Actualization

Am I really everything that's outside of me?

You are all you have collected.

all album art by: SaxonCasi (Excluding track 5)

Amalgamations of Invention

Amalgamations of Invention II

Mastered by https://www.instagram.com/nathanielsnowmusic/
Guitar feature by https://soundcloud.com/elisionary
Mixing and Album art by SaxonCasi

Equilibrium Feat. Elisionary

Uneasy, Unwell *

Sullen City

SaxonCasi: guitar, piano/fx, bass, vocals
Arrhythmia: synth, vocals
Mixing & Album Art by SaxonCasi
Mastered by Arrhythmia

Arrhythmia x SaxonCasi - Motionless Dawn

An absolute thrillingly, spectacular, chaotic and schizophrenic writing process with the diligent and crafty https://soundcloud.com/doktorb-1 . the evolution of this piece was absurd! <3

SaxonCasi - guitar, keys, synth, electronic bass, organic/electronic drums, custom neuro & ambient fx

doktorb - glitch, fx, electronic drums, bass, deconstructive-constructive sampling

Album Art was a collaborative effort

SaxonCasi x doktorb - Schiz0typal Daydream

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f̷̖̤̬̱͓͓̏͋͌͛͌͜v̶͉̲͖͕͠g̴̖͐͌̒͒b̷̳͐̑͌h̵̯͉͍̙̳͓̼̾̀̈̍̚͝͠ͅn̷̝̲̆͆̈́ĵ̷̯̝̀̎͒̆m̵̢̻͈͉̻̼̗̝̭̜̆̀͊̓͗̚͝,̸̯̣͈͚͆̐̔͑͌̈́̒̓̍͜͠ḱ̵̫͆̾̿̏̔̆̀̒͠ĺ̵̙̺̼̖̭͈̊̀͜͝.̵̢̦͎̭̎̋͐̈́͌̀̂̈́͝;̶̡̺̰̇̑̍̒̋͐̓̎/̵̛̝́̀̈́̅̿͐̑͜͝͠/̵̨̡̢͎̳̳̼͙͔̞̅̆͒͐̍͘͠l̵̨͔̩̽̉͠.̶̡̱̘̩̯̂̅̏ķ̴̭̟̖̯̝̱̻̹͋͂̈̀̄̈̋͂͌,̵̨̩̻̯̟̠̬̣͆͛́̈́̔́̆͠ͅj̴͙͓̱̮̬̦̹̑͑̆͆̐́̍m̷̢͙̭̤͓̂͋̎ḧ̴͔̺͍́̽̊̽͑̾̋͝n̷͖̞̘͈͑͝͠ͅg̷̱̊̌͊̃b̶̢̪͚̟̥͖͊͌̿͜͝͝f̷̧̯͉̻̺̯̘̤͐̆͘ͅv̷̙̣̀̽̄d̷̦̤͍̯̅̅̌̇̉̕c̶̩̹͎͍̺̜̲̆̍͆͐̊͊͜͝s̷̙͚͔͆̈́̍̍͒͐̊̈̚ḁ̷͖̠͎̞͛̎̉̈́̓̒̐́́̉w̵̢͓͎̔̾̋̀d̷͈̩̺̼͔̘̞̋͜͝e̷̢͕̞͇̘͑̈́͑̇̿̑͗̑͝f̶̛̰̮͕̳̝͚̍͆͗̈́r̶̢̜͖͎̙͉̤͉̔̐̄̀͊̕͝ͅg̵͕̪̪̳̣͖̙̙͇̏̈́͛̎́̆̽͘t̸̥̗̅͗̊͂̂̚h̴̦͈̫̞̞͖̗́̿͂̈́͜y̷̧̢̢̘͎̖̝̘̎̂́́̆̈́͌u̶͕͓͓̮̾̀̎͑̈́̾͜͠j̶̨̹͎̤̠̼͓̜͈͋̈́͛̑̋̕͘͝3̶͍̻͚̠͚̻̘̽̊̏̒͠e̴͋̐͘͜͝2̴̡͙͓̖̙̃̔̒̈̅̎̊͝͝͝2̴͖̣̣͛͂3̷̛̭̪͚͔͓͂̏̎͐̑ͅ4̸͖̤̫͈͈̂͋5̸̹̝̻̈́͝6̶̨̧̯̹͎͉͓͉̘̑͑7̸̜̬͙̈́͛͊̿̓̓͐̍͝8̸̰̹̜̘̜͐9̷͖͇̽ö̷͓̦̥̥̬͎͈̎̾́̃̊̄̀͠͝p̶͎̙̩̜͓͍̀̔̔́̍̚͜͝i̷̢͓͚͖͒̿͋͊u̸̬̬̻̱͓̇͒̃̀̋̎͘͘̚͝ͅ7̵̡̨̙̰͔̬͔̜̬́̄̔̀̌̀̉̀͘͠6̸̭͎̝͈̝̜͐͒̈́͗̓́͊͘̚̕y̷͚̣͍̩̽5̵̧̮͖͔͉͕̈́͜ͅt̶͍̭͂̐̄̓̕͜͠4̸͉͈͙͖̠̀̊̀͆͌͆͝3̷̛̤̪͚̣́̓͐͒̋͑͋͒͝ŗ̵̼̺̯͙̭̆̐̌́̍͆͝͠2̶̯͇̂̓̄̈͐̕e̸̢̢̹̟̠͆̈́͜ẃ̵̧̡̻͎͎̪͊̃͊̃͒q̴̧̘̥̘͈̟̘̹̮̹͋͆̒̌̒d̷̡̝̳̋͑̓̓͒͘͘s̸̰̘͓͍̾͌̑ͅą̸̤̼̻̘͙͉͈͑́͋͌́̑̈́͜c̵̼̣̓̀̈͋͌̓̕͘x̶̢̜̃̀v̴̠̳̠̖̠̙̰̰̻̍̔̍͐̉

Heroin[e], Your Sorry Suffering Makes Me _- Horny 🖤

It was an absolute honor working with the virtuoso https://soundcloud.com/sven_noon. this collaboration pushed me to my limits creatively and technically.
Art by: SaxonCasi

Sven Noon x SaxonCasi - Quantum Reflections✦⠐.

Another collab with the wonderful artist https://soundcloud.com/saxoncasi !

𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫:                    SaxonCasi
𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫:   Sven Noon

Our first collaboration: https://soundcloud.com/saxoncasi/quantum-reflections-final-mixed-mastered

SaxonCasi x Sven Noon - Constant

Written, recorded & mixed in a day
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Art by: SaxonCasi
Mastered by: Nathaniel Snow Music

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Death's Élan (Rebirth)

doktorb x Sven Noon x SaxonCasi - Exploit

The Edge of Nothing & The End of Everything

Huge thaks to https://soundcloud.com/saxoncasi for the help with creating this track

Sven Noon x SaxonCasi - carbon_based

Altruism

https://dust7.bandcamp.com/track/sacrilege-w-saxoncasi
w https://soundcloud.com/saxoncasi the legend

saxoncasi x dust - sacrilege

The Great ~ https://soundcloud.com/sven_noon

Art by: SaxonCasi

Sven Noon X SaxonCasi - 𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

Another collaboration with a wonderful musician https://soundcloud.com/saxoncasi

𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐬, 𝐤𝐞𝐲𝐬, 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞, 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫: SaxonCasi
𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫. 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫: Sven Noon

SaxonCasi x Sven Noon - Departure

With the wonderful https://soundcloud.com/thewolfdog

Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/sven_noon

Wolfdog X SaxonCasi - Siphon

SaxonCasi: programmed sounds, voice
https://soundcloud.com/sven_noon: programmed sounds
https://soundcloud.com/dustyboig: programmed sounds

Mastered by: Sven Noon
Art by: SaxonCasi

SaxonCasi x Sven Noon x dust - Anomie

I Need To Take A Break From Everything

Universe

Unhinged-disilusioned-Disorience

Towers Of Bells (Instrumental)

Cognitive Dissonance

Ripped From The Soul

You have bigger chance of teaching a deer calculus than convincing insecure emotionally- driven breeders that breeding is not good

Antinatalism

This is a very special release for me which is why i thought it was appropriate to post on new years! this song is an effort to push myself into new territory musically with even more refinement, prowess and creativity.

Glacial

Fracture

Vocals: (Hannah-Lee) https://soundcloud.com/hellohanzz

Guitar, Bass, Synths, Drums, Keys: SaxonCasi

Also a fun promotional art Video for the release!
https://www.instagram.com/p/BwGqxARB7Vv/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet

Innocence Feat. Hannah-Lee

Entropy - The degradation of the matter and energy in the universe to an ultimate state of inert uniformity

Piano is played out at speed

Art by SaxonCasi

Entropy

Evil|Cruel-Nature'd

Young Dutch - https://soundcloud.com/imaketheheat
-https://www.instagram.com/youngdutch/

Levi - https://soundcloud.com/levijacob

Saxoncasi x Levi - No 1 But U (Feat. Young Dutch)

Missed Moments

Bidocea X SaxonCasi - Wasteland Mind & The Barren Soul

Merciful Sympathy

Moon

Beams Needle

Acquired a new microphone and really tried to hone in and try some new mixing techniques and ideas as well as try to mess with mic placement a lot more. I think the sound has somewhat improved and evolved as a result. Hopefully you all enjoy!

Art by SaxonCasi

Mastering by Nathaniel Snow Music

Oqarus

Introducing the first premiere from our Nocturna #2 album - SaxonCasi and Wolfdog bring their sharp sound design with "Scissors".

Nocturna #2 out now → fanlink.to/FBZ047

Follow SaxonCasi:
@saxoncasi
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@thewolfdog
twitter.com/WolfdogOfficial

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@forest-biz
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SaxonCasi & Wolfdog - Scissors

Multi-Instrumentalist Solo Artist
Personal Photography and Digital Album Art
Music is better than the life experiences it describes
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In a society that has abolished all adventure, the only adventure left is to abolish that society.

Good morning. you've made it. The end. all of this, everything here building towards a single meaningless moment. The moment it is all stripped away and you live for this moment you temporary creature you..you're slipping into the unknown... because all you'll ever find in the end...its time to wake up.

The very meaninglessness of life forces a man to create his own meaning. Children begin life with an untarnished sense of wonder, a capacity to experience total joy at something as simple as the greenness of a leaf; but as they grow older, the awareness of death and decay begins to impinge on their consciousness and subtly erode their joie de vivre, their idealism - and their assumption of immortality.

As a child matures, he sees death and pain everywhere about him, and begins to lose faith in the ultimate goodness of man. But if he’s reasonably strong - and lucky - he can emerge from this twilight of the soul into a rebirth of life’s élan.

Both because of and in spite of his awareness of the meaninglessness of life, he can forge a fresh sense of purpose and affirmation. He may not recapture the same pure sense of wonder he was born with, but he can shape something far more enduring and sustaining.

The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent; but if we can come to terms with this indifference and accept the challenges of life within the boundaries of death - however mutable man may be able to make them - our existence as a species can have genuine meaning and fulfillment. However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light. - 

"Some critics of the pessimist often think they have his back to the wall when they blithely jeer, “If that is how this fellow feels, he should either kill himself or be decried as a hypocrite.” That the pessimist should kill himself in order to live up to his ideas may be counterattacked as betraying such a crass intellect that it does not deserve a response. Yet it is not much of a chore to produce one. Simply because someone has reached the conclusion that the amount of suffering in this world is enough that anyone would be better off never having been born does not mean that by force of logic or sincerity he must kill himself. It only means he has concluded that the amount of suffering in this world is enough that anyone would be better off never having been born. Others may disagree on this point as it pleases them, but they must accept that if they believe themselves to have a stronger case than the pessimist, then they are mistaken."

It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. 

Really?
That makes you cringe?
The fact that we are systematically endorsing schizophrenia through our entertainment, empowering unnatural and unhealthy lifestyles and foods, smokes, drinks and drugs, or the fact that we all secretly hate each other to the point of bloodshed and war, or the fact that we cannot fucking unify behind one purpose such as leaving this planet to settle elsewhere, or the fact that we have more money passing celebrity hands than cancer victims, or the fact that we are nothing short of a fucking plague to the planet don't bother you?

“The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.”

"The physics which is going on at the very remote future is extraordinarily like the physics going on at the very beginning." ~ Sir Roger Penrose

"...the sea's only gifts are harsh blows and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head..."

"Violence is not necessary to destroy a civilization. Each civilization dies from
indifference toward the unique values which created it."

'suffering is the sole origin of consciousness' -Fyodor Dostoyevsky

"the most basic, most rudimentary spiritual need of the Russian people is the need for suffering, ever-present and unquenchable, everywhere and in everything."

SaxonCasi

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