thank you for @laluko and @luvflorent for making this song so beautiful!

Lyrics:

La. luko:
Yeah there’s no going back 
What’s in the past is in the past 
Oh no we didn’t last 
Even though you were all I had 

I ain’t coming back 
I know that really sounds so sad 
Live your life be glad 
Let it known I’m glad for that 

Yeah there no going back 
All the colors have turned to black 
Yeah there’s no going back 
Gotta find my way on track

me:
Oh i dont wanna make you sad
and i dont wanna make you mad
i dont wanna make you feel bad
so this time i wont come back

oh you know i tried
but it never worked out quite right
its best if im not in your life
so i guess this is goodbye


Luvflorent:
I try 
Oh I tried alright 
Every night 
You’re on my mind 
Everyday, new pain 
New strain but I won’t change 
I don’t wanna live like that again 
Better leave the old days in the past 
You were right there 
Pink hair 
Bad highs 
I’m so scared 

You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care  
You can hate me I don’t care 
Getting so high that I get scared 
You can hate me I don’t care
You can hate me I don’t care

I tried (feat. LA LUKO x luvflorent)

(prod. cxrter x the sound clown)

lyrics:
oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

here we go again
acting innocent
lately its been different
youve been so distant

oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

oh how its killing me
you love to watch me bleed
still do it so willingly
anything you need

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

Danger Zone

check out cinniepop :) https://soundcloud.com/user-344070600

lyrics:
am i just expendable?
so easy to leave behind?
oh how its painful
everyone walking out my life

look at me im unstable
keep on rocking side to side

its so hard to speak my mind
when youre always playing the victim
do us part, i guess you were right
cos half of me is missing
its so hard to say im fine
when its always me they're leaving
tired eyes and numb inside
remind me why im breathing

it all just keeps crumbling down
there's always something else
last sense of hope is gone now
dont think i can climb out this hell
watching me bleedout
the worst pain that i ever felt

​Cineraria:
I cried until my lungs heaved
Begging for something to change
'Til death do us part, well I guess
I've died and you're still living

I'm sorry I made it all about me
I shouldn't have dragged you along
I just thought I loved you, I guess
But I couldn't have been more wrong

Couldn't have been more wrong
Sorry you always had to take the fall
I'm sorry I'm so far gone
Knew you were done when you said

Remind Me Why I'm Breathing (feat. Cinniepop)

(prod. forgetaboutme)

LA LUKO:
It feels like we’ve reached our end 
I’m hurt I can’t pretend 
I’ll need some time to mend 
Cause you were my very best friend 

Scorpio:
and you said this is goodbye my friend
ill never see you again
good things have to end

and i guess
i got all in my head
I was trying my best
just to have nothing left

LA LUKO:
Goodbye my friend goodbye my friend 
We’ve reached our end we’ve reach our end 
Remember everything you said to me 
I thought that we were destined to be

Scorpio:
and you said this is goodbye my friend
ill never see you again
good things have to end

goodbye my friend (feat. LA LUKO)

(prod. 1jhavi)


scorpio:
i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your heart turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)

im just sitting watching the fallout
i can feel my blood pour out
i was nothing but in the background
feeling i might die here somehow (x2)

no time to focus on myself
put all my energy into someone else
keep on fucking up my health
im a burnout, out well

i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your hard turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)


8ballboy:
getting ill looking at my bankroll
didnt mean to make you jealous, im an arsehole
now that im older, know i dodged a bullet
got hit hard, shaved my head as a mullet

as this time i spent on you
i been tryna keep my cool
even bought a jewel on this ring too
i cant wait till i marry you

i dont think i need no one else but you
its all the things you ever said and do
know its hard sometimes baby its true
like i said last time we stick together like we're glue


scorpio:
i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your heart turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)

2 close (feat. 8ballboy)

prod: jewelryboy

shoutout to @liruuu for his beautiful verse :)

Lyrics:

i know you dont care like i do
all there is left is to thank you
just rotting in this bed cant leave my bedroom
just wishing i were dead, but it never came true

yeah i suppose i should change that
and tie the noose from the ceiling
and let it drop
with my neck in the middle of the knot
not knowing if ill make it out alive or not

Liru:
I gotta get it on my own now
been feeling dead inside my home now
lotta talking from my demons face to face
I ignored them now they hit me up on face time
she said that she love me im too young to understand
all of my emotions bottled up they wont come back
give me 20 reason why I am the only man
wake up the next morning and I see you with the gang
and I see you with the gang
I dont got no diamonds still I shine like diadems
lowkey on my grind to get back all the shit I had
sad in my lines im getting realer everyday
you dont even love me you just wanna play pretend

and now youre miles away
I cant even see you if I wanted to
my mind fades
castle in the hills like in the picture books
time to run away
now I gotta go get it and leave the planet
I was working late nights I got some plans ay
3am getting high from all the damage
maybe one day you will see how much ive changed ay

wishing i were dead (feat. liru.)

prod. thesoundclown

lyrics:

I got blood dripping down my nose
It's a Saturday night
I get drunk till the rooms spinning
And it dont feel nice
I date girls who are still about fun
And don't wanna be wifed
I get heart break again and again
But I guess its become my life

Sometimes I think, uh
I was just born at the wrong time
This generations too concerned about materials, and a guys' height
do standards even exist at all
im a nice guy
Forgotten basic manners I guess it's "slay" to be bitch, and lie

if you dont like honesty, probably best not to listen to me
because i aint afraid to speak the truth, and fuck, it might even get ugly
i got a switch blade and itll cut you deep
couple rough roads ahead of me
so i gotta stand my ground and stay up on my feet

im sitting back, ill kick back
roll a blunt and let it stack
took your bitch, she want it bad
she sucking on my ball sack

oh yeah, now that is a fact
vexed up boy you looking mad
proved my point you should be glad
now u dont have to deal with that

saturday night!

prod. Jacob Vallen

lyrics:

shouldve kept my mouth shut
i said too much
you were all i had love
now youre gone for good
i guess thats the concequence
for falling in love
when i havent healed enough
for me to trust

i ruin every single thing that i touch
if my wounds are scars, then why is there blood
i keep falling apart, i think this time im done
i think half of my heart went along with us

i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

he4vy:
i guess youre gone for good
i never got to ask the details
but dont think that i should
i know it only hurt me more
when you kept saying we could
cast me out to sea and let me drift with the wood

its just like everything you ever said was always meant to hurt me
everyday i wake up with a burden lifes been curving curving
reverse swerving
cuts below my sweater to express that ive been hurting

so give me bottles let me crash out
doing 90 on the freeway turn the dash down
so much pain inside my chest im just a let down
squealing brakes i think im finally gonna crash now

scorpio:
i have this pit inside my stomach
feeling sad all the time
dont really understand it
it gets worse in the night
i can barely manage
im not really doing fine
you can see it in my lyrics
you can see in my mind

i can say what i want
its not like you listen anymore
how can i feel both too much and not enough
i only need to say this once love, you won
i only need to say this once, love im gone

i said too much (feat. he4vy)

prod. tiedforsilver

lyrics:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

spaceboyry:
feels like there's no escape
every day is the same
can't stop running away
from all the trauma i made

i keep losing time
its always on my mind
i work to clean up this mess
but still can't get any rest

i would travel back in time
but there's nothing there

these memories are far gone
i wrote you a sad song
if you even care

scorpio:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

just tell me once
tell me once, its true
and ill believe you

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

too many feelings (feat. spaceboyry)

Verse: 
I don't believe I'll ever find the closure
can't even begin to convince myself it's over
And falling asleep never felt more harder
It kills me to death to know you're happier

I swear my bodys never felt so weak
Haven't had no motivation in fucking weeks
And every night, you've been in my dreams 
It's been hard enough when you're all that I think

chorus: 
I don't miss us 
I miss when I felt enough
it's like I lost myself 
when I lost you
now I'm grasping at the shadows
of you 

verse 2:
It's hard to accept
We will never happen again
I can't just leave it in the past
I don't want to forget 
My hearts been through some tests
But this one is the toughest yet
Most the time I'm by myself
It feels like I have no friends

(bridge)
I hope I learn to love again 
I hope it's better in the end 
I know you left for a reason 
but I can't seem to shake it

I hope that in another life 
my tearful eyes are filled with light
I hope it's true when people say 
it just takes time 

Chorus: 
I don't miss us 
I miss when I felt enough
it's like I lost myself 
when I lost you
now, I'm grasping at the shadows
of you

Shadows Of Us (feat. Haven's Perspective)

prod. sleeplessbeats
featuring: @officialnoisecomplaint
check this dude out, he's insanely talented <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

tried to list all the bad things about you
to stop me running back like how i always used to
i tried my best to be strong, but it felt so long
now im left not knowing what to do

its in my head
everything i said
cant believe i feel regret

it was a mess
we werent the best
i really wish that i could love you less

youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

noise complaint:
I just don’t know how to take that
Bad news ‘cause I know we won’t make it
How I feel man I can not fake that
I just feel so let down by you
Dark storm when you crying
Acting fine but you know I’m lying
Best years of my life yeah I don’t buy it
21 so I should be thriving
Turn around and say you love another guy
That’s fine
But you say you miss me, how you gonna treat him right?
Sick of playing games with you want the girl to go away
Too cowardly to kill myself off find another way
I just don’t know what to do
I won’t be another boy waiting here for you
We’re not on the same page telling you the truth for once
Yeah I’m telling you the truth for once

scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

dark storm (feat. Noise Complaint)

thanks to notahero for his beautiful verse <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
im sick and tired of the way things have been
im feeling something breaking within
all these cuts surrounding my skin
called out for help now im hearing sirens

did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

i needed you here but you couldnt stay
hope ill see you there by havens gates
yeah, i hope you hear everything i say
every time i visit your grave

notahero:
i hope i say it right cuz i can’t even tell if i’m talking and it’s fucked
i’m running out of drink cuz i think she running out of love
if everything just boils down to not knowing enough then what do i even try for
i call it self love
you call it embarrassing and i should give it up
i’m just tryna alleviate the stress that’s piling up
and lately it’s like breathing oxygens just not enough
sometimes i feel like crying cuz i know that i-

scorpio:
did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

Heaven's Gates (feat. notahero)

lyrics:

i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
this isnt working no more
youre hurting a soul that is gone now
im wasted like every morning 
maybe I wont even see next time

I just need some to get you off my mind
so girl ima ask you again please dont

scorpio:
dont promise me eternity
theres barely anything left
im hardly me
but please dont go
i cant cope
here alone
you are my home


i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
never been good with love I swear
youre the only thing I care about
I was destined to try I was chasing my dreams
now im destined to die cause I cant fall asleep
I made a few dozen songs for you
all unreleased that you wont ever hear
now im sad for a reason aint do nothing wrong
keep on liking my stories but I want you gone
fuck my heart give it back I dont need damage done
break your heart I dont care you can cry to my songs
wont pick up if they call cause I know they just hating
like all my releases were some fucking misses
now look at my streams and the love im receiving
dont need no more fakes I just want some real people
that dont break my heart everytime that they speaking
Just wanna feel loved
I hope now you can feel me

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

mirror (feat. liru)

prod. cxrter x cloud x max flynn

lyrics:

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

evergarden:
did as u asked now we
dont talk anymore
happens too fast
i know, i been here before
although i feel it lesser now
its still important
at times i tend to miss myself
now im not yours

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

greenwood:
said before, it's just talking
most days it's harder to start it
but it's one life, and one moment
i fixate the most on what's broken

know that it was hard just to have me
i just want a chance to be a part of your family
and say the words in the right sense
and find the time before the night ends

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

set you free (feat. evergarden x greenwood)

prod. lostcage

scorpio:
i just thought that we could fix it
girl did you prove me wrong
heres to wishful thinking
told you all my thoughts
and you just kept your distance
erased me til i was gone
completely from your existence
never what you want, what you want

heyzbee:
Wish you thought about me a little more often
Every time you speak, it’s a nail in the coffin
I’ve been on the road getting high Like there’s no option
I can’t put them down because God I never started

Enough is enough, I’m hurting from a touch 
If I’m done that’s bluff, I know I’ll keep on puff-
ing im on a slump, my heart is almost up 
If it’s us then i swear to God I’ll keep on suffering

scorpio x heyzbee:
i just thought that we could fix it
girl did you prove me wrong
heres to wishful thinking
told you all my thoughts
and you just kept your distance
erased me til i was gone
completely from your existence
never what you want, what you want

heyzbee:
Enough is enough, I’m hurting from a touch 
If I’m done that’s bluff, I know I’ll keep on puff-
ing im on a slump, my heart is almost up 
If it’s us then i swear to God I’ll keep on suffering

wishful thinking (feat. heyzbee)

another song with the goat that is Devin's World. Thank you for your beautiful verse <3 @devins_world

prod. ???

lyrics:

sit still and look pretty
i love the shine in your eyes
could light up a whole city
and bring the dead back alive
hit the bathroom for a quickie
cant help when you're in my sight
you're so gorgeous and witty
what i admire the most is your mind

and i cant think straight
when i see your face
electric in my brain
you surprise me every day
could you feel the same
could you see a change
to lovers to friends,
to lovers from friends?

cause i love you
and i want you
more than you
ever knew
and i cant do
this without you
dont wanna rush you
dont wanna push you (x2)

Devin's World:
yeah i want you in my arms
take my hand we'll reach the stars
cause you and me could be inseparable
another day without you will be terrible

yeah you got a gracious heart
caring for those all around you
knew you were my soulmate right from the start
now i just cant live without you

scorpio x Devin's World:
cause i love you
and i want you
more than you
ever knew
and i cant do
this without you
dont wanna rush you
dont wanna push you (x2)

Want You (feat. Devin's World)

small hometown (feat. majoraeclipse)

original: Mud on my nikes - Luvflorent 
@luvflorent

lyrics:
baby i know that you ghost me, i love it 2
mud on my nikes, i tripped when i fell for you
i got my clothes from shein
im broke and a fool
im blocked, message sent tho i hope it goes thru
and you say that you hate me and i hate that it's true
i need you like money and new fendi shoes
just hold me
control me and leave when im used
compared to the old me, i am numb without you

mud on my nikes
blood on the eyepiece
i thought that you liked me
you are nothing without me

mud on my nikes
blood on the eyepiece
i thought that you liked me
you are nothing without me

mud on my nikes
blood on the eyepiece
i thought that you liked me
you are nothing without me

mud on my nikes

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

(prod. Miércoles)

lyrics:
scorpio:
there was once was a man who
travelled down different avenues
trying to find a place he belongs
but he never found the place that he wants

there once was a girl who wrote in her diary
saying, "i wish there was a boy for me
the one that i dream of
but i dont think he'll ever come"

Zoe Beaufay:
you
been by my side the whole time
but you didn't believe me and that's alright
cause you
made me feel bad so many times I can't even count

wow, I was so down
you feeling proud

I'd rather watch the moon
at least it shines for both of us
and it reminds me of what I should do

there once was (feat. Zoe Beaufay)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

(song written by Devin's world and performed by Scorpio)

Lyrics:
Verse:
Walked out the door this morning 
Don’t know where you’re going 
I wish I could come with you 
But you don’t know it 

It’s hard when I just sit here 
Alone in your bed 
Just get up try to follow 
That’s what my mind said 

I just want to come along with you 
I just want to adventure 
I just want to support you 
And to be in the picture

Prechorus:
You got me baby 
Way more than you know 
Just get home safely no I can’t let you go 
Please don’t walk out on me 
Don’t walk out on me please 
Can you just stay with me

Hook:
You’ve gone MIA where have you been all day
You’ve gone MIA I just want you to stay 
I don’t know where you’re going 
I don’t know where you’ve been 
All I know is, all I know is please stop going MIA 

Verse:

Oh baby my mind is going crazy you got it running round 
Oh baby my mind is going nuts you got it upside down 
My parents visit us and you are nowhere to be found 
Don’t know what to say to them so I sit them on the couch 
Say hey mama where you think that she is she says son I don’t know 
you keep fuckin with my head and I am losing hope

Pre chorus:
You got me baby 
Way more than you know 
Just get home safely no I can’t let you go 
Please don’t walk out on me 
Don’t walk out on me please 
Can you just stay with me

Hook:
You’ve gone MIA where have you been all day
You’ve gone MIA I just want you to stay 
I don’t know where you’re going 
I don’t know where you’ve been 
All I know is, all I know is please stop going MIA 

prod. gabeats

lyrics:
why do i treat you so goddamn bad,
when you're all i have?
say things so goddamn mean
but you always come right back to me

baby, i dont deserve this
im too desperate
all i really want is your attention
im so fucked, im a monster
 i really wish i could control my temper

why do you forgive me?
im not worthy
of your love or trust
you should just desert me

and when it all gets bad 
i put it all on you
and when i cant get you back
ill remember all we had
i hope you know that i loved you

baby, i dont deserve this
im too desperate
all i really want is your attention
im so fucked, im a monster
 i really wish i could control my temper

why do you forgive me?
im not worthy
of your love or trust
you should just desert me


desperate

prod. cxrter x tahtx

lyrics:
staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?

im losing myself
along with everyone else
lately it's been hell
worse than anything ive felt
im trying my best to put up with it all
or at least whats left, i guess i know its my fault

i hate that im staying up late
and im asleep all during the day
how did things end up this way?
i only have myself i can blame

staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?



don't want to be awake

lyrics:

cinniepop:
Oh sweet fern, how I've wished for you
Come home to me, let your leaves settle
You're so far gone, that's what you believe
Come home to me, I'll heat the kettle  

You were wrapped in a golden hue
But now the sun burns you
I've spent all my time searching for you
In the end, I lost myself too

I gave you all that I had
But don't you mind that
it's my bad..

scorpio:
in the end, someones bound to get hurt
make mistakes, but i guess thats how we learn
but for me, it only seems to get worse
three's unlucky, but four, i must be cursed

why does this keep happening to me?
i see you every night in my dreams 
nobody checks on how i've been
maybe it's better off if i leave

Darii:
You always stay stuck in my mind
You're never running out of time
I don’t know where you want me to go
And I don’t know where you want me to stay
I can’t live without you
Yeah I can’t live without you

in the end (feat. Cinniepop x Darii)

prod. ?

Lyrics:

scorpio:
Looking through my photos again
And it kills me inside
When i come across your face
And I can't help but cry
Memories I can't erase
Wish we didn't say goodbye
We both made mistakes
And now I'm paying for mine

Thought I learnt my lesson
Maybe I'm just getting dumber
They said take some time with yourself, see what you discover
Friends i thought I had are now showing their true colours
And every message that I send, now being left on delivered

vails:
I thought it would all work out 
everything would be fine 
oh boy, oh boy was I wrong
I didn’t give it time 
and Consideration, 
I’m mad at myself
Now i have to admit 
that I feel left on the shelf 
dumber then ever
That’s just how I feel
Can’t look in the mirror
I don’t see the appeal
every word that comes out
Seems to stutter and I 
Miss the way we was
But you wouldn’t  bat an eye 
For me 
and for that I’m lost 
No matter the cost
I gaze upon photos and memories that we shared
And damn it’s hurting knowing they won’t happen again 
I often question daily when this nightmare will end
Cus I admit I’m really fucking needing a friend

devin's world:
Overlook everything you do 
What do you take me for a fool 
I know that you blow me off when all I ever tried to do was help I guess that wasn’t enough 

slamming my head up on the wall 
But I can’t break down get too vulnerable 
Cuz you’ll take advantage of my kindness 
Cutting you off just feels impossible 

I hate it 
Wish we never made friends 
I know when this day ends 
Still nothing will make sense 

I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I thought this summer 
Shit would be different
X2

dumber (feat. Vails x Devin's World)

prod. Thesoundclown

lyrics:

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

heyzbee:
I been on this tower
Staring here for hours
Losing all my powers
Sitting with the flowers
My mood has become sour
My soul she has devoured
She sees my iridescent skin
And screams that I’m coward 
I’m covered in the powder that’s been seen to devour 
Stars they have aligned anytime that Im around her
I been in a bad place somewhere that I scour 
Lemme know right now so I can tell you bout the counter
I been searching everywhere like I been on the browser
Epistemic views make it impossible to empower
You don’t see the vision I guess that’s you are a doubter
I been cooking up I use this beat like it’s some flour

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

Noise Complaint:

Put my life on the sideline
If you talk me again that’s fine 
It just doesn’t feel right 
When I spend hours wasting my god damn time 
Feeling nothing bleed all my thoughts online
Feel the pain then it’s also mine 
But it doesn’t matter
Soon I’ll make a decision and fall off this tower

Throwing in the towel 
Throwing in the towel
I’ve been staring here for hours
I’ve been standing here for hours
I’ve been staring here for hours

throwing in the towel (feat. heyzbee x Noise Complaint)

lyrics:

scorpio:
yeah, i know that they laugh at me
they take me as a joke
im so fucking paranoid
i need my invisible cloak

i know that im ugly
yeah, i know im fat
call me all these names
i guess ill hide the fact

yeah, it hurts me internally
theres so much fucking blood
all this weight on my back
hell it weights a ton

i live inside my hood
yeah, hide my fucking face
im still feeling miserable
i need my fucking space

hell they keep on laughing
but i dont see no joke
feeling so depressed 
but theres no antidote 

trying to grab their attention
but they wont fucking care
ignoring all my messages 
i guess they dont want me there

havent deleted your pictures
still got them on my wall
wonder why i cry at night
i break and i fall
wonder why i get upset
i made such a mess
losing everything i ever cared for
but i still wish you the best

Cineraria:
You wonder why I go silent?
Scars built over the quiet
I know that you know that

My friends called me stupid
And I still think 'bout that
You always called me useless
As if you were all that

To be pinned down
Told I'm a whore
When I'm screaming loud
Everything about me is messed up now
Everything about you seems evil now
I'm fucked up now

scorpio:
yeah, i know that they laugh at me
they take me as a joke
im so fucking paranoid
i need my invisible cloak

i know that im ugly
yeah, i know im fat
call me all these names
i guess ill hide the fact

Cineraria:
(Yeah I know that they laugh at me,
I need to hide,
I have to leave)


he4vy:
know i had to leave 
had to make it out
remembering times you always dragged me down
ive still got my issues 
nothings funny now
whys my head always so clouded with the crushing doubt
i dont think ill make it 
pointless words 
save it 
funny how the problem isnt life its how you take it
never been the one to show my feelings 
still fake it
bite my nails down to the bone 
i know ive been anxious

laugh at me (feat. Cineraria x he4vy)

prod. mackk

lyrics:

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
theres a certain something to express
but i cant get it off my chest

cause i know i cant get you
oh i wish that i couldve
oh baby i cant relax

scorpio:
i see the way you look at me has changed
i dont see the love you had on your face
but im still looking at you the same
and it kills inside, please just stay

carelessly fell in love
knowing damn well id only fuck it up
said some things that i dont mean
and watched you slowly forget about me

youve been in my head for weeks
thats the reason i cant get some sleep
ive lost everyone whos ever been close to me
lost in my feelings, two bottles of whiskey deep

lil booj:
if i lost you again id imagine my arteries would run dry
and my first attempt at coping rampantly is hollowed inside
i dont even wanna rest at night
i would dream of us it wouldnt make it better
another part of my life is gone
you can find your way so ill surrender 

ive got the scars you got precision
youll never stop and im missing
each point across yeah ill listen
ill lend myself for your mission

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
thats maybe why ive been feeling defeat
cause i know i cant get you

rent free (feat. vails x lil booj)

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

prod. ?

lyrics:

scorpio:
could i...
find a meaning?
cause right now,
im living for no reason
won't text
cause i know im not needed
and sometimes,
i wonder why im still breathing

wont mend,
im still falling to pieces
cant depend
cause everybody's leaving
no friends
unless you count the demon
5 am 
and im still not sleeping

without me...
i bet you're living in heaven
honestly,
nothing i could do could kill the tension

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes

Majoraeclipse:
(Oh I)
try, try, try
maybe we'll manage seeing us
eye to eye
before we're scared and give it up
too bad we're of similar nature
cause every time you're slipping up
i see it in my behaviour 

so i can't blame you for it
everything you do to get some serotonin
i never wanted things to end but i keep begging for it
cause i see myself in everything and everyone
in wondering if Atlas could've grasped all of the world he had to hold

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes (x2)



glass eyes (feat. Noise Complaint x Majoraeclipse)

prod. skipknick
lyrics:

thane:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

scorpio:
id go anywhere with you
id follow to the end of the world
id follow you to the edge of the moon
id follow you everywhere, anywhere you want me to
Oh just to be alone with you...
home's anywhere with you and a roof

thane:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

thane x scorpio:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

do you see the moon? (feat. thane)

prod. tears

lyrics:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

How could you do me like that?
Matter a fact how could I run back?
I must be stupid to think that you changed
Just because you said it wouldn't happen again

It haunts me every day
In my dreams I always see your face
I wish you could feel this pain
But I guess we're not the same 

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

haven's perspective:
She's  the main character in all your stories 
She keeps telling me, "stop, you're being insane"
How did our conversations get so boring
You keep telling me to "stay in my own lane"

If I could, I would
Don't really like thinking that you..
how could you do this to me

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2

scorpio:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

all in my head (feat. Haven's Perspective)

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