worth w/ numb n sys (me sys numb)

prod. sedate

like the smoke in my lungs
youre looking bad for me
ill fix myself up
am i enough?
just say that you love me
touch me
girl you feel the damage
im dying
dying

cant wait for tomorrow
cuz ill see your face
dont care if it hurts me
if thats what it takes
not a boyfriend
a puppet
just something to break
and my heart it aches
just to feel your embrace
take my hands and my eyes to feel something
rip my heart out my chest like im nothing
nothing to you
im nothing to you
nothing yo you
im nothing to you

healing myself
no youre healing me
thoughts about you putting my mind at ease
(K I S S I N G)
if we dont end up kissing
(H * N G I N G)
you gon find me fuckin missing
these pages i fill in my diary
ill rip them all out cuz i feel incomplete
i swear im not crazy
i want you to save me
baby come back
dont ever replace me

like the smoke in my lungs
youre looking bad for me
ill fix myself up
am i enough?
just say that you love me
touch me
girl you feel the damage
im dying
dying

replaced (sedate)

winter naturescross

deadaux:
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
she put a stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
fell asleep cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die 

oyrx:
walking round my town i dont rlly know nobody
i dont wanna be nobody, wanna be somebody
joint smoked up, ash burn on my skin
every day is pain and im struggling to live

deadaux:
pull my hair all out
locked inside my head idk whats wrong

oyrx:
u dont even care bout my heartache
ill die slow
i got this feeling in my stomach when u talk tho
n ill js smoke all my weed n pack my bowl when i get low
sometimes i think abt shit that happened 5 years ago
no matter the time i still got scars on my wrist
some days i wake up alrdy pissed
every chance that i missed, i wish that i'd go
now im focused on getting more dough ooooooo

deadaux:
stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
wake up cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die

im not a vampire ft. oryx

i want uu to know that its okay
i know ur always right and that ur not my way
and i begin to start, im droppin down my heart
its hard u cant even do ur part
let me know, i wont take ur advice
my hands and empty, theres nothing that ive got
im just a memory, no matter how i thought

trouble in my mind is it okay, rid me from this site, rid me from this pain
and im done away
home i spoke today
i cant condone this any longer
let me go
no
go to u
ur better off sending me off
didnt want to stay lost

i want uu to know that its okay
i know ur always right and that ur not my way
and i begin to start, im droppin down my heart
its hard u cant even do ur part
let me know, i wont take ur advice
my hands and empty, theres nothing that ive got
im just a memory, no matter how i thought

sedate - its ok to cry, not

awful hearts (prod. heartsayako + juneforever) 

@777forevermore @heartsayako 

Damn, nothings making sense ~ 
No way - no way ~ 
My bro really slid, 
Oh wait - Oh wait - 
I hangout with some menace, 
My brodie with the blitz - sack em in a minute, 
I ball like this my park, 
Passing dimes - your too poor, 
I swear they heart ain't innit - I swear these hoes big ignorant. 
I been gone for a minute,
Who's really missing me? 
Turn lil bro to history. 

Ditch bro and dip off ~ 

Swear niggas been soft ~

Gas got me coughin ~

Put him in a coffin ~ 

I don't do this often ~

. . .

Crusing cross the sky - 
They like where is light ? 
Baby, you know its your time - 
That light flashing upon your eyes, 
And no theres no compromise ~ 
(I can see all beyond those lies) 

awful hearts — ᏇᎥᏖᏂ Ꮧ ᏝᏗፈᏦ ᎧᎦ ᏒᏋᎷᏋᎴᎩ ☆ﾟelfaction , Hαʅσҽԃ ᵉᵛᵉʳᵍˡᵒʷ

prod. deadaux

(in my sleep i failed to see something i longed for)
y ya no quiero estar contigo
asi me lo diste
asi te lo digo
y ya no eres para me
por fin ya dejare sufrir
i cross my heart 
and hope to die
to see you bleed
im hoping tonight
(in my sleep i failed to see something i longed for)

no longer for me (deadaux)

@twopercs @ifucnsaiah
prod me prod me prod me prod me

twopercs first
den its me
izzy finishes

nauseous ft twopercs & ifucnsaiah

Produced by luxury elite
Vocals, Mix, Master: @sh1nyx
`make a few bands then get out the way~

lyrics:

[track 3: Hamhung Monuments]

i know they would laugh if i died
aim for my head no remorse in their eyes
the end of a bloodline because of my pride
moving exclusive, access denied
tear my heart in half when u told a lie
go for a drive just to clear out my mind
v8 under the hood it made me feel alive
copped a new watch, i need me like 5
i land in seattle my plane just arrived
he movin so green, he movin so white
the water is darker the deeper u dive
struggle with life, its gon be alright
aint stopping no motion they catch me outside
stay in my lane, dont got no ties
keep getting issues the harder i try 

[track 4: Rhymes in Kaechon]

i hate to see ya ugly crying got some tears on ur face
i make a few bands then i get out the way
if i die making commas then i guess thats just fate
i wake up early in the morning then i pray to the lord
i keep my head low baby be a man of my word
steady praying for a dove i been waiting my turn
made mistakes in the past, thats the way that we learn
i got a few burdens on my shoulders it hurts
real desperate just to take my momma outta the dirt
no time to be complacent strap my boots on then work
no time to be complacent strap my boots on then work

no longer for me (deadaux)

Scarlet's Diary (@1_scarletsdiary)