As we get to the age of the final quarter of life. I found it is time to reflect on my past. My relationships although there weren’t many of them. They all had one thing in common. They walked away.

The Same Old Storyline

The Same Old Storyline Dave 🌎 Hanrahan

end and beginning

Bigrichhh -finessing on yo h.0

Tech house met progessive tech at an after party. 
They got Rekted and proceeded to head upstairs. 
They didn't use protection. 
This was the concieved result

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From the album 'Ambitious'
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Rekted

У моря есть волны
У солнца есть свет
Есть я у тебя у меня тебя нет
Ты смотришь в окно чтоб увидеть опять
Те странные мысли, не потерять

Пройдёт серой тучей и ляжет в песок
А мне бы приблизиться на волосок
К тому, что мерцает и может спасти
Того, что не вижу но есть впереди

Не зная что будет
Не видя, что есть
Мы сделаем шаг, но останемся здесь
Под небом курчавым расправим слова
И заиграют стихов кружева

Тот шаг, что надеждою стоит согреть
И для чего так хотелось бы петь
Шагнуть бы его, или что то понять
Те странные мысли мне не унять

Пр.
Помню свет в окне
Зелёной комнаты
Вижу, мальчик на ковре
Играет в кубики

/// google translate

The sea has waves
The sun has light
You have me, I don't have you
You look out the window to see again
Those strange thoughts, not to lose

Will pass as a gray cloud and lie in the sand
And I would like to come a hair closer
To that which shimmers and can save
That which I do not see but is ahead

Not knowing what will be
Not seeing what is
We will take a step, but will remain here
Under the curly sky we will straighten the words
And the lace of poetry will play

That step that is worth warming with hope
And why would I so like to sing
I would like to step it, or understand something
Those strange thoughts I cannot calm

Сhorus
I remember the light in the window
of the green room
I see a boy on the carpet
Playing with cubes

Странные мысли

Странные мысли / Strange thoughts

Introduction in English:

People often tell me that when they are with a loved one who is about to die, they feel particularly close to them. 
Sometimes, in such moments, the history of their relationship flashes before their eyes. 
Some report reaching a deeper peace with the person in question shortly before their death. Often, the dying say things they have never been able to say in their lifetime. For example, a father who, shortly before his death, is able to tell his daughter for the first and only time that he has always loved her.
Many of those left behind tell me that they did not want to let the dying person go, but that they somehow realized that they had to let go of their loved one so that they could pass away as peacefully as possible; that they could not “die with them,” but had to continue living alone. 
And it is not uncommon for those who are approaching death to tell their accompanying relatives that they should continue to live well and in peace.
All of these stories inspired me to write the song “Mourir (Dying).” And as always, for such fundamental existential experiences, I choose the language that best expresses these radical moments of transition: French.


Lyrics (for those, who don`t speak French)

Dying

I watched over your bed 
Sat here with you night after night

Your breathing is very laboured
And it's been a long time
Since I spoke to you

The cancer has destroyed you 
You lie there, powerless and limp

You've lost the fight 
No, you won't be reborn

The thread of your life is increasibly breaking

Your gaze is so empty
Come on, please look at me again 

One last time
Don't go yet
Come on, turn around one last time.

Your heart is beating so weakly
So stay awake a little longer

I'm really letting you go
But let us look at each other once more
A farewell glance before you pass over

It's already too late
I'm saying a prayer for you.

So go in peace
Without pain

Forever my great Love

Französischer Text

Mourir

J'ai veillé à ton chevet
Je suis restée avec toi nuit après nuit
Ta respiration est tres difficile
Et cela fait tres longtemps
que je t'ai parlé

Le cancer t'a emporté
tu es là, sans force et sans vigueur
Tu as perdu la bataille 
non, tu ne renaîtras pas
Le fil de ta vie se rompt de plus en plus

Ton regard est si vide
Viens regarder encore une fois
Une dernière fois
Ne pars pas encore
Tourne-toi encore une fois

Ton cœur ne bat plus que très faiblement
Mais reste encore un peu éveillé

Je vais vraiment te laisser partir
Mais regarde-moi encore une dernière fois
Un regard d'adieu avant la transition

Il est déjà trop tard
je fais une prière pour toi

alors va en paix, libre de toute douleur
Pour toujours mon grand amour

Mourir (Dying)

Thank you for listening to my music, I think I have found the right sound and I needed so much more practice.  The feedback has been amazing and helpful, we all need guidance and I need more than most. For me music is about self expression and I focus more on the emotion than been a Diva. What is fame?  A concept and for some it is important but for me my music is to bring solace to those who listen.  That is what years of music has done for me, helped me understand myself and fight my demons. The amount of tears I shed listening to music and how it helped me heal, that was the most important thing music helped me do, heal! Writing my own songs was cathartic and I released years of suppressed trauma and pain. Beautiful!
My timing is all over the place as I cannot do maths and my dyspraxia means my motor skills are rubbish and my guitar playing limited. Thank you for your support.  Keep on playing and singing! These tracks are my unplugged versions, as I am a musician but not a performer, so this is as close as I get to performing live! Thank you again for taking the time to listen!

brightest star written by MedusaMoon ©2025

988 is a suicide hotline operating 24/7 seek help immediately if you feel any symptoms from this song and follow @Xannyfanta on Instagram for updates (MY ONLY SOCIAL MEDIA)

https://on.soundcloud.com/0u2E9aYhLDuFIOUnds by Nova J @nova-j-49914957

RUN FROM ME by Nova J

[Intro]
Ahh whoa oh
Whoa do do do do do doo
Ahhh do do do do do do do do
Dahh do do do dah bah do do do do
Bah do do bah do do do

[VERSE 1]
Run from me
I’ll corrupt you
Infect you
Run, run away

[VERSE 2]
You’re confused
Run for the hills
You don’t have much time
I’m dangerous

[CHORUS]
And I know
That you like me
And I know
That you want me
No, you cannot fix me
I am broken beyond repair
Broken into pieces
Oooooooh ooooooooh

[BRIDGE]
Escape
This house is burning
And I’ll burn you
I’ll burn you
Consume everything that you love
And then I’ll break you
I’ll break you
Infect you

[CHORUS]
I know
That you like me
And I know
That you want me
No, you cannot fix me
I am broken beyond repair
Broken into pieces
Oooooooh ooooooooh
@nova-j-49914957

ShAnkAri touch - ShAnkAri prod.

Nova J - run from me (ShAnkAri touch)

Singing a song on the road to discover, and hoping that maybe you’ll sing it with me. 
I know it sounds so much better whenever we sing in harmony. 
We’ve got a choice, either buildin’ or burnin’. Reckon it’s time that we all started learning.
Bridges get used getting there and returning, that’s how it’s s’posed to be. 

But if we burn ‘em, there’s no going back. If we build ‘em we can shine. 
Sure, we can take a chance on standing pat, or maybe keep on tryin’
To reach across to the other side, and know we’ve tried to see - what it means to be free.

I know you think we’ve got nothing in common, it might surprise you to know I agree,
But that doesn’t matter, we’ve still got a ladder to reach above the fray.
We’ve got a choice, tearin’ down, or repairing, let’s make some noise, so instead of comparing, 
Let’s work together and work hard at sharing the things we have today.

But if we burn ‘em, there’s no going back. If we build ‘em we can shine. 
Sure, we can take a chance on standing pat, or maybe keep on tryin’
To reach across to the other side, and know we’ve tried to see - what it means to be free.


Building or Burning

yes i sampled you, what are you gonna do bout it?

Lonely

Retired the beginning of 2023. Been writing music seriously for about six years. Thanks for listening - and sharing!

Building or Burning

Scott Orr

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