Check out @devin-nunemaker, super talented artist <3

Lyrics:

is it easier to ignore me or to forget i exist?
because im waiting for you, but this pain persists
wondering when you'll next send me a text
lately ive been stuck inside of my head

turn down the lights and close my curtains 
is it too much for you to care that im hurting
tell me you don't see me as a burden

Devin's World:

If I’m calling out will I get an answer back
When I’m balling out do you think you’d have my back 
Im so proud to be yours but I might collapse 
Please remember these words because you’re all I have 
(Yeah)

Hindsight’s 20-20 hope you don’t regret choosing me 
(Choosing me)
Yeah you changed my life so beautifully 
Yeah you’re everything I wanted and I never want you to flee 
(You to flee)
Cause I got nothing without you and me 
(You and me)

I’d pack it up and change my life for you
(For you) 
Mean it when I say I would die for you 
(For you)
Got so much going on but I won’t hide from you 
Won’t lie to you

Burden (feat. Devin's World)

thank you for @laluko and @luvflorent for making this song so beautiful!

Lyrics:

La. luko:
Yeah there’s no going back 
What’s in the past is in the past 
Oh no we didn’t last 
Even though you were all I had 

I ain’t coming back 
I know that really sounds so sad 
Live your life be glad 
Let it known I’m glad for that 

Yeah there no going back 
All the colors have turned to black 
Yeah there’s no going back 
Gotta find my way on track

me:
Oh i dont wanna make you sad
and i dont wanna make you mad
i dont wanna make you feel bad
so this time i wont come back

oh you know i tried
but it never worked out quite right
its best if im not in your life
so i guess this is goodbye


Luvflorent:
I try 
Oh I tried alright 
Every night 
You’re on my mind 
Everyday, new pain 
New strain but I won’t change 
I don’t wanna live like that again 
Better leave the old days in the past 
You were right there 
Pink hair 
Bad highs 
I’m so scared 

You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care 
You can hate me I don’t care  
You can hate me I don’t care 
Getting so high that I get scared 
You can hate me I don’t care
You can hate me I don’t care

I tried (feat. LA LUKO x luvflorent)

(prod. forgetaboutme)

LA LUKO:
It feels like we’ve reached our end 
I’m hurt I can’t pretend 
I’ll need some time to mend 
Cause you were my very best friend 

Scorpio:
and you said this is goodbye my friend
ill never see you again
good things have to end

and i guess
i got all in my head
I was trying my best
just to have nothing left

LA LUKO:
Goodbye my friend goodbye my friend 
We’ve reached our end we’ve reach our end 
Remember everything you said to me 
I thought that we were destined to be

Scorpio:
and you said this is goodbye my friend
ill never see you again
good things have to end

goodbye my friend (feat. LA LUKO)

(prod. 1jhavi)


scorpio:
i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your heart turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)

im just sitting watching the fallout
i can feel my blood pour out
i was nothing but in the background
feeling i might die here somehow (x2)

no time to focus on myself
put all my energy into someone else
keep on fucking up my health
im a burnout, out well

i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your hard turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)


8ballboy:
getting ill looking at my bankroll
didnt mean to make you jealous, im an arsehole
now that im older, know i dodged a bullet
got hit hard, shaved my head as a mullet

as this time i spent on you
i been tryna keep my cool
even bought a jewel on this ring too
i cant wait till i marry you

i dont think i need no one else but you
its all the things you ever said and do
know its hard sometimes baby its true
like i said last time we stick together like we're glue


scorpio:
i let you get too close
all i have left are the photos
i can feel your heart turn cold
getting ready to let go (x2)

2 close (feat. 8ballboy)

(prod. Cxrter x ghostboy)

lyrics:

scorpio:
drowning in dwell
and hating myself
can anybody help
im not doing so well
is this hell
no i really cant tell
played the card dealt
and met the devil himself

broken and beaten
broken little demon
hopeless and cheated
for so many reasons
no wonder im not healing
i hate this feeling

gave my all
whatd you give in return
not a single call
youre so selfish girl
wouldve given up the whole wide world
always second to none
always put you first

oh, but where was i tho?
so low, i was printed in sidenote
i know i had to take the highroad
its so hard just to make it to tomorrow



Kid Benzo:
will i make it to tommorow 
i dont know know know know
can i make it to tomorrow
i do not know

you're a selfish girl
in a selfish world
no diamonds or pearls
just heartache yeah

stopped off at heartache hotel
popped pills 
and my mum thinks im dead 
no point dwelling on the past
easier said than done yeah

im fucked up thinking bout the past times
everybody left me it was a dark night
i dont think she understands im not okay
take substances to fill up my brain

im gnarly, im numb
im broken, im done
im fucked up, no fun
she understands it all

does she or does she not?
i dont know
i dont smoke pot
put that weed down for the pills
oxycodone chasing thrills

scorpio:
drowning in dwell
and hating myself
can anybody help
im not doing so well
is this hell
no i really cant tell
played the card dealt
and met the devil himself

broken and beaten
broken little demon
hopeless and cheated
for so many reasons
no wonder im not healing
i hate this feeling

gave my all
whatd you give in return
not a single call
youre so selfish girl
wouldve given up the whole wide world
always second to none
always put you first

oh, but where was i tho?
so low, i was printed in sidenote
i know i had to take the highroad
its so hard just to make it to tomorrow

selfish girl (feat. Kid Benzo)

prod: jewelryboy

shoutout to @liruuu for his beautiful verse :)

Lyrics:

i know you dont care like i do
all there is left is to thank you
just rotting in this bed cant leave my bedroom
just wishing i were dead, but it never came true

yeah i suppose i should change that
and tie the noose from the ceiling
and let it drop
with my neck in the middle of the knot
not knowing if ill make it out alive or not

Liru:
I gotta get it on my own now
been feeling dead inside my home now
lotta talking from my demons face to face
I ignored them now they hit me up on face time
she said that she love me im too young to understand
all of my emotions bottled up they wont come back
give me 20 reason why I am the only man
wake up the next morning and I see you with the gang
and I see you with the gang
I dont got no diamonds still I shine like diadems
lowkey on my grind to get back all the shit I had
sad in my lines im getting realer everyday
you dont even love me you just wanna play pretend

and now youre miles away
I cant even see you if I wanted to
my mind fades
castle in the hills like in the picture books
time to run away
now I gotta go get it and leave the planet
I was working late nights I got some plans ay
3am getting high from all the damage
maybe one day you will see how much ive changed ay

wishing i were dead (feat. liru.)

prod. tiedforsilver

lyrics:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

spaceboyry:
feels like there's no escape
every day is the same
can't stop running away
from all the trauma i made

i keep losing time
its always on my mind
i work to clean up this mess
but still can't get any rest

i would travel back in time
but there's nothing there

these memories are far gone
i wrote you a sad song
if you even care

scorpio:
you can hold me down if you want to
ill be good for you
be so sound tell me what to do
just tell me once its true (x2)

just tell me once
tell me once, its true
and ill believe you

5am again and im staring at the celing
wishing i could sleep but ive got so many demons
wish i felt some peace but ive got too many feelings
depressed as fuck for weeks, too much i gotta deal with

too many feelings (feat. spaceboyry)

lyrics:

i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
this isnt working no more
youre hurting a soul that is gone now
im wasted like every morning 
maybe I wont even see next time

I just need some to get you off my mind
so girl ima ask you again please dont

scorpio:
dont promise me eternity
theres barely anything left
im hardly me
but please dont go
i cant cope
here alone
you are my home


i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
never been good with love I swear
youre the only thing I care about
I was destined to try I was chasing my dreams
now im destined to die cause I cant fall asleep
I made a few dozen songs for you
all unreleased that you wont ever hear
now im sad for a reason aint do nothing wrong
keep on liking my stories but I want you gone
fuck my heart give it back I dont need damage done
break your heart I dont care you can cry to my songs
wont pick up if they call cause I know they just hating
like all my releases were some fucking misses
now look at my streams and the love im receiving
dont need no more fakes I just want some real people
that dont break my heart everytime that they speaking
Just wanna feel loved
I hope now you can feel me

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

mirror (feat. liru)

prod. cxrter x cloud x max flynn

lyrics:

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

evergarden:
did as u asked now we
dont talk anymore
happens too fast
i know, i been here before
although i feel it lesser now
its still important
at times i tend to miss myself
now im not yours

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

greenwood:
said before, it's just talking
most days it's harder to start it
but it's one life, and one moment
i fixate the most on what's broken

know that it was hard just to have me
i just want a chance to be a part of your family
and say the words in the right sense
and find the time before the night ends

scorpio:
I had to set you free
I couldn't be selfish any longer
If it were up to me
I would've kept you forever
I did as you asked
When you said not to contact you
And though it was hard
I had to come to terms with the truth

set you free (feat. evergarden x greenwood)

prod. sanm

lyrics:
I'm in my villian arc, ima get revenge in fact
Ima do how you did me, better watch behind your back
You wanna test me, are you mad?
You care about your social stat
You're not boss just quit your act
How long do you think that it will last?

Tryna make something from my music, I'm on a mission
If I don't respond, I'm probably cooking in the kitchen
Tryna make a hit, something worth the listen
Tryna be the biggest out this town, that's what I'm wishing 

Bar after bar, on the beat just going hard
Skrt off in my car, I'm just tyna make it far, yuh
Ima be a star, have my name up in the charts
Put in all my heart, ima put in all my heart

I'm in my villian arc, ima get revenge in fact
Ima do how you did me, better watch behind your back
You wanna test me, are you mad?
You care about your social stat
You're not boss just quit your act
How long do you think that it will last?

Pull up to the party
And im not drinking lightly
Ima raise the roof in this bitch
Make it wildly
Im sippin bacardi 
Snogging Carly
Ima do what I want 
Motherfucker this a party

Ima go in mad
Shots lined up by the bar
And ive still brought me car
Ima drive it fast
After they close the tabs
Blur out the window 
Baby I'm the bloody flash x2

I'm in my villian arc, ima get revenge in fact
Ima do how you did me, better watch behind your back
You wanna test me, are you mad?
You care about your social stat
You're not boss just quit your act
How long do you think that it will last?

villian arc

closing doors

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

prod. cxrter x tahtx

lyrics:
staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?

im losing myself
along with everyone else
lately it's been hell
worse than anything ive felt
im trying my best to put up with it all
or at least whats left, i guess i know its my fault

i hate that im staying up late
and im asleep all during the day
how did things end up this way?
i only have myself i can blame

staying up late
and sleeping the day away
there's so much on my brain
i dont even want to be awake

but i see you in my dreams
every time i fall asleep
and i wake up and believe
that you're still right here with me

cant replace you, no matter how hard i try to
and i cant hate you, no matter how hard i pretend to
didn't believe in true love, until you showed up
who knew i could feel so much?



don't want to be awake

prod. ?

Lyrics:

scorpio:
Looking through my photos again
And it kills me inside
When i come across your face
And I can't help but cry
Memories I can't erase
Wish we didn't say goodbye
We both made mistakes
And now I'm paying for mine

Thought I learnt my lesson
Maybe I'm just getting dumber
They said take some time with yourself, see what you discover
Friends i thought I had are now showing their true colours
And every message that I send, now being left on delivered

vails:
I thought it would all work out 
everything would be fine 
oh boy, oh boy was I wrong
I didn’t give it time 
and Consideration, 
I’m mad at myself
Now i have to admit 
that I feel left on the shelf 
dumber then ever
That’s just how I feel
Can’t look in the mirror
I don’t see the appeal
every word that comes out
Seems to stutter and I 
Miss the way we was
But you wouldn’t  bat an eye 
For me 
and for that I’m lost 
No matter the cost
I gaze upon photos and memories that we shared
And damn it’s hurting knowing they won’t happen again 
I often question daily when this nightmare will end
Cus I admit I’m really fucking needing a friend

devin's world:
Overlook everything you do 
What do you take me for a fool 
I know that you blow me off when all I ever tried to do was help I guess that wasn’t enough 

slamming my head up on the wall 
But I can’t break down get too vulnerable 
Cuz you’ll take advantage of my kindness 
Cutting you off just feels impossible 

I hate it 
Wish we never made friends 
I know when this day ends 
Still nothing will make sense 

I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I thought this summer 
Shit would be different
X2

dumber (feat. Vails x Devin's World)

prod. Thesoundclown

lyrics:

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

heyzbee:
I been on this tower
Staring here for hours
Losing all my powers
Sitting with the flowers
My mood has become sour
My soul she has devoured
She sees my iridescent skin
And screams that I’m coward 
I’m covered in the powder that’s been seen to devour 
Stars they have aligned anytime that Im around her
I been in a bad place somewhere that I scour 
Lemme know right now so I can tell you bout the counter
I been searching everywhere like I been on the browser
Epistemic views make it impossible to empower
You don’t see the vision I guess that’s you are a doubter
I been cooking up I use this beat like it’s some flour

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

Noise Complaint:

Put my life on the sideline
If you talk me again that’s fine 
It just doesn’t feel right 
When I spend hours wasting my god damn time 
Feeling nothing bleed all my thoughts online
Feel the pain then it’s also mine 
But it doesn’t matter
Soon I’ll make a decision and fall off this tower

Throwing in the towel 
Throwing in the towel
I’ve been staring here for hours
I’ve been standing here for hours
I’ve been staring here for hours

throwing in the towel (feat. heyzbee x Noise Complaint)

lyrics:

scorpio:
yeah, i know that they laugh at me
they take me as a joke
im so fucking paranoid
i need my invisible cloak

i know that im ugly
yeah, i know im fat
call me all these names
i guess ill hide the fact

yeah, it hurts me internally
theres so much fucking blood
all this weight on my back
hell it weights a ton

i live inside my hood
yeah, hide my fucking face
im still feeling miserable
i need my fucking space

hell they keep on laughing
but i dont see no joke
feeling so depressed 
but theres no antidote 

trying to grab their attention
but they wont fucking care
ignoring all my messages 
i guess they dont want me there

havent deleted your pictures
still got them on my wall
wonder why i cry at night
i break and i fall
wonder why i get upset
i made such a mess
losing everything i ever cared for
but i still wish you the best

Cineraria:
You wonder why I go silent?
Scars built over the quiet
I know that you know that

My friends called me stupid
And I still think 'bout that
You always called me useless
As if you were all that

To be pinned down
Told I'm a whore
When I'm screaming loud
Everything about me is messed up now
Everything about you seems evil now
I'm fucked up now

scorpio:
yeah, i know that they laugh at me
they take me as a joke
im so fucking paranoid
i need my invisible cloak

i know that im ugly
yeah, i know im fat
call me all these names
i guess ill hide the fact

Cineraria:
(Yeah I know that they laugh at me,
I need to hide,
I have to leave)


he4vy:
know i had to leave 
had to make it out
remembering times you always dragged me down
ive still got my issues 
nothings funny now
whys my head always so clouded with the crushing doubt
i dont think ill make it 
pointless words 
save it 
funny how the problem isnt life its how you take it
never been the one to show my feelings 
still fake it
bite my nails down to the bone 
i know ive been anxious

laugh at me (feat. Cineraria x he4vy)

prod. mackk

lyrics:

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
theres a certain something to express
but i cant get it off my chest

cause i know i cant get you
oh i wish that i couldve
oh baby i cant relax

scorpio:
i see the way you look at me has changed
i dont see the love you had on your face
but im still looking at you the same
and it kills inside, please just stay

carelessly fell in love
knowing damn well id only fuck it up
said some things that i dont mean
and watched you slowly forget about me

youve been in my head for weeks
thats the reason i cant get some sleep
ive lost everyone whos ever been close to me
lost in my feelings, two bottles of whiskey deep

lil booj:
if i lost you again id imagine my arteries would run dry
and my first attempt at coping rampantly is hollowed inside
i dont even wanna rest at night
i would dream of us it wouldnt make it better
another part of my life is gone
you can find your way so ill surrender 

ive got the scars you got precision
youll never stop and im missing
each point across yeah ill listen
ill lend myself for your mission

vails:
lately youve been in my mind rent free
and maybe thats why ive been losing sleep
thats maybe why ive been feeling defeat
cause i know i cant get you

rent free (feat. vails x lil booj)

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

prod. ?

lyrics:

scorpio:
could i...
find a meaning?
cause right now,
im living for no reason
won't text
cause i know im not needed
and sometimes,
i wonder why im still breathing

wont mend,
im still falling to pieces
cant depend
cause everybody's leaving
no friends
unless you count the demon
5 am 
and im still not sleeping

without me...
i bet you're living in heaven
honestly,
nothing i could do could kill the tension

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes

Majoraeclipse:
(Oh I)
try, try, try
maybe we'll manage seeing us
eye to eye
before we're scared and give it up
too bad we're of similar nature
cause every time you're slipping up
i see it in my behaviour 

so i can't blame you for it
everything you do to get some serotonin
i never wanted things to end but i keep begging for it
cause i see myself in everything and everyone
in wondering if Atlas could've grasped all of the world he had to hold

Noise Complaint:
Keep writing all the same lines 
I must be insane I’m
Running from the daylight 
Tryna get my brain right 
Dance around the problem hold it shut until I split 
Front a better type of person but I know I’m full of it
I know I’m not the same side as you, but I need you 
Pain lies in you, but you’re see through 
Better times smiling at the fake lights 
Don’t know how I’m gonna get over these glass eyes (x2)



glass eyes (feat. Noise Complaint x Majoraeclipse)

prod. skipknick
lyrics:

thane:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

scorpio:
id go anywhere with you
id follow to the end of the world
id follow you to the edge of the moon
id follow you everywhere, anywhere you want me to
Oh just to be alone with you...
home's anywhere with you and a roof

thane:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

thane x scorpio:
i can see the moon
in your eyes when i look at you
do you see the moon?
if its nothing that we do
i'd rather do that with no one else
I only want to be with you

do you see the moon? (feat. thane)

prod. tears

lyrics:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

How could you do me like that?
Matter a fact how could I run back?
I must be stupid to think that you changed
Just because you said it wouldn't happen again

It haunts me every day
In my dreams I always see your face
I wish you could feel this pain
But I guess we're not the same 

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

haven's perspective:
She's  the main character in all your stories 
She keeps telling me, "stop, you're being insane"
How did our conversations get so boring
You keep telling me to "stay in my own lane"

If I could, I would
Don't really like thinking that you..
how could you do this to me

Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2

scorpio:
Was it all in my head?
Did you mean what you said
We can play pretend
Like you didn't fall in love with my friend (x2)

all in my head (feat. Haven's Perspective)

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
I'm waving a white flag
I just wanna go back
I'm missing you so bad
Wish you were missing me like that

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

Writing these songs you don't even care about
When was the last time you even checked my soundcloud?
Cause I've been writing these songs about you
Only way I can begin to move on too

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right?

But I'm probably not on your mind
But I guess that's fine
Because I was a bad guy
And you probably hate me right? Right?

bad guy

prod. threemvsk x cxrter

lyrics:
ive tried every coping mechanism
every fucking breathing exercise
but my body never seems to listen
and i cant get it out my fucking mind

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

they keep putting me on prescriptions
and honestly im just praying for the best
i cant stop myself from reading the descriptions
and panic about every side effect

oh its gotten bad again
upped my dose of medicine
i dont think itll ever go away
i dont think itll ever go away

god i wish that this would end
somedays even wish for death
its hard to even make it through the day
its hard to even make it through the day

side effect

prod. Seri Hill

lyrics:
I can't let it go again
Hiding cuts underneath my cardigan
I don't know why I try and pretend
They keep upping my medicine

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

I really need this to end
God i really need this to end
I can't live another day inside this prison cell
God i hate myself
God i hate myself

I keep falling back
And now you're pulling in
Gotta face my past
I still feel everything 

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?

(Minds playing tricks on me
God I really wish they would leave)

I can't do anything right
Try, but been questioning why
Cry, I'm not good at goodbyes
Minds playing tricks on me right? Right?


tricks on me

prod. ?

lyrics:
was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

and ive got this hollow feeling
right there lingering in my guts
youve giving my life no meaning
oh look, look what youve done

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely

fuck you fucked me over
emotional rollercoaster, baby
now im not even sober
am i just a loser baby?

was it stupid to think, think that someone would care?
maybe you cared about me
was it stupid to think, think that you'd be there
cause right now im lonely


stupid

prod. Bezimeni

lyrics:
Lately hating every song that I write
Maybe written everything i could in my life
Baby, do I still cross your mind?
Crazy, I never get you off of mine

Feels like you're still here
Cause every time I fall asleep
When I close my eyes
You're standing right in front of me
And the moment I wake up
And realise it was just a dream
It kills me to death
The painful shock of reality

Haven't seen daylight
In about two weeks
Gotta get my brain right
I've been thinking deep
Staying up all night
It's hard to fall asleep
Could you hold me tight
Say that you'll never leave (x2)

Tell me who do you need?
I'll be whoever you want me to be
Good at make believe
I've had practice these past weeks

Don't even know me anymore
Wear a mask cos I can't face it all
So used to closing doors 
And spending every night with the same thoughts (x2)


thinking deep

prod. Matthew May

lyrics:
verse 1:
see your face in
crowded places
cant escape its
killing me
(killing me)

and i,
dont really want to fight
if its easier for you,
just push me aside
ill lie in my bed and think all night
if i still even cross your mind

hook:
but how could i ever let you go?
when youre the best person ive ever known
nobody could ever compare to you
i hate my biggest fear has come true

verse 2:
did i mean, anything?
said you'd stay but that's a lie
did i read into things?
said it would be different this time

and after everything im not mad
if anything, im angry at myself
im happy we happened, and got the chance
so this isnt goodbye its farewell

hook:
but how could i ever let you go?
when youre the best person ive ever known
nobody could ever compare to you
i hate my biggest fear has come true

farewell

lyrics:

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

youre gone and im the reason
i gave too many for leaving
i guess its my fault im dreaming
every night about you

i fucking fucked myself up
too scared to fall in love
cause every time i do
nothing compares to you

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

Cineraria:
when youre gone
i cant tell if
the time we spent was real or fake and
i pinch myself time and time again
i cant focus

your smile, your hands
you dont understand
how much i need you
i hope this wont end
gone in a month
i wish you could stay
but ill be waiting, ill wait

man of my dreams
will you wait for me or let me go?
do you want me or do you need me?
do you need me?

scorpio x cineraria:
oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

dream (feat. Cineraria)

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