Slime St8

Lost Cause

Harshest Realm

Waste Myself

I know it's nice to pretend 
Things get better in the end
One thing that I know when it hurts
It's only gonna get worse

Which leads me to my final request
It may be hard to digest
But when I'm gone don't bury me 
Just throw me in the garbage please

When I die just throw me in the trash
It's where I always belong yeah
Spent so long living on this lonely earth
A garbage can is the only grave I'm worth

Wasted body wasted soul
Flesh and bone turn to mold
Nothing gets better every day's the same
Living my worthless life in this planet of pain

Planet of pain, throw me away
It was always meant to be this way
I'm just filth, get rid of me
Lay me down to rest so I can sleep happily



Planet Pain

The sun comes up but you know I don't
I say I wanna change but I know that I won't
So I spend the day in bed with all the fantasies in my head
Of waking up as someone else instead

When my eyes are closed I make the most 
Of the time I don't mind being lost
When my life has gone to shit I'm just so sick of it
I wanna sleep it off

Start the day at 4 pm, another one wasted again
I guess I'll just head back to sleep
So I check my phone as I'm laying alone 
And I pray the Lord my soul to keep

With my eyes shut tight in the daylight
My heart full of fear and hateful spite
Would it make a difference if I died tonight?

My mattress holds me and consoles me 
As I worry about whatever
In my dreams I found the means 
To hold myself together

Under my blanket I try to hide
From these feelings I keep deep down inside
From sunset to sunrise
On these filthy sheets I agonize

Over the life I'll never live
And the effort I'll never give
And the nightmares I'll never forget

Sleepover

I don't wanna go home just yet
I'm havin fun hangin' at the mall with all my friends
But when the sun goes down I know 
I'm the only one of 'em who's goin' home alone

I don't care too much if I die or live
The mistakes I made in my life aren't mine to forgive
But then I think about the fun things I'll do tomorrow 
And these fantasies pull me through my sorrow

When I get sad about
My life
I think about my cool friends 
And I put down the knife

A gun, a noose, or a bottle of pills
Won't put me down
Because I've got cool friends and 
We like to hang around

Wasteland, USA

I'll have to grow up someday
When that is I can't say
but I've still got dna 
to throw away

An empty void I see
Whenever I feel happy
With a life that I don't need
In a world that never fuckin needed me

Never cared to much about myself
But I can still pretend
When I close my eyes at night
I say a prayer to not wake up again

I spent enough time alone 
to understand
I'm always gonna be on my own
And no one's there to hold my hand

Say A Prayer

Mattress on the floor
Where I am I can't tell
A stomach full of vomit 
A head full of dead braincells

So don't tell me to take easy
That's all I really do these days
Kill myself or kill some time
It's cool with me either way

I don't belong here
But whatever it's cool
Well I don't belong here
No you won't be seeing me at school

I don't belong here 
But I don't care
Well I don't belong here
Life ain't meant to be fair

Puke Pile

Easier to sit in my room and cry
Than it is to wake up and try to be alive
Lies you tell me and I believe
To get a feeling of relief
Blacking out just doesn't hurt anymore

It's a long way down
To your bedroom floor
But if you keep your hands on my throat I know
I won't be scared anymore

A numbing comfort I've come to need
To save me from responsibility 
I've dug myself into an endless pit
And I don't know if I ever wanna come out of it
I'll see you when I wake up

Choking games 
We always play to win
Don't let go of me until
I say (say when)

If I fall and crack my head
I still trust you 
To hold me through the siezure
And never tell my mom what we do

Choking Game

When I'm gone, I'm gone 
So don't wake me up
Got a tattoo on my chest 
Just to tell you "get fucked"

I don't wanna come back
I'm cool just where I am
There's no pulse in my wrists
So quit squeezing my hand

I know you'll miss me
Any mother would 
But I've been set to go 
Since my childhood

When I stop puking blood
Just get up and go
Cuz I got three letters 
That I need you to know  

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I am awake

Breathing air, seeing faces
All those things I'm sick of
Affections I can't return
No future, no love

I was scared for so long
But I don't care now
Grim reaper taking me home
While you put me in the ground

You signed the form, I wrote my name
And now I'm ready to bail
So don't go jumping my heart
Should it start to fail

No tubes down my throat
And no lights in my eyes
I'll kick your fucking ass
If I come back to life

Cuz I got a 

D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R 
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, I got a
D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R, D.N.R
Don't resuscitate, I'm better off asleep than I ever was awake

D.N.R

80 bucks and I'm strapped up now
Laser sight in the dark pointin' you out
9 millimeter yeah that's the title 
Give a fuck if I'm suicidal
I won't be here in a while

Kickin' ass yeah
With my Hi-Point
Huffin' spraypaint
With my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point

My life is nothing but problems
And I got some something to solve 'em
Don't give me no fucking revolver
Hi-point is my problem solver
It was only 80 dollars

Do a kickflip
With my Hi-Point
Cough syrup
And my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
Girl don't touch my Hi-Point

My body was made for the tomb
Ever since I was in the womb
Gun violence, that's what I crave
I'm on a skateboard straight to the grave
Cuz all I do is misbehave

Do a drive-by
With my Hi-Point
No survivors
With my Hi-Point

To my forehead
Is my Hi-Point
I got one round 
To prove my point

Hi-Point

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

(Re-Upload since I forgot to record a backing guitar in the first cut and it sounded not great)

Hanging out with my pals, goofing off and joking around
I tell them I been thinking lately about putting myself in the ground
They just look around at each other and laugh really loud
I laugh too and we soon forget what we were talking about

After school I'm walking home, talking with my best friend
I look him in the eyes and say "you might not ever see me again"
He just laughs and punches my arm and says "y'know what man"
"You got a sense of humor I just don't understand"

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

I'm sitting on the couch with my mom, watching what's on the TV
I ask her if she'd do it all over, and if she'd wanna keep me
She doesn't say anything at all, just looks at me and blinks
Then she says of course but I can tell that she had to think

My little sister calls me up sometimes just to ask me how I am
She tries to empathize and pretend she can understand
I drop some hints here and there about my thoughts of death
She just sighs and says that I should do what I think is best

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm still only on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everyone wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Everyday the feeling grows and everyone around me knows
No one says anything, they're all ready to see me go
Always used to wonder if my life was meant to be
I don't have to anymore, everybody made it plain to see

Everyone wants me gone and I'm happy to oblige
Frankly speaking I'm tired of seeking love I'll never find
Friends and family all wanna see me underneath the ground six feet
So when I leave don't make a scene and act like you're gonna miss me

I don't have to cry for help, everybody can already tell that
Me being here means I'm too scared, and even if I wasn't they wouldn't care
I'm only alive on this earth because I can't get the nerve 
To do what everybody wants me to

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Die, please die, please die. please die
And cry if you need to
Die, please die, please die. please die
And please, do it soon

Please Die

And it's not like I really wanna change
I just want every single day to stay the same 
Nothing coming in, nothing going out
And thoughts that I can't do without

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Every single year is just the same thing
Nothing I do has any meaning 
Throwing away all the days of my youth
Tell me to be happy but it's no use

How much of this shit is my own fault
Don't wanna think about it but probably all
No one wants to help me get through it
Cuz I'm just so comfortable being useless

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Dead End

Real Cocoa Beach Rock & Roll!
Truest Space Coast Landmark (1997 - 2018)
Deadly Legacy Will Kill 1000s
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Thank you to everyone who's been with me these last few years, I never could've had this much fun or been this productive without you all. This project might be over but I'll never forget how happy it's made me. Goodbye and thanks for listening!

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