razorbladez nd wristz - 2

@1zakuro @bloodsekai @odihu

prod odihu + zakuro

lyrics:
please dont go
just come back
youre so crazy
i love that
zakuro
dont u love me?
o seen ur ghost
youre so haunting
missed u so
ur desk talks to me
missed when we would
talk beneath

blacked out in the hallway
ur corpse keeps coming back to me
can u tell me why ur falling?
cuz i don't wanna see u die anymore
zakuro i miss u
so u know
ur long black hair
makes me choke

please don't go
jus come back
ur so crazy
& i love that
zakuro, dont u want me?
i seen ur ghost
ur so haunting

i cant feel my fucking face
i feel like such a disgrace
wish that id just die today
sadness all over the place
cut my wrist up then i cry
thoughts all about suicide
bad future up on my mind
i just really wanna die
stuck in my head and i cant escape
why does it have to be this way
so insecure about my face
i hope that my drink gets laced

miss u zakuro

ty sekai for helping 
shout out noelle


lyrics

im sorry that i never helped you out
filling up your head with doubts
sorry that i lied with words from my mouth
i fucked up and i see that now 
from the scratches on ur neck
to the blood on ur corset
so much shit that i regret
i know u wish we never met
i woke up in the morning in the same spot where we slept
searched all through out my house to realise that u fucking left
my head is filled with tears and my chest is filled with sweat
im sorry that i hurt u for the words i nmever meant
i know what i did and im sorry for it too
but you dont realise how much i still love you
so baby baby please come back
the thoughts of you leave my mind tunring black oohh ohhh

im sorry that i never helped u out

evil ass anime song prod me w / @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/372bGG8wOCYX2Y6Sq98RY5?si=2312e7e71ecd420f

lyrics:
she's trying to tear
my world apart
ripping out my hair
i cry in the dark
when i leave this earth
i wanna leave a mark
big enough so she sees it in her heart
rip the page that can't be torn
kill myself cuz i'm adored
a guy with a sythe is at my door
pleasure knocks me on the floor

WHYD YOU HAVE TO DIE (x6)

i guess its time
to make u mine
but im so scared
of what will happen in time
cause im so scared of the dark
and all the places i walk
i want u right by my side
til i commit suicide
anvils
holding me back
im such a maniac
everytime when u yell at me when ur mad it makes me sad
when u talk to someone else it feels like ur stabbing my back

scared of this world (ft. odihu)

odihu - lately ive been thinking about suicide w/ bloodsekai

vocals are ass so my bad

scrolling on my phone like everyday
i wonder whos online today
the internet is such a cool place
better then touching grass anyway
cute e girl wish that she was mine
i think about her all the time
dont have no friends i wonder why
i might just be chronically online
playing my games till the sunrise
brainrot memes are stuck in my mind
i dont wanna go outside
i choose to live my life online

i might just be chronically online

dear president and the rulers of the internet 
when will i have my own girl to give me kisses
tryna figure out how to get out of my room but
im so stressed
im so stressed!!!!
i dont think that im ready for the world
cause im stuck inside and my minds in a curl
maybe if i had someone to stick by
then i wouldnt always be so shy
wish i had emergency contact
wish i had someone to help me stay on track
if only you could see (xo willow reference)
i really wanted you here with meeeeeeeeee

im so stressed!!!

lyrics

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?

monday again
just another week
cant do this anymore
im to weak
im going inside of the bathroom just so i can eat
cause when they see me all alone they wanna bully me

everything cools down when im in my bed
in a place called home where i can rest my head
but this cycle just repeats itself over again
if nothing ever changes i might end up dead

why does everyone around me feel okay?
why am i getting even worse everyday?
why does everyone i talk to seem so fake?
and why is it so hard to make somebody stay?
x2

its monday again...

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

oh i don't think i can
resist the way u talk to me
u help me by existing
u move my heart by twisting till it beats
oh i'm really nothing special
and sometimes im a handful
but u make things eventful
so i can cheer as long as ur here
i dont want u to go so stay with me
don't disappear
i know things can get hard
but i can make it be so clear
so stay with me
stay with me
pls dont leave
pls dont leave

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

(when u look at me
i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know im a fuckup)

when u look at me
baby i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know that im such a fuckup

baby pls i beg dont go
i need u more than u could ever know
i need ur texts on my phone
i need ur love it gives me hope

baby i want u to hold me
thru this damn computer
eternalized in the screen so i dont lose her

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

nyaa w bloodsekai & yuki

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

bloodsekai x odihu .. i wish i was kidding

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Nb8bB1ApT9z4M3fLnykmy?si=e56a297aa5ca46dd

prod me + featuring @odihu

lyrics:
bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead
she thinks she can steal from me
ill kill her right in a blink
hes only mine
one day she is gonna die
she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead

bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

helen keller (ft. odihu)

feat @odihu, @1zakuro

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

[odihu]
you're okay, you can count on me
jump in my arms when i count to three
come here, kitty, kitty, i know you can't speak
but your little meows are everything to me
i'll give you lots of treats
and a special place where you can sleep
but whatever you do
don't jump out of that tree

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

[zakuro]
i'm so stuck up inside this tree
won't you come and please save me?
send out all those "lost cat" signs
they won't ever come in time
all they have to do is look
up and they'll see where i'm stuck

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

lost cat

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

what is there after death?

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

@odihu

10/28/2024

my bodys such a mess
i cant get any rest
i wanna know whats wrong with me
dont see any success
dont think i can progress
from this amount of stress
im really weak
hold on onto my hand
cant get thoughts out my head
dont wanna think of her again
blood dripping down from my neck

odihu .. i wanna know whats wrong with me

i like this one, prod me

think its all just one sided
don't know what you'd see in me
and im always so frightened
cause im not sure what you'll think
id give anything just to take a whiff of your perfume
smell your hair inside my room, should I take my chance with you?

(with you, with you x4)

verse overlaps with with "you's"