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this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

YEAH BITCH I WANNA SEE IT ALL
I WNA FLOWER, WANTED POWER, WNA BE IT ALL
MOTHERFUCKERS SELLING ME OUT WHEN I SIDE WITH A BITCH
IT'S ONE TO TELL, ONE TO FEEL, YOU SHOULD FIGURE THAT
YEAH, I WANNA BE ALIVE AS LONG AS I DONT TAKE THE FALL
AS LONG AS IT

LOOKING AT THE STARS WHEN THE CEILING'S OUT
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOURE AT RIGHT NOW
MAKESHIFT, APESHIT, BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT
AND NOW IM TURNING IT DOWN CAUSE

CAUSE THIS IS ALL I ASK FOR IN LIFE
DON’T IGNORE YOUR END OF A DEAL, I'LL BE YOUR SIGHT 
AND HONESTLY PROMISE ME MORE THAN A LIE
I TOOK THAT SHIT LIKE A STAKE IN THE BACK
MY ONLY PROBLEM IS TO MAKE YOU WANNA SEE ME BAD
STOP FALLING I WANNA SEE
TOOK THE BLAME ENDLESSLY

YEAH BITCH I WANNA SEE IT ALL
I WNA FLOWER, WANTED POWER, WNA BE IT ALL
MOTHERFUCKERS SELLING ME OUT WHEN I SIDE WITH A BITCH
IT'S ONE TO TELL, ONE TO FEEL, YOU SHOULD FIGURE THAT
YEAH, I WANNA BE ALIVE 
AS LONG AS IT ALL WORKS OUT IN MY FAVOR

LOOKING AT THE STARS WHEN THE CEILING'S OUT
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOURE AT RIGHT NOW
MAKESHIFT, APESHIT, BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT
AND NOW IM TURNING IT DOWN CAUSE

CAUSE THIS IS ALL I ASK FOR IN LIFE
AND IGNORE YOUR PROMISES I'LL BE YOUR SIDE
AND HONESTLY PROMISE ME MORE THAN A LIE
I TOOK THAT SHIT LIKE A STAKE IN THE BACK
MY ONLY PROBLEM IS TO MAKE YOU WANNA SEE ME BAD

STOP FALLING I WANNA SEE
TOOK THE BLAME ENDLESSLY

makeshift

and i wanna be your one
and ill prolly know me im never done 
dont follow my lead im insane and ill just swallow the pain
cause you look stupid when you sit there and watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

so what about it 
chilling w my bitch its a habit
i hope you dont mind me asking cause it's 
nothing i could do 
i'm gonna even the score on you watch out
fuck your bitch when i wanna not a doubt
i want it all today 
watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

little feel big pity shit 
new kid big city shit
whats the big deal
big ego reveal 
im gonna break the seal
whats the big deal

bitter

(plays are botted)

prod.me

i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

flawless

cover photo by @zzoos
samples works by @vaultofsecrets854
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkyWL0EXOp8

fucking my brain up beyond imagination
and i just wanted to tell you this
im kinda in a fucked up situation
and the thought of it has me screaming for my life

spoil me i'm so precious you're
all i see like oh my god my eyes
lets party until we die i cry, i cry

close your eyes and with me run away
left me alone to figure out x2

so dont talk x4

and i act like i hate it but i love when you pull me out 
pretend you're in my bed i know youll see me around

and now i find myself here and im singing to you
cause i spent all my time in hell just reading the room
i wanna tell on myself over something we had
man i need it bad, cause i caught myself looking at
you with nothing to prove, ah so
don't confuse me with all your weird ass friends
who could use me the way you do? please
just don't pollute me, go and place your bet

gimme some respect
ill never give a fuck about a label or a check
i only give a fuck about myself and all my friends
cause im the greatest, im the best
im a bit jaded i confess cause
everything i say sounds like a cop out
i swear it's not, im just busy
man all i wanna do is rock out 
cause all you ever do is miss me fuck off 

me and you got alot of crazy shit to go and do
but my brain's so amazing when im in solitude
so if you make advances i might take em for ya wanting to fight
i started music off an ego trip i wanna start this too
i parted ways with satan to give my heart to you
so if i take these chances man im hoping for a wild night am i right?

party anthem *mv in description

prod.me

@trustt
i'm feeling bitter
feel just like a zombie
one look in the mirror
see my body, yeah that's not me
you say your my friend, then
bro don't try to stop me
its my fucking party
i can cry until the next week

i just saw the-
i just saw the real you
bro don't try to press me
all the petty shit and them beats
don't impress me
VIP, shit
glasses, cannot see shit

make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

@72crash
yeah i
knew better
you thought that u knew better
i think that's just too bad
i already been through that
i don't want to go back no way
i saw something in u that was in ur eyes
i was tryna get back to you
can you let me know??
let me know, i can't lose my hopeee

yea we run him down
go pick him up
don't play around
i could make him gone
i know that you fucked up don't say that i'm wrong

you say you want me
do you need me?
bitch you thought that we were friends well i don't know you
at all
no
i don't know you at all

@trustt
make me disappear just like magic
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic
make me disappear just like-
bruises on my body, yeah i've had it
magic, magic

actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you
actor, actor i'm not acting
actor, actor i'm not acting
when i, when i, said i need you
when i, when i, said i need you

makeshift

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