Written and produced and performed by SEIDS 
Mixed by Tay 
Master by Jett

Barely Holding It Together

Just another body from the murderer himself💀💀

A Walk Thru Hell

Artist Commentary: The story of Beijing, as a song, started out - unsurprisingly - in Beijing, China!
I wanted to vent about the paradoxical experience of feeling lonely in such an extraordinary city such as Beijing - ultimately, where I still felt, perhaps understandably, like a foreigner. 
I had the honor of having UK-based producer Darren Martyn listen to my venting, so he could turn it into powerful, cinematic music.
Beijing, however, only saw the light of the day once I was actually not in Beijing at all, which motivated me to rewrite parts of the song from a more distanced perspective. 
I feel very proud of the fact that this song reflects how someone that sometimes can be somewhat sad and introspective can actually be really strong. This song helps me connect to that part of me that feels powerful, and I hope it can help whoever listens to it feel the same way. Thank you so much for listening! I can’t explain how much I truly appreciate it. 

BEIJING
Standing here
Laying my heart out on the mic
Singing to empty crowds
Don’t wanna be here
Foreign words
No one can understand
Am I just a toy for fate?
The death card chasing me

Pre chorus
I act, try to avoid the wreck
There’s irony in these moments
My luck, it broke me

Chorus
Stone-cold roads
When you got no one to hold
Chasing the dream and the gold
Lost in Beijing
City lights
Beautiful in the night
Without love don’t feel right
Lost in Beijing

Working hard
And they steal bills from my jar
An industry that's so harsh
Through music, I’ll fix things
The future came
Took all my hopes away
Got no song to heal the pain
Ran with the Hierophant

Pre chorus
Chorus

Bridge
The bars, and places I called home
All went away when you said so

Chorus
Leaving Beijing...

released January 7, 2024
Darren Martyn, Thais Cristine, Juan Eduardo Galera, Simon Bosshart, Ilia Frey, Mu.Sick Studios

Beijing

Dora

Baby, I know you notice the things I can't tell
Baby, I know you notice there's still no one else
Baby, I know you notice you're my everything
Baby, I know you notice what you do to me

Chorus
Baby, you're oblivion when the past comes, comes again
You are motivation and my words just write themselves
Baby, you're nirvana, stubborn lover, rural king
And baby, you just gotta leave fat Dora once again

Baby, I know you notice my blue flower dress
Baby, I know you think that I'm hot, yes, I am
Baby, I know you notice your aunt is no me
Baby, I know you notice she moans but I sing

Chorus

Dora, that girl's gotta, that girl's gotta run away
Dora, that girl's gotta, that girl's gotta have some shame
Dora, that girl's gotta, that girl's gotta run away
Dora, that girl's gotta, that girl's gotta lose some weight

Written by 
Thaís Cristine, Jarome Matthew, Luís Benito
Recorded at PRO SOUL Studios Beijing (2018)

Dora (Unreleased)

Ride the Tide

Sorrow - Thaís Cristine
Lyrics by Thaís Cristine Erb
Instruments and Production by Eduardo Galera
Recorded at Mu.Sick Studios (2024)

Artist Commentary: “Sorrow” is a song I feel deeply connected to and proud of. Its musicality reflects a subtle integration of my Brazilian roots, and the lyrics come from a place of real emotional honesty - something I value in everything I create. This song was born from a moment of deep internal conflict: the sorrow I experienced in response to a situation I deemed unfair and saddening. I struggled with putting my feelings into words. But ironically, that very silence is what led to this song. Once I recognized what I couldn’t express, the music helped me find the words. I believe Sorrow will resonate with people who think deeply, feel intensely, and often carry unspoken pain that others might not validate. If this song brings you a sense of recognition, comfort, or emotional solidarity, then I’ve fulfilled one of my greatest hopes as an artist.

Lyrics:

Sorrow:

How come when I try to say all the pretty words
It feels like nothing like myself, no, this isn’t me
How come I’ve said everything but it’s not enough
The words ain’t channeling much, no
It’s flawed their energy

Of love and remorse
I feel love, I feel regret too
I’m not in love, but I have loved you
I have no lied, I haven’t lied to you

Oh, I feel dishonest when I’m not lying 
Because I mistrust myself all the time
That’s what you did, love
Oh, feel inconvenient when I reach out
But they’re my feelings, they should be let out
Need to honor them too, oh

How come, the years have passed but the sorrow won’t
I’m feeling stupid, I’m feeling quite low, you told me to move on
How come I have a secret you’re like a god, oh
Seems like my spirit needs the real one, now that you’ve replaced him

Não soube amar, meu amor
Não quis me amar e me deixou
Por que cantar sobre a dor? 
Não posso falar, por isso canto 

Oh, I feel dishonest when I’m not lying 
Because I mistrust myself all the time
That’s what you did, love
Oh, feel inconvenient when I reach out
But they’re my feelings, they should be let out
Need to honor them too, oh

Closure, I sought revenge for closure
I thought revenge was closure
Maybe revenge was closure, closure
Closure, I sought revenge for closure
I thought revenge was closure
Maybe revenge was closure, closure
You hurt me with my sword

Sorrow

mix me

Gros c’est pas ton jeu mais à quoi tu joues ?
J’ai toujours le même flow comme si j’étais Jul
J’suis toujours le même gros je rentre pas dans le moule
Fils de mutin rentrent et sortent comme si c’était un moulin
J’aime bien écouter d’la musique toucher de la moula
J’aime bien écouter la musique toucher la moula 
Fils de mutin il s’est pris pour la moon

Fils de mutin il a cru c’était le centre
Pas de sous gros j’fais ça pour l’amour
J’fais ça par passion, pour la haine
Bien sûr ça me plaît de voir couler le sang 😒
Parle sur ma mère j’vais t’enculer le sang 
Le zin croit il est cool il est con
Et ta collègue je m’en fous de son con
Tapes lui, tapes lui dans le fond
Ça t’a plu, ça t’a plus dans le fond
Tu veux savoir gros j’ai pas vu le fond
Tu veux savoir gros j’suis plus dans l’euphon
Maintenant j’suis qu’avec les gens qui le font
T’es avec moi c’est que t’as un mental en fer
T’es pas avec moi c’est que tu montes à l’envers 
Fils de mutin me dit remonte ton pantalon frère 👹

Gros c’est pas ton jeu mais à quoi tu joues ?
J’ai toujours le même flow comme si j’étais Jul
J’suis toujours le même gros je rentre pas dans le moule
Fils de mutin rentrent et sortent comme si c’était un moulin 
J’aime bien écouter de la musique toucher d’la moula
J’aime bien écouter de la musique toucher la moula 
Fils de mutin il s’est pris pour la moon

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