and tomorrow i graduate 
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i dont wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

and i don’t think ill understand 
and i don’t think ill understand 

how come you never gave back what i put in
twelve hundred days and i haven’t made a friend
how could i allow this to happen again
i was born a pushover 
guess im addicted to losing
my eyes theyre looking at all of you i can’t help it 
i wanna spend my time with you i know it’s selfish 
how could i allow this to happen again
i was, and i don’t think ill understand 

and tomorrow i graduate
everything that ive worried about won’t matter past this day
sitting next to people i don’t wanna be friends with
i hope i never see you again

doomsday

art : @reksi420 ᶻz
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old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

featured artist @ihatebixby
guitar @lunamatic
additional production @prodelxnce

fakeout

carnosyn

featuring @kggn

Fuck off, i dnt need ur permission i made the dice the fall, and i done made my decision it’s too late for you, and it’s too late for me.

i wont save myself but i don't wanna go and save you at all
i wont save myself but i don't wanna go
we're taking the fall
not this time and all i see 
all inside of everything
and then it seems so far away

on a mission im the best and i always have been
don't know how to say it fuck your intention
on my shit since 2004
ive been keeping the score
im feeling alright i feel fine
that was never the answer i wanted to hear but
ill make it up to me
through extroversion i gratify my sanity

save

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

27.2.2024
some baile funk i made with samples i found in a discord server
sounds better slowed

[demo] heavily unmixed baile p. m0ch1!

cover photo by @zzoos
samples works by @vaultofsecrets854
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/i-give-up-on-you

i give up on you
our love was untrue
i give up on you
i cant see this through
im done with the pain
theres nothing to say
because your promises faded
my heart feels betrayed

did the night calls mean anything to you
or were you only chasing something new
i gave it all but what did you do
was it real or just a game to you

i see you in my dreams i know i miss you so
but i just cant understand why you let me go
your love was radiant now its barely there
i wish i could rewind but you left me on read
im chasing the past but its fading now
im stuck in my head i cant shut you out
miss the way it felt now its full of doubt
im lost in the moment and i cant find the ground

i give up on you

i give up on you

Music video: https://youtu.be/IvLzZ0YDO-g
LYRICS:
And I think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what I wanted it back
think I learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
wouldn't know what to do but
talk her down
i think i wasted all i am now
I guess that its all my fault i tried
to shoot her
shoot her
shoot her
DOWN ! x24
shoulda called but i know you'll recognize
i got a lot to much that been on my mind I tried it
i know that you can tell me your alright
cause i been wasting all this time to think that im alive
and i don't care
left me outside of the comedown
when no ones ever even there
i know im not gonna feel how
how i am when im spilling all of this shit
i think its finally gon be how
i want to tell you who i am
but now im getting a way out
how i am when im spilling all of this shit?

and i think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what i wanted it back but
think iv learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
it gets so loud
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
just dont know how
cut me now
cut me now
i don't wanna figure this out
could be dead could be now!

save

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