lost in the sauce

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

song on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/11ybBA8b03krNj9OHAmCAF?si=7d3b965174bd46ce&nd=1&utm_medium=organic&product=open&%24full_url=https%3A%2F%2Fopen.spotify.com%2Ftrack%2F11ybBA8b03krNj9OHAmCAF%3Fsi%3D7d3b965174bd46ce&feature=organic&_branch_match_id=1123452495074130063&_branch_referrer=H4sIAAAAAAAAA7WN3QrCIACFn8ZdbjmXa8EIK6SreoTwb83mVJxe7O1zQY8QHDhwDh%2FfGKNfjlW1eBf1sJbM%2B9JoO1UnH5xMIvbOK1uAuhmSMc8UTD9uCEAE1DRnu8sfLdycpxiYmHJDuPIzOfAdmsL93T1uZL4QChBdNEDXViLe4T1sGy4bLNTXwYzhGf6nB9TYyrzDYlAspqB6F17MavEBi1NbzgsBAAA%3D 
Or youtube https://youtu.be/4JsXRqbT730

Fried By Fluoride - Party

walk around with my eyes on the ground and my head in my ass cuz i cant get it out
you look at me like im just some kinda fool but thats all i can really be for you
been like this for like 13 years i spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
and ill be like this for most of the day ill be out in the cold till my palms turn gray
hey hey hey what more can i say
hey you looked so beautiful already

get me out of this place
im so excited to be anything

lovefool demo

Junkie-Jaydes (sped up)

I plan to leave the internet - jaydes 

#jaydes #unreleased #archive

Parasocial

cannibal

if it was all up to me
two point two twenty three 
i’d blow that bitch in my head
now im in-finitely sleep
voices inside of my head
without you im not complete
they tell me cut off my head 
then throw it over the street

i can’t keep living in this misery
one shot to the brain and now im history
im attached but its like that you’ve all i got
lights on but nobody’s home

im everywheree
the nostalgia is there
it makes me wanna vomit this shit makes me sikk
wanna drop off a dare
well just leave it there
and i hope it’s says kill brazyboydae

lights on nobody’s home (the love i lost remix)

first song ever really bad dont listne
told myself that idc
everyday see ur dumb curly hair
im so obsessed i stalk ur page,
im on delivered but it says ur not away
if i looked like him, you'd think that im cool
you said that hes pretty hot and idk what to do
it sucks theres no one like you its fucked ik i cant have you
its not that hard to check ur phone
are u doing it on purpose or am i just that unknown
to you, wonder how i look to you
guess im nobody at all jst a random fkin dude

cant have you

https://open.spotify.com/track/7G6r0iFNG7W4l3hBMv4rBk?si=wOylH_-jSpSi2vnC1QSNLw

Unslept

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

prod me

friendzoned

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

<3 sorry for the delays glad i could finally get this song out
prod spawncamped, featuring @coldwntr

lost in the sauce

lostandneverfound