and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

taking a step in the wrong direction

additional production @elmovdg @cubemusik

rupt

featured artist @ihatebixby
guitar @lunamatic
additional production @prodelxnce

fakeout featuring bixby

featuring @kggn

Fuck off, i dnt need ur permission i made the dice the fall, and i done made my decision it’s too late for you, and it’s too late for me.

i wont save myself but i don't wanna go and save you at all
i wont save myself but i don't wanna go
we're taking the fall
not this time and all i see 
all inside of everything
and then it seems so far away

on a mission im the best and i always have been
don't know how to say it fuck your intention
on my shit since 2004
ive been keeping the score
im feeling alright i feel fine
that was never the answer i wanted to hear but
ill make it up to me
through extroversion i gratify my sanity

save featuring kuru

answer me this question,
was it all for nothing?
sitting in my bed,
with those thoughts in my head.

leave your emotions at the door,
cause im tired of keeping score.
and ill make what i can with what i have!
new love soon, and i sigh.

answer featuring twikipedia

9/9

performed mixed mastered me
produced with my best friends sketchywav and san i wouldn't be here without u
sketchy also on some bg vox!!!

you got me feeling that it’s alright 
and i don’t think that’s okay
and now im up till the sunrise 
i wanna save myself from nothing
ill turn it around
and ain’t crazy that i made it this far?
this far 

maybe this part 
i was meant to play and
i don’t care what you’re saying 
motherfuckers wanna be me and cant

aim back, breach out
i don’t know what to care about, cause
maybe it’s all lie
aim back, breach out 
i don’t where tf u at cz 
maybe it’s all a lie 

MOTHERFUCKERS WANNA BE ME, AND THEY CANT
AND I JUST WROTE IT IN ALL FROM A LIE 
MOTHERFUCKERS WANNA BE ME AND THEY CANT
IN THE WINDOW OF IT ALL I SAW A PLAN
not ready for the end of it all

so, take it all in before you can’t
i understand that all this time 
ill take it back

end theory

featuring bixby 
guitars will rhead

i crashed the party way too late
you're thinking out loud
oh a little more
im not surprised he made you wait
you die for the ceilings, i
oh a little more

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Heh
Around this time I would’ve figured it out 
Cause I can’t
Come to terms with who I am
And I don’t wanna take it back.
Sprawl money problem now im running this,
Yeah Well fuck your pity say.
Damn
Why you gotta doubt ?
MOTHERFUCKER WAS A BITCH,
SO I SLAPPED HIM OUT!!

you said, "don't wait"
i'm not tired enough to lay
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember
give lightaway
well baby ur life is at an end
oh baby i miss you
more than i remember

Yeah
Big opinion, where yo pitch at 
yea
don't let me get ahead of myself
bitch doing nothing
The thrill of being the shit 
I’ve been the shit 
I feel that
TAKE A LISTEN 
BEFORE YOU FUCKING CANT
YOU WERE BORN AN ASSHAT
I WAS BORN THE MAN
wanna play me bitch i ain't no back

lightaway featuring bixby

9/22
lyrics:
i been hard to reach
i been hard to reach
i won't pick up the phone
i been out of sync
i been out of sync and i can't let this go

diamond in the rough
is he good enough?
i'm not so sure
he's so off the cuff
he's sick and tired
doesn't have a choice
he tries to speak but doesn't have a voice
the only walls he knows
the four that's in his room
the time could pass him by
he wouldn't have a clue
and the strings lead back to you
and the strings lead back to you

strings

YEAH BITCH I WANNA SEE IT ALL
I WNA FLOWER, WANTED POWER, WNA BE IT ALL
MOTHERFUCKERS SELLING ME OUT WHEN I SIDE WITH A BITCH
IT'S ONE TO TELL, ONE TO FEEL, YOU SHOULD FIGURE THAT
YEAH, I WANNA BE ALIVE AS LONG AS I DONT TAKE THE FALL
AS LONG AS IT

LOOKING AT THE STARS WHEN THE CEILING'S OUT
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOURE AT RIGHT NOW
MAKESHIFT, APESHIT, BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT
AND NOW IM TURNING IT DOWN CAUSE

CAUSE THIS IS ALL I ASK FOR IN LIFE
DON’T IGNORE YOUR END OF A DEAL, I'LL BE YOUR SIGHT 
AND HONESTLY PROMISE ME MORE THAN A LIE
I TOOK THAT SHIT LIKE A STAKE IN THE BACK
MY ONLY PROBLEM IS TO MAKE YOU WANNA SEE ME BAD
STOP FALLING I WANNA SEE
TOOK THE BLAME ENDLESSLY

YEAH BITCH I WANNA SEE IT ALL
I WNA FLOWER, WANTED POWER, WNA BE IT ALL
MOTHERFUCKERS SELLING ME OUT WHEN I SIDE WITH A BITCH
IT'S ONE TO TELL, ONE TO FEEL, YOU SHOULD FIGURE THAT
YEAH, I WANNA BE ALIVE 
AS LONG AS IT ALL WORKS OUT IN MY FAVOR

LOOKING AT THE STARS WHEN THE CEILING'S OUT
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHERE YOURE AT RIGHT NOW
MAKESHIFT, APESHIT, BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT
AND NOW IM TURNING IT DOWN CAUSE

CAUSE THIS IS ALL I ASK FOR IN LIFE
AND IGNORE YOUR PROMISES I'LL BE YOUR SIDE
AND HONESTLY PROMISE ME MORE THAN A LIE
I TOOK THAT SHIT LIKE A STAKE IN THE BACK
MY ONLY PROBLEM IS TO MAKE YOU WANNA SEE ME BAD

STOP FALLING I WANNA SEE
TOOK THE BLAME ENDLESSLY

makeshift featuring kuru

and i wanna be your one
and ill prolly know me im never done 
dont follow my lead im insane and ill just swallow the pain
cause you look stupid when you sit there and watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

so what about it 
chilling w my bitch its a habit
i hope you dont mind me asking cause it's 
nothing i could do 
i'm gonna even the score on you watch out
fuck your bitch when i wanna not a doubt
i want it all today 
watch me throw it all away

cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
and i think id be lying if my answer was bitter instead
cause it's something that i cant explain right out of my head
stand back youre not ready for the fact i can do it all
oh whatd i do it for
oh whatd i do it for

little feel big pity shit 
new kid big city shit
whats the big deal
big ego reveal 
im gonna break the seal
whats the big deal

bitter

https://ffm.to/alwayswere

cover art by noah geene https://temberl.in/ 

i think i see it in the distance 
___________________________________
always were, like you always were
its the rote screen door on your front porch 
where you fell asleep on the tile floor
but you've unstrung all your britching now

bite my tongue 'till it falls right off
its the tailgate on that fane barbwire 
trace the windshield as we drove for miles 
spurn the sauder on the backing line
and i swear i saw you standing at the edge 

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

save featuring kuru

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