think about u

where 2 go

I’m never good enough 
no matter what I do 
you’ll always find a way 
to make me feel so fucking blue 
you play me on a queue 
my heart’s so fuckin screwed 
use me and lie to me like I never fuckin knew 

I’m Drinking every night to break my heart over and over again 
cause you keep telling me that all we’ll ever be is just friends 
& can we make this end?
you’re just an actor always wanna fuckin pretend  
that you don’t feel shit but get jealous every time I fuckin get it in with someone else 
get mad at me like every time for sticking to the plan 
hot girl summer hot girl bummer you playing your fuckin self 
catchin feelings, never healing, movin on to someone else 


I always think I’m not good enough 
and always shutting down my heart cause 
there always was another man 
waiting for his fuckin chance 

Every time we broke it off 
we’d fight we’d yell 
we’d make up and fuck 
we’d start the cycle again 
He’s still there trying his luck 
you’re with him now 
and I’ve been learning to not give a fuck 

I’m finding excuses to pull the knife out 
baby shut the lights down 
kiss me like he’s not around 
tell me that you really love me 
And not this asshole of a clown 
Can I ever make you proud?

I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

[ Lyrics by $ekHmeT ]


[Verse]
I walked with Anubis through the shadowed halls
Weighed my heart
It barely moved at all
Osiris whispered
But his voice was faint
This isn’t judgment
Just a quiet complaint

[Chorus]
The sands of the mind
They bury me deep
Ra’s sun is burning
But I can’t feel the heat
Cause every day’s a tomb I’m trying to escape
I'm wrapped in these linens
I can’t find my shape

[Verse 2]
Isis wept rivers
But they didn’t flow
The Nile’s dry banks
They don’t want to grow
Set laughs in the corner
His chaos is loud
But silence feels heavier than any crowd

[Prechorus]
Pharaohs built empires
Carved in gold
But the weight of the crown
It’s always cold (it's always cold)

[Chorus]
The sands of the mind
They bury me deep
Ra’s sun is burning
But I can’t feel the heat
Every day’s a tomb that I’m trying to escape

Let me leave this place
My life feels like such a waste
Feels like...I'm a broken record 
No one wants to play
Its impossible anyway

[Verse]
I walked with Anubis through the shadowed halls
Weighed my heart
It barely moved at all
Osiris whispered
But his voice was faint
This isn’t judgment
Just a quiet complaint

[Chorus]
The sands of the mind
They bury me deep
Ra’s sun is burning
But I can’t feel the heat
Every day’s a tomb I’m trying to escape
Wrapped in these linens
I can’t find my shape

[Verse 2]
Isis wept rivers
But they didn’t flow
The Nile’s dry banks
They don’t want to grow
Set laughs in the corner
His chaos is loud
But silence feels heavier than any crowd

[Prechorus]
Pharaohs built empires
Carved in gold
But the weight of the crown
It’s always cold (it's always cold)

[Chorus]
The sands of the mind
They bury me deep
Ra’s sun is burning
But I can’t feel the heat
Every day’s a tomb I’m trying to escape
Wrapped in these linens
I can’t find my shape

[Bridge]
Hieroglyphs on the wall
They scream my name
But I can’t decode it
It all sounds the same
The pyramids stand
But inside they’re hollow
Like me chasing stars that I’ll never follow

Hieroglyphs on the wall
They scream my name
But I can’t decode it
Cause it all sounds the same

Sands of the Mind (ft. GhosteGangAI) [ prod. by $ekHmeT ]

big city blues w/ coldhart (prod. charlie shuffler)

about u

about u (prod. brobak)

love letter (prod. charlie shuffler)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKqkBYdzXQc

LYRICS:

And I know that he’s everything I’m not 
But you’re everything I am so I think I just forgot 
Thanks for maken her delete all of the pictures 
Acting like I wasn’t ever even really ever with her  
Woke up with a headache 
I need go I’m pathetic 
Close up when I heard you said it 
I’m frozen I think I let 
Get to me, get to us, tell me when 
It’s over fourth time now 
Need luck where’s a clover 
And I hate when I see you on my phone screen, I don’t wanna pick it up but I just end up folding 
Got a little bit lonley can just hold me 
Tell me it’s okay and  you’ll be here in the morning 
Hit me up cuz I really wanna lay low
Tell me love that you mean if I mean it if you say so 
When we fuck she don’t ever do a fake moan
When he calls I know that you gotta go home 

Darling I’m all over the place 
And I can’t think straight
Her curves I think  they wanna teach me a lesson 
And I think that I might just maybe go let them 
1 cigarette 2 shots deep, 3 words words that I know that I won’t ever hear your speak 
Please don’t be gentle break me like a window know that we’re in love but know you’re on the fence tho

Hit me up cuz I really wanna lay low
Tell me love that you mean if I mean it if you say so 
When we fuck she don’t ever do a fake moan
When he calls I know that you gotta go home

And I know that he’s everything I’m not 
But you’re everything I am so I think I just forgot 
Thanks for maken her delete all of the pictures 
Acting like I wasn’t ever even really ever with her  
Woke up with a headache 
I need go I’m pathetic 
Close up when I heard you said it 
I’m frozen I think I let 
Get to me, get to us, tell me when 
It’s over fourth time now 
Need luck where’s a clover

music video

Everything I'm Not (prod. YUNG SKAH)

scapegoat - better off dead w/ lil skele prod. droozy (2019)

💀🤢💥

lyrics:

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

i've been terrified by the things in my mind
what's the time? i don't got it to unwind
overworking problems they are self-inflicted
making my own prison, i'm not fine i'm addicted

stuck in my ways i cannot resign
heaven aside i don't think that there's a thing that can change my mind
i feel sorry for you if you're overwhelmed
don't know how to tell you but it's harder at the helm

i just know i can't go back
to the place that i called my home
i'm stuck on the wrong side
look all around i see dead eyes
i don't know that i have any other option
but i'm never gonna stop that's a doctrine

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

i'm scared of death but she thinks that i'm flirting
bloodshot eyes and my stomach keeps on churning
i fucking hate that it won't ever be enough
working right to the bone, this ain't a bluff

breathe out, breathe in
freak out, chew skin
breathe out, breathe in
wonder will it all be worth it in the end

spotify

to the bone

i love u after all (Prod. Hateful)

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

I lost the one that would never leave
now i hide that pain under my sleeve
down i go, and now I know 
torn by my unspoken words

i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
i cant control that.
i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
if only they asked.

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

unspoken words

dead røses - unspoken words (prod. loopy)

GHOSTS

just fine w/ decks & seejayxo (prod nevrfall)

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

GHOSTS

Scapegoat

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