can't believe you packed in so many moods and moments into 3 1/2 mins! Exceptional

This is wonderful, it has shades of midwest emo but filled with joy instead of melancholy.

Guitar Demos

Guitar Demo #2

Metal Demo 6 - July 11, 2021

End Of The World(CLIP)

TWISTED BALLOONS

ANXIETY w/ MALAISE

寂しかったのは、わからないから。
君も多分、そうだったと思う。
ひどく理不尽に思えるそれを、君は優しく抱きとめたね。
八月は秒で、瞳は空のプリズム。
誓ったメメント。
いつか果てを見たとしても。
一緒にドーナツ食べたこと、一緒にゲームしてたこと、ナトリウム灯の下を歩いたこと、忘れないよ。
嗄れた声で、呪いをかけて、しなびた手をそっと、傷のない指に。
非合理の海にいつしか身を投げて。
処理できないことばかり記憶してしまうけど。
寂しかったのは、分かち合えないから。
「それでもいいよ」って、身勝手じゃないですか？
もっと話したいことがあった。
もっと行きたい場所があった。
ただ隣でいきたかった、だけだった。
八月は秒で、瞳は空のプリズム。
埋まったメモリで君とまた会える日を見てる。
朽ちたゲーム機の隣で口ずさむ。
あの日のサイダーと似た味のなにかを飲んでる。
また八月は秒で、瞳は夢のプリズム。
誓ったよメメント。
いつか果てを見たとしても。

死と腐敗 / ex. happyender girl

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"short story"
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アイボリー色に褪せてゆく空
ぬるいコーヒー零して見てた
アイスくれてありがと
頼んでないけど
だらしなく溶けてくバニラ
クリームを浮かべてカフェインで酩酊して
不意に香る記憶は都合のいい安い映画のよう
ぬるい床にもたれて君を待ち続けていた
書き換わる思い出
それはまどろんで見る都合のいい夢のよう

短い話 / ex. happyender girl

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”
– Psalm 147:3

“He Himself bore our sins’ in His body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; ‘by His wounds you have been healed.”
– 1 Peter 2:24

We all have wounds….
Closed or open
We all hurt
No matter the pain
No matter the suffering 
Nothing is too painful for God
He can heal you
He bears your wounds for you
We are all broken in some way
God loves and heals the broken one

The slow melancholy melody mixed with gritty distorted sounds(to represent wounds); the pain, hurt, and suffering we all experience. Within in the drop as well there are strings and keys added to represent God’s healing and love, He is healing all of your wounds. After the drop ended, the slow melancholy melody plays again. Then the strings and piano keys representing God’s healing and love plays again also, but this time with no distorted sounds. That is a representation of being healed and feeling God’s love for you. Then the melancholy melody fades away, just like the suffering when we rely on God. Of course we all go through things all the time. God will continue to heal you every time you experience hurt and pain. No matter how broken you are, you are never too broken for God.

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In a society that has abolished all adventure, the only adventure left is to abolish that society.

Good morning. you've made it. The end. all of this, everything here building towards a single meaningless moment. The moment it is all stripped away and you live for this moment you temporary creature you..you're slipping into the unknown... because all you'll ever find in the end...its time to wake up.

The very meaninglessness of life forces a man to create his own meaning. Children begin life with an untarnished sense of wonder, a capacity to experience total joy at something as simple as the greenness of a leaf; but as they grow older, the awareness of death and decay begins to impinge on their consciousness and subtly erode their joie de vivre, their idealism - and their assumption of immortality.

As a child matures, he sees death and pain everywhere about him, and begins to lose faith in the ultimate goodness of man. But if he’s reasonably strong - and lucky - he can emerge from this twilight of the soul into a rebirth of life’s élan.

Both because of and in spite of his awareness of the meaninglessness of life, he can forge a fresh sense of purpose and affirmation. He may not recapture the same pure sense of wonder he was born with, but he can shape something far more enduring and sustaining.

The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent; but if we can come to terms with this indifference and accept the challenges of life within the boundaries of death - however mutable man may be able to make them - our existence as a species can have genuine meaning and fulfillment. However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light. - 

"Some critics of the pessimist often think they have his back to the wall when they blithely jeer, “If that is how this fellow feels, he should either kill himself or be decried as a hypocrite.” That the pessimist should kill himself in order to live up to his ideas may be counterattacked as betraying such a crass intellect that it does not deserve a response. Yet it is not much of a chore to produce one. Simply because someone has reached the conclusion that the amount of suffering in this world is enough that anyone would be better off never having been born does not mean that by force of logic or sincerity he must kill himself. It only means he has concluded that the amount of suffering in this world is enough that anyone would be better off never having been born. Others may disagree on this point as it pleases them, but they must accept that if they believe themselves to have a stronger case than the pessimist, then they are mistaken."

It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. 

Really?
That makes you cringe?
The fact that we are systematically endorsing schizophrenia through our entertainment, empowering unnatural and unhealthy lifestyles and foods, smokes, drinks and drugs, or the fact that we all secretly hate each other to the point of bloodshed and war, or the fact that we cannot fucking unify behind one purpose such as leaving this planet to settle elsewhere, or the fact that we have more money passing celebrity hands than cancer victims, or the fact that we are nothing short of a fucking plague to the planet don't bother you?

“The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.”

"The physics which is going on at the very remote future is extraordinarily like the physics going on at the very beginning." ~ Sir Roger Penrose

"...the sea's only gifts are harsh blows and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head..."

"Violence is not necessary to destroy a civilization. Each civilization dies from
indifference toward the unique values which created it."

'suffering is the sole origin of consciousness' -Fyodor Dostoyevsky

"the most basic, most rudimentary spiritual need of the Russian people is the need for suffering, ever-present and unquenchable, everywhere and in everything."

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