a lil pillow-talky vibe over jhene aiko's living room flow instrumental :)

engineered/mixed/mastered by schmenna

perfect timing

this is a song i wrote about my mental illness during one of my lowest depressive episodes last year. never thought i'd feel comfortable enough (officially) sharing this with others, but here we are lol. i hope it resonates with/can be healing for someone out there <3


- the weeknd's "rolling stone" instrumental remake by garrett krebs ft. andrew dorf (slowed down by schmenna)
- engineered/mixed/mastered by schmenna

balance

decided to record an official version of dis cover i did of "i am" by the beautifullll jorja smith. hope i did her justice <3

engineered/mixed/mastered by schmenna

(beat reproduced by mizzy mauri)

i am (jorja smith cover)

i hope this song can be as healing for u to listen to as it was for me to make<3

- written/performed/engineered by schmenna
- prod. by AIRAVATA
- mixed/mastered by Black Freckles

~

pause. breathe. put your mind at ease
take time 
to unwind
meditate under the trees
don’t hesitate to let go of what no longer serves you 
cus you know that you do not deserve to 
harbor all of the hurt you've been through

(oh yeah) 

i know you drift through these streets at night
as an attempt to try and clear your mind
but it can be hard to see the light
when the battles you face deep down inside
have you torn in between what’s right.. and wrong
i know it’s been so long
you’ve felt emotions this strong
that you contemplate still holding on

but baby watch your step
darling please don’t fret
there is no reason to scared
just know you are always protected
by your family blood & soul and angels up above
baby don’t you know that you are love
please don’t succumb to giving up
cus you have not reached your final form
to blossom in a place where you’d be safe and warm
so just

pause. breathe. put your mind at ease
take time 
to unwind
meditate under the trees
don’t hesitate to let go of what no longer serves you 
cus you know that you do not deserve to 
harbor all of the hurt you've been through 

(oh no)

cus i know life can get overwhelming 
but so long as you continue breathing
and ensure that you keep on releasing
the unneeded negative energy
from..your mind heart spirit and body
just know you can heal from any and everything so
peel back the layers of your skin
to reveal the truths from your soul within 
you no longer have to pretend
cus it’s never too late to start again
no this is not the end
baby this is not the end

meditation

this is the 2nd song off of "blue laced dreams" that i wrote over a year ago after getting over a deeply depressive phase during late 2016/early 2017. my goal for my music is to be healing in any way possible. i hope y'all enjoy<3

written/performed by schmenna
produced by P.SOUL
engineered/mixed/mastered by Dre'es

rebirth

dis is my favvvv frank song ever, & i finally made a cover for it!! (spontaneously last night), hehe :) hope enjoy this lil indie rendition<3

engineered/mixed/mastered by @schmenna

pink matter (frank ocean cover)

produced by @Mndsgn 
(original instrumental titled "homewards" off his project "yawn zen")
written/engineered/mixed/mastered by schmenna & @blkfrk

*~lyrics~*
(schmen)
thought about writing u a letter
but i knew that i could sing it better
yeah
started hesitating but i guess it’s now or never 
(forever??)
wait—whatever
time don’t really exist
not when i’m vibin out like this 
got me all wrapped up in ya bliss boy
never craved sugar til the moment that i kissed ur sweet lips

whoa

baby when i’m with u
i feel close to the truth
feels like we’re flying in a spaceship that’s built for us 2
let’s go to the moon
u know ive been peepin the way u move
& i really dig the way that u groovinn
come a lil closer dear
there is no need to fear
our future is crystal clear

(blkfrks)
have u ever seen me like how I know im seeing u? 
issa odyssey i start to see it starts w me & u
honestly u're quite high vibrational
lets communicate lil shawty

come closer ur aura's such a vibrant hue no cappin
come closer don't gotta speak no words im down for action

no cap w. half moon bay (prod. Mndsgn)

sumn slight & a lil sexi okrrr. issa vibe i guess?? enjoy c;

prod. by yusei
written/engineered/mixed/mastered by schmenna

bliss

made this beat like 5 years ago and finally took it off private haha
#nosamplesheaux

DOOZIE [prod. schmenna]

written/performed/produced/mixed by schmenna

echoes of silence

slumber (prod. schmenna)

an oldie but goodie--wrote this back in 2018, finally releasing this to the ethers for all ya sensual vibe pleasures

written by schmenna & half moon bay
produced by wrain

engineered//mixed//mastered by schmenna

prove it ft. half moon bay ((prod. wrain))

written/performed by schmenna
prod. by @officialignorvnce
mixed/mastered by @moondrvp

lyrics:

fantasies
of galaxies 
far away from me
these visions tend to come so constantly 
so vividly
that it's clear to see..
that we were meant to be
free 🦋
so baby spread ur wings
and let go of the things that used to bring
all the tears and suffering 

there's so much more to life 
than u think u know
and it shows as u grow
don't be afraid to take it slow
or to shine cus in time
u will glow..oh

woahh, darling u 
are so in tune
with ur spirit that soon 
u'll fly to the moon

to the moon
to the stars
& the heavens up above
i’ve been patiently waiting 
in a stationary spaceship 
in search for answers to questions 
i don’t have the meaning of
and despite the fact that i hope and i pray 
that some day i can fly away
i know nothing’s ever promised tomorrow today
so the least i can say is


i'm floating
away from my own body
can't you see
i'm drifting higher it's getting
hard to breathe
who knew i’d feel so terrified of ascending 
but when i opened my eyes i realized
the truth behind all the hurt and the lies
we were made to heal this earth from demise
it should be so clear to see, no surprise 

people love to look outside themselves
instead of deep within
look how much we know about the skies so high
but not the waters so below that we can't swim
i’ve always wondered what’s the point of it all
if really "we cannot win"?
but then i realized 
that to look inside
means really to begin

schmenna

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