Found this song after a year and a half!!

iLOSTMARI - i wanna kill myself

if it makes you happy w/ kid moon

@revivle
ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

just say you love me first
cus i would never hurt u baby
and i was at my worst!!!
but i think only u could save me 

ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

i gave it all i had 
but u became a lesson to me
n i dont understand 
how u can act like u hardly knew me
u knew me

my face hurts

Every thought inside my brain
Thinks of you—and you the same.
I stay quiet, but it's hard to hide,
 I get excited when they're not invited.

Maybe I'm selfish, want you to myself,
Because I’ve never felt this. Don't need anybody else
I'm obsessive—it f*cks with my head
When you say, "It's not me, sorry."

Every thought inside my brain
Thinks of you—and you the same.
I try to hide it, but I can't stay quiet no more.
I get excited when they're not invited,
When they're not invited.

I'm craving your touch
More than ever—maybe I should go tell her.

i want u all to myself demo

prod. sickboi

(Lyrics)

I’m nothing but a parasite to you
But I do it all for them and the likes of you
I don’t got that many friends, I’m not trying to
I’m just a stupid fucking bastard thats eyeing you
So stupid, so clueless
Never thought I’d get so far with you
Stop moving, so ruthless
How I hate to say I’m part of you

Just get up out the way
Know that shit wont change
But it feels so strange
I feel my head throbbing
Can’t keep a promise (like fuck)
Oh it’s awful
I tried being honest

I’m nothing but a parasite to you
But I do it all for them and the likes of you
I don’t got that many friends, I’m not trying to
I’m just a stupid fucking bastard thats eyeing you
So stupid, so clueless
Never thought I’d get so far with you
Stop moving, so ruthless
How I hate to say I’m part of you

parasitic

(Lyrics)

I’ll pick a flower that matches your dress
You can open your eyes
I think this violets what matches the best
Yeah, the best I’ll find
For you, will you be mine?
Do you think you could fly? Oh

At least I’ll try
I don’t know why 
I think that I could reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

But “at least I tried”
I don’t know why I thought that I could
Reach your heights
You touched the sky —
I’m stuck behind
I see the light but you keep flying

You touched my mind
You’re so vile
Another lie, add to the pile
You left me crying and so defiled
You let me die, you let me die
You let me die, you let me die
No-no, oh-oh

icarus

prod. me (ilovemax)


hope u know im sorry
hope u know im sorry that ur dead
i knew u hardly but i saw u taking your last breath


i know u hated me for no good reason
kill urself so i can say im sorry ur dead
i just really hate u and u know it
so i say i aint sorry

im sorry ur dead (prod. me)

https://youtu.be/HaknuK4t4ro?si=kCb1XyBMg5l6lLrH

arnaiz
piano solos done by me :)

and im so done
you took all my pieces and made them to one
and now your gone
somewhere out there
on the other side of the sun

when i saw u i was choked up
yeah i couldnt believe my eyes
i would go back one more time
but that would draw the line to you
thats something you cant do 

fuck

on the other side of the sun (MV OUT NOW)

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

i hate all my friends

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

parasitic

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