Name: here im wondering ft S1xft by Scarry
Duration: 1 min 59 s
Description: Part of my album "#Certifiedbum", hope you enjoy it.

(Original Description) 

sleeping on the floor once again
i hate myself dislike my friends
bring me to the institution as the nurses creep my bedside
won’t live my best life
drink bc i can’t get high
family’s shocked in reality there’s no suprise
tried to blow my brains it didn’t work but the knife sufficed
why let your kid with mental health problems get a gun
driving drunk shooting up the dollar store hit and run
all i wanted was to have som ole fashioned fun
dopamine receptors fucked mixing duster cans with blunts
chilling with the homie bluhnts
suicidal as a fuck
might as well just a start a cult
mass suicide we love
we idolize
religions chanting lies
they say the one above is in control but i’m here steering life
death by germicides
decayed by fireflies
fire in my mind is burning til i’m out of time
adhd paralyzed
my girlfriend hypnotized
i forgot how to rhyme
but i wont went she’s screaming like

All credit goes to @hypnosis111

hypnosis111 - heavens gate freestyle #hypnotichords

passthetime demo

Assuming since this hasn’t been uploaded to SoundCloud yet (will take down if asked to), I’ve decided to upload it myself. So enjoy.

Song and cover of the song is not by me.

Where's Your Head At - Eurotripp Cover

Everyone uses me
And all my friends always leave
I thought that we could be
I guess i just dont care anymore, honestly
If its apart of Gods plan, i guess i shouldnt intervene

I always feel alone, and theres nobody else
I'll just sit in my room and fucking starve myself
Everytime i look in the mirror, i dont wanna eat dinner
God, im such a sinner

Is it too much to ask for love
I just hate my face so much
I just wanna rip it up
So i could date someone
But i've been plagued with lust

Lately i just feel so done
Like i dont need anyone
I just wanna be gone cuz
I already know im going to hell

idc anymore ig???

h4teboy - hate me (hardstyle remix)

hate me

seventeen forever

Part of my album "#Certifiedbum", hope you enjoy it.

here im wondering ft S1xft

produced by caspers pishogue 
mixed by spawncamped
cover art by nosir

@spawncamped
only time will tell
if you even care
i know you don't but i pretend
i'll take these memories back
waiting for the day you text back
i don't think i even deserve my ex back
just put an end to my ways
and my twisted games
i'm the one to blame
and its not okay
@samcatcher
(and i hear you inside my head)
(laying in my bed but not getting rest)
(doctors on the phone saying i'm depressed)
(i just wanna get this off my chest)
kill me if you want, i'd rather die in your arms
i'm swerving and shit, i think i might crash the car
don't know where i'm going, but i'm tryna go far
watch you leave the house while i'm hiding in the dark
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame

stuck in my ways (with spawncamped)

This is my debut album i hope you all enjoy im gonna credit all the producers that helped me with this project down below hope you all enjoy.

Producers-
Prod Peril
Prod swmr
Prod grayskies
Prod Manolo
Prod QUITAII

Composer, Lennon Jamison

Artist, Ghostyy5k

someday

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here im wondering ft S1xft

Scarry

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