circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkyWL0EXOp8

fucking my brain up beyond imagination
and i just wanted to tell you this
im kinda in a fucked up situation
and the thought of it has me screaming for my life

spoil me i'm so precious you're
all i see like oh my god my eyes
lets party until we die i cry, i cry

close your eyes and with me run away
left me alone to figure out x2

so dont talk x4

and i act like i hate it but i love when you pull me out 
pretend you're in my bed i know youll see me around

and now i find myself here and im singing to you
cause i spent all my time in hell just reading the room
i wanna tell on myself over something we had
man i need it bad, cause i caught myself looking at
you with nothing to prove, ah so
don't confuse me with all your weird ass friends
who could use me the way you do? please
just don't pollute me, go and place your bet

gimme some respect
ill never give a fuck about a label or a check
i only give a fuck about myself and all my friends
cause im the greatest, im the best
im a bit jaded i confess cause
everything i say sounds like a cop out
i swear it's not, im just busy
man all i wanna do is rock out 
cause all you ever do is miss me fuck off 

me and you got alot of crazy shit to go and do
but my brain's so amazing when im in solitude
so if you make advances i might take em for ya wanting to fight
i started music off an ego trip i wanna start this too
i parted ways with satan to give my heart to you
so if i take these chances man im hoping for a wild night am i right?

party anthem

@thatcherblackwood

wandering through the obelisk
fractured front of god
carrion and cartilage 
sickles oaths

crush it up
count it down
breath it out (gone are the aegis in tantric flay)

cycles of hatred 
you'll never change

bitch i got it goin on 

tell me if you really think that i aint holdin on 

crossed in w the figures i got tats on all my arms 

stressed up all the time but my head stay calm 

my mom aint worried cause my head is strong 

you doubted me but said u didnt yea i couldve sworn

caught u in the lies you tell me im wrong 

u really think im stupid yea bitch im san 


u really think im here nah bitch im gone

tryna break it down but i already won now 

u set me up in flames cause youre my sun 

love me until we die dont wanna be without youu

cycles of hatred 
you'll never change

bitch u need to push it up

show me if you really think that i am struck

upped up w the triggers i got blood on my face  
u try to use these words but i dont give a fuck

crush it up
count it down
breath it out

another round
broken bounds

im trippin out cause 
u actin foul

aconite
heaving sides
regicide
get it high

act surprised 
spend the night
one more time 
ocean eyes

getting to the top imma take my time 

my head is spinning  but i think im fine 

give it everything i have 

now i never had a dime

bitch i got it goin on 

tell me if you really think that i aint holdin on 

crossed in w the figures i got tats on all my arms 

stressed up all the time but my head stay calm 

my mom aint worried cause my head is strong 

you doubted me but said u didnt yea i couldve sworn

caught u in the lies you tell me im wrong 

u really think im stupid yea bitch im san

cycles of hatred 
you'll never change

break a light ft thatcherblackwood

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5mVd9_45ro

who are you and i 
again i thought i made it right
idk u at all u 
break my heart and claim my life
who are you to cry
get outta here with ur disguises so like 
our mission compromised and
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

i dont even do this shit for myself anymore i do this for my family

but u 
look just like the girl of my dreams
so we can sit and talk about everything
i'm upset idk what happened 2 me
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

slow burning
i don't really care about your soul searching
eyes on the back of my skull turning the other way
you'll never figure me out
youre a big part of my odyssey
so i dont wanna restart can you promise me that youll
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me


save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love love love love love huh why you

sex love idgaf *mv in description

prod @noxnovaaa n me 
vox by @noxnovaaa n me

toxic ft noxnova

HUGE THANKS to @ssoh and others of @sounddesignday as always for encouraging me to release stuff and being AWESOME!!! <3

got a little sidetracked, and i hope this reel pays for the time i've been away
this does NOT mean the EP is over, just wanted to give some insight on some choons i've been working on besides the 'otrec' project - and i hope you enjoy 'em!
Does this mean i'll have a wip reel EVERY year?? No Clue, only time can answer that question
until then - it will unfold like it should!!

* = currently unreleased
(unreleased) = no current name

(TEN TRACKS)
[00:00] intro
[00:05] ronkoe - (unreleased) / sage the gemini - gas pedal / ludacris - how low
[00:54] agargara - tequila dog (ronkoe rework)*
[02:02] ronkoe - (unreleased)
[02:39] ronkoe - panoramic*
[04:31] ronkoe - (unreleased)
[05:25] ssoh & ronkoe - (unreleased)
[06:52] ssoh & ronkoe - pet*
[08:09] ronkoe - (unreleased) / oliver & chromeo - go with it / the wombats - greek tragedy / madeon - you're on
[10:01] ronkoe - scheming [EP 4/4] (co-prod ssoh)*
[11:58] ronkoe - movemaker's mutation*
[12:23] outro

DE-RESTRICT_25 (W-I-P reel)

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go buy this if you can /) (\

(soulseek = ok. thank you for listening regardless)

UM.. YAY?

produced & arranged by @makemeapromise @ssoh @1rokit @outfed
mixed & mastered by @outfed
cover art by @ronkoe @outfed

SAMPLE PACK PURCHASE LINK ($7.50)
https://sounddesignday.gumroad.com/l/may-2025


5/31/25 - hello all! this is the first official release from the sound design day team. we've been laying down the groundwork surrounding this project for some time now, and are overjoyed to finally be able to share our collaborative efforts with the world. expect more from us in the near future, including but not limited to; sample packs, tutorials, & new music. thank you all for taking the time to listen, big things on the way. -the sdd team

sex love idgaf *mv in description

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