lyrics:

i can’t any longer see
i wonder what is wrong with me
hatred welling up inside
i wish everyone would die 

why can I not, be free
try to escape from this hell
why God did you give me feet?
just to put me down on my knees 

human cannonball 
human cannonball
made to fly
made to die
human cannonball

why the fuck are you looking at me?
who the fuck decides what you see?
social media and TV
you can die while live on IG

piece of people no one cares
fuck your skin color no one cares
everybody hopes someone cares
if there’s a murder everyone stares

hurry up and pull out your phone 
so you can show someone at home 
killing people before they’re dead
electronics inside their head

human cannonball
human cannonball

aint nobody wanna make a change
they’ll talk bout it
never make a switch 

niggas wanna look like the
counter culture what they on 
but they still tryna get rich 

everybody got a price
on they head
somebody’s stealing rice
from the feds
and they gonna get diced

nice

people starving to death
for advice

bad advice
add vice

niggas starving to death
that have rights

put the pen to the paper
i write

we depend on the paper
i’m right

human cannonball 
wanna end it all
wanna service my purpose again

can a ball
destroy that wall 
i dont know but it sure is human

and it trying to fly
again
it is not scared to die
amen
it got shot out the sky

i can’t any longer see
i wonder what is wrong with me
hatred welling up inside
i wish everyone would die 

why can I not, be free
try to escape from this hell
why God did you give me feet?
just to put me down on my knees 

human cannonball 
human cannonball
made to fly
made to die
human cannonball

human cannonball

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4D9tlcUOn3ofi2Tiix5dhb?si=8619efe0dd224d92

Fracture

prod. @underscores

Exhale and the air sounds
Fall and the wind goes
Text that I miss you I'll see you Saturday
Hope the world keeps spinning so I'll make you happy
And I can't fall asleep to the sound of silence
But my heart goes on so that I can cry less
And I'll do what it takes just so I can sleep again
Something within me changed like what is happening
Skip through all the roses wanna see your face again
Lemme show you what our lives are when we don't play pretend

The story carries on
Walk through what went wrong
The real life goes on and on and on and on
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal

Oh by the way
I started that new thing I signed up for my texts are dry today
I'll respond when I remember when I can I'll hit send
Oh my gosh where you been? Have you seen this latest trend?
Have you changed, are you the same, do you remember what you said?
Did you delete the conversation is it playing in your head?
We could send games or send texts I'll leave it up to you instead
How did we kill all the time I'm still thinking bout what comes next

Suddenly don't need to fantasize
Invited me here with your tired eyes
Listening it just went back and forth 
Sitting with you is there something more
Suddenly don't need to fantasize
Invited me here with your tired eyes
Listening it just went back and forth 
Sitting with you is there something more
And I'll do what it takes just so I can sleep again
(Suddenly don't need to fantasize)
Something within me changed like what is happening
(Invited me here with your tired eyes)
Skip through all the roses wanna see your face again
(Listening it just went back and forth)
Lemme show you what our lives are when we don't play pretend

The story carries on
Walk through what went wrong
The real life goes on and on and on and on
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal

I feel immortal
I feel immortal
I feel immortal
I feel immo-
I feel immortal
I feel immortal
I feel immortal
I feel im-

You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal
You can't stop me I feel immortal

Immortal (Prod. Underscores)

updated 3/5/22 - "director's cut"

og mix 8/2/21 - https://www.dropbox.com/s/ji0iszfxg3pal0r/when%20your%20pizza%20rols%203.mp3?dl=0

collection ii

when your pizza rolls + horse girl with a gun

wood

公式アップロード：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51FtQhIk7wg

isla

✱ track 8

~~lyrics~~
oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you wanted

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed
yeah, no, no pity

watch it burning from the front row
you're sitting pretty in your chateau
it's too late for "hi, hello"
cause i'm jumping out the window
say it with me
you need something
checking all your power
i could compromise a quiet life
if i spoke a little louder

guess i'm back in the backrooms
crying holding on a bottle in the bathroom
promise that i had nothing against you
i just cut you off because i knew i fuckin had to

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

big city no friends in sight
and i start telling people that you died
and i'm too busy building up my pride
and i'm caught up in all these lies and

oh pity you got what was coming
no pity you got what you wanted
no pity you got what you needed

now you're better in a bad way
you learned how to better hurt me
you take your time tryna get around me
knock me down when i find my feet, yeah
you're breaking down every wall you see
one one more door and you open

now you're staring at me wide eyed
you think we're talking just because you needed my life?
no more looking on the bright side
i'm being very fucking clear when i say that you get
NOTHING

everything✱

pity/nothing

✱ track 9

coprod @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

nomore

call me the phone
tell me that ur way too anxious to go
i never really know
what goes through ur head when you’re sitting at home
try to tell me lies
put me in the back where you want me to sit
i don’t wanna go
if you’re gonna make me go in alone

call me on the phone
im too anxious to go
laying in my bed, dont think i can leave my home

you’re meeting with your own friends, cant you go alone?
ur breakin up on me, wat u sayin, i dont know
ur sounding kinda tone deaf
hide in my room when im broken
i waste my time im never focused
im just going through the motions

wake up and i feel hopeless
help me feel emotions
help me feel emotions

HOMEBODY✨

Avum - The Edge

*you're

Inspired by Konami's Silent Hill series 

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtP1nL4XtNg

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/23hf1BiyWNVqY3xX0XI1sk?si=c2c7201f43784c20

Lyrics:

Sleep 
Tonight 

I woke up today with blood on my mind 
I woke up today (with blood on my mind)
I woke up today and stepped outside
I woke up today (with blood on my mind)

I wanted to feel right 
I wanted to see 
What death might be like 
What’s hid in my dreams 
I’m drifting away
She’s following me 
Now I’ve arrived but not alone 
It’s somewhere here, I feel a ghost 

I don’t wanna talk if you knock, if you knock 
You can find me in the woods 
You can find me in the dark
Better bury me enough cos it’s done when it’s done
And I’m done 
You can find me on the way down 

I woke up today with blood on my mind 
Been chasing you for all my life 
I woke up today and stepped outside 
I’ll find you soon and where you hide 

I’ll find you soon and where you hide

Blood

is this really life?

produced/written by me
mastered by biskwiq 
art by skirt

lyrics:
when you're standing at your window in your bathrobe
like you do
like you do

talking to your mother on your cell phone
turning blue
you can't move

she says, "ayla, are you eating like you're supposed to?
tell the truth
i know you"

you wonder if she knows about the old youth
that you knew
what's the use?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

when you're staring at the ceiling in your bedroom
every night
flickering lights

from the broken bulbs in street lamps that surround you
paint you white
seconds at a time

you face the wall you used to put your back to
scatter lines
pass the time

you feel as though you're trapped inside a vacuum
can't be right
is this really life?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

spotify/apple music <3

ayla

[wander around and grope the walls]
[hear your doubts and see the rest]
[leaving again]
[empty promises and painful falls]
[taste the sun and feel your best]
[leaving again]
[...]
[throwing up for a single chance]
[...]
[holding your hand for a single glance]
[...]
[leaving again]


from_your_memories

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Swamp

Hair of the Dog

These open doors are bound to close
I'll sleep my life away
But in my tower of dreams at least I know
That I won't have to stay
The walls I lay my back against
Might always feel the same
But from my tower of dreams the things I see
Are different every day, every day

The zodiac will turn again
My stars are losing shape
And from my tower of dreams I watch them go
Why can't I say their names
Today the sky is overcast
No light behind the shame
So in my tower of dreams I tell myself
There's nothing anyway, anyway

RAVON

Tower of Dreams

The only myth left is the suggestion that individual action exists
That you can build a road with your footsteps and twist proteins from your tired hands
Concentrate your energy in your heart

Lanota

Living Will

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