
We were noble
Now we're distant
It all happened
In an instant

Broke apart
Our complex bonds
All my self loathing
Turned my rights wrong

Blinded by
False realities
My thoughts are skewed
And they disturb me

My self-esteem
or lack thereof
It holds me back
From expressing love

Chorus:
When you are gone
I truly don’t blame you
I’m a screw up
What the fuck can I do?

All my hopes
And everyone of my dreams
They’ve all been dashed
Into obscurity

Waking up each day
Is my nightmare
I’m a failure
I am in despair

Oh woe to me
Loathing self pity
But who’s around
To show sympathy

Verse II:
Its been years since
I have seen you
Your life’s gone great
Mine turned around too

I admit that
I was low class
But overtime you
Learn to get past

All the burdens
That one carries
And eyes open
To your true needs

Let’s start anew
Meet again soon
Longed for this day
I always missed you

Pre-chorus II:
Never thought
I’d end up here
At this time now
With no more fear

Start to mend
Our old frail bonds
All my self loathing
Has been long gone

Blinded by
False realities
My thoughts were skewed
And they destroyed me

Sweet self esteem
Remained by me
Until this day
We reconvened

Chorus:
When you were gone
Everyday I missed you
Yes, I screwed up
That I can’t argue

All my hopes
And everyone of my dreams
They materialized
Into reality

Waking up each day
Is a blessing
I’m successful
My life is repaired

No woes in me
No more self pity
With few around
That’s what was missing

When you were gone
Everyday I missed you
I know I screwed up
I accept that as true

Every single day
I hoped and dreamed
We’d make amends
And we would be happy

When you’re alone
You’re heart breaks in two
And you realize
Who was the glue

Love’s not easy
Argue if that’s untrue
Whatever happens
I’ll always love you

No matter what happens
I’ll always love you

No matter what happens
I’ll always love you

Matthew Woitovich's Album

When You Argon [Demo] (Reworked "When You Are Gone")

Instrumentals for a new song that will be in the works.  It's a joke song, and the bridge is intentionally silly.  I thought it'd be interesting to share, the chorus portion is kinda fun (maybe?).  Enjoy, and more music to come.  Happy (belated) year on here...

*New Song* Instrumentals

This for this song's belated birthday.  This is the first song I recorded after a decent writing hiatus.  As easy as inspiration comes, it can goes away equally as easy.  Anyway, always hold what's dear to you.  Don't take things for granted, and never let anyone or anything slip away.  Always show appreciating, love, and care to everyone, no matter the situation.  This song still holds true, today.  Everyone has regrets, and it is never fun to be on a ghostly travel.

With that said, enjoy this oldie but a goodie.  Happy belated "Ghostly Travels" and Saving Emo Koala's Soul in general.  I'll probably have another new song up tonight or tomorrow, keep an eye out...

  I am walking
Down this lonely
Road all by myself
You know and
  I am lost
I am confused
My map is torn
It’s of no use now
  Traveling
Wandering
Down these roads
I am looking
  For a place
To call my home
Where the search ends
No one know

  There is 
Only 
So much 
We can do you know
We’re all tortured souls
As we wonder alone
But that’s something
We can change

  Forgotten
And
Frightened
No one around to brighten
Up this netherworld
This dark miserable place
But that’s something
We can change


  How much more
Must I traverse
I see no one
My spirit hurts
  Passed no signs
Where is my goal
It’s hard to heal
A broken soul
  Woe to me
Sad to be
Undeserving
Sympathy
  Can't stop now
I’ll follow the track
From whence I came
I won’t turn back


  There is 
Only 
So much 
We can do you know
We’re all tortured souls
As we wonder alone
But that’s something
We can change

  Forgotten
And
Frightened
No one around to brighten
Up this netherworld
This dark miserable place
But that’s something
We can change 

  Never lose 
Hope
And just fight ‘til you win
Even when you’re down
You are never alone
You’ll always have
A friend who saves

  You’re always loved
And please don’t be afraid
It doesn’t matter where
The road will take you 
You’ll always have
A friend who saves


  Strolled further
A saving grace
I’ve finally found
A friendly face
  I said hello
And asked their name
Gave a smile
And a handshake
  My fear is gone
Thank you my friend
Let’s stay together 
To the fateful end
  You’re my shining sun
My warm embrace
My companion
Through this empty space

  Never lose 
Hope
And just fight ‘til you win
Even when you’re down
You are never alone
You’ll always have
A friend who saves

  You’re always loved
And please don’t be afraid
It doesn’t matter where
The road will take you 
You’ll always have
A friend who saves

{  My fear is gone
Thank you my friend
Let’s stay together
 To the fateful end
  You’re my shining sun
My warm embrace
My companion
Through this empty space } x4

Ghostly Travels

Chorus (Intro):
Too dead to live
Too alive to die
I can’t believe that
This is my life
Why am I here
Why did I survive
When will this cup
Just pass me by?

Sick of the toxins
That brew inside me
Sick of the creatures
I call family
Both of these things
Will bring death to me
Heaven almighty
Please show me mercy


Verse I:
Demons share
The same
Blood of us all

This world is damned
And to hell
It will fall

Humans are
The fiercest
Monsters alive

This mortal vessel
Isn’t meant 
To survive


Chorus:
Too dead to live
Too alive to die
I can’t believe that
This is my life
Why am I here
Why did I survive
When will this cup
Just pass me by?

Sick of the toxins
That brew inside me
Sick of the creatures
I call family
Both of these things
Will bring death to me
Heaven almighty
Please show me mercy


Verse II: 
You are there
Just a stones
Throw away

I feel your
Presence
Every single day

You make my
Skin crawl
And make my bones
Shake

You touch my hand
And my last breath
You take
 
Ending Chorus:
Too dead to live
Too alive to die
I can’t believe that
This is my life
Why am I here
Why did I survive
When will this cup
Just pass me by?

Sick of the toxins
That brew inside me
Sick of the creatures
I call family
Both of these things
Will bring death to me
Heaven almighty
Please show me mercy

Too scared to live
Too afraid to die
I can’t believe
That I’m still alive
How am I here 
How have I survived?
Death comes so quick
As life passes by

Sick of the anguish
That brews inside me
Sick of the torture
From my family
Hate that these things
summon demise to me
Heaven almighty
Please show me mercy

Matt Dubya

Too Dead To Live, To Alive To Die...

Verse:
  Where is someone
Who could love me?
Where has Cupid gone?
His arrows miss me

  Where is romance
I can’t foresee
When it will strike
There’s no guarantee

Pre-Chorus:
  A bachelor
Wanting more in life
Where is a partner
To be man and wife

  Just holding out
For the perfect one
The years go by
But I still found none

  Maybe I’m too weird
Or I’m too gross
Probably too picky
And too milquetoast

  Where’s my sunshine?
Where’s my moon glow?
Where’s that special someone?
To complete my soul

Chorus:
  My heart grows cold
I feel the ice in my veins
Covered in mold
That’s infecting my brain

  Where is the one
Who can thaw my heart out?
So sick, I’m done
I’ll remain forlorn for now


Verse:
  Is love alive?
Or just dead to me?
Why is it so hard
For it to find me?

  Until that time
I wait patiently
Because I found 
Those Who love me

Pre-Chorus:
  I used to feel
So dead inside
But then I found
There is more to life

  I found affection
Of a different kind
You all give me hope
And make me feel alive

  The only way
I think I’d die
Is from drowning in love
From all those by my side

  No matter when
That passion strikes
I’ll have fun always
And make the most of life

Final Chorus:
  My heart was cold
I felt the ice in my veins
Covered in gold
It now shines with such grace

   I found the ones
Who could thaw my heart out
They are my sun
That dry up my rain clouds


  You light up my life
I can’t thank you enough
And fill me with warmth
I just love you so much

  I spill my heart out
To show you what you are worth
Because to me 
You are the best souls on Earth

Heart of Mold (Rough Cut Demo)

Just a silly lil' "emo" one-man band, that utilizes Garageband to record the songs, so the quality may not be up to snuff (or sound pretty darn dookie in all honesty), but the spirit is there (hopefully).

  To all those visiting, please enjoy the music that gets posted up.  If you find yourself not liking something though, please feel free to leave numerous hurtful comments that I may enjoy during my free time...  And probably cry about...

  Either way, thank you for visiting and welcome to the enigma that is Saving Emo Koala's Soul...

Sincerely,
~ Matt ~

Oh!  And if you like my silly lil' songs, please check out my album "In the Shadows, Evil Lurks" out now!coming out soon, which has a mix of the songs on this profile, as well a few older songs that I updated a teeny bit.  Please enjoy the songs on here, as well as the songs on ItSEL!