Produced by ABXMINVTIXN

HAVENT BEEN SOBER IN DAYS

HAVENT BEEN SOBER IN DAYS [PROD. N X B V L A]

ihateyxu [prod. sladko dunul]

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LYRICS:
Pinned to the wall
Pinned to the wall
pinned to the wall

swan on the wall
swan on the wall
swan on the wall

pinned to the wall
pinned to the wall
pinned to the wall

,,,,,,---,,,,,,,,----(PROD. LIFEEL)

𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝...𝚒𝚏 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚍 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝙰𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚘𝚗)

prod by yvri
mixed, written by yxung plague

lyrics

16 years of my head being fucked with
they dont give a shit if they hurt me
maybe i should just let them mentally abuse me
a lot of them will just accuse me
too many of them will just use me
they wanna force me to hate myself
and they fucking won
they dont wanna see me be myself
and they're already won that
there's not much for me to do
copy and paste their personalitys into me
being just like the rest of them
take every part of myself away 
terrible memories being replayed
i hate the version of me now more than ever

Depressixn Seasxn Pt. 2

Mental Abuse [P. Yvri]

RVDIXVCTIVE x INSOMNIAC - IGOTABLADE [PROD. INSOMNIAC]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Produced by 
@audioabomination 
@hollowmindisdead 
@devd-hxllxw
Mix/Master by @saetrina

Lyrics:
Blind
Been feeling schyzophrenic lately
Shut the fuck up that’s my aesthetic
Falling down through parallel lines
Touch my brain feel my pain
With rusted razor sliced my vein
Breaking down in this whirl of despair
Been so insecure lately
I need someone to save me
Lies
I’ve seen too much

A$H WILL RAIN (ABXMINVTIXN X HOLLOW MIND X DEVDHXLLXW)

shadows [Prod. txaz]

In between the lines, of my pain and desperation.
Lacking a form of God, in this world that we’ve created.
I've lost all my hope, so I drink to fill the void now.
Vacuous as my smile, As I'm hollowed 'till schizoid.
Now,
Simply to be alive, is a sin you can't escape it.
Shrapnel through the palate, free the voice but now I'm vacant.
Cold and so desolate; I'm devoid of myself,
where the meaningful reprises are the ones where I will kill myself.

INBETWEEN THE LINES [Prod. Sladko Dunul x ABXMINVTIXN]

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released September 1, 2023.

Lyrics:

blade straight to my convex veins
i can bleed myself to leave my empty space
i keep dying everyday i feeling bad, emotional stray
my bloody suffering is ended but i keep on my own fade

what's up with your bullshit, lame?
going dumb and talking shit you acting just for fame
i don't give a single fuck of you i do it for myself
its hollow mind APATHYZED type of shit we did the case

(hollow taking his blade up)

i strayed my through in keep of finding what's the point?
it feels like an anomaly like bathing in endless void
its like a thorn that in my mouth i feel it scratching from the throat
i opened soul instead of scars, and maggots feasting it are crawling here

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine

----

bitch its something apathetic by my side
its a voided bleeding structure, an anomaly inside me
i can't see the future but i swear i gonna fight
again its me vs my mental and im sure that now I'll fight
(x2)

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine.

APATHYZED© 2023.

Anomaly Inside

Anomly Inside

hollow mind. — Anomaly Inside [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Vocals by CHXEU (@chxeu)

Lyrics:

My soul cries out for death
My soul cries out for suffering
My soul wants my body set on fire
Torture
Kill me
The fallen altar
The candles burning
On my skin
The human sacrifice
The ritual of my own soul

Stream on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGvEFvGqG3w

We're opening 2024 for consume this abominable world.

Inceneratio

CHXEU — Inceneratio [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

zonedout - DARK RUNEBLADE (prod. phntmzn bR) 1

Making processs:
https://youtu.be/42xecEshV6Y?si=2M9UT8DFxtE5I6Qi

Discord: skvarty (if the link below ain't workin)

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