LYRICS

Still, with all I feign,
I am far too plain
Still, with all I feign,
I am far too plain

If you knew me
ah, if you knew me
I'd give up my mystery
then I'd be the boring one

Ah, if you knew me
my secret would be 
spread infinitely.
I can guarantee, the real me is no fun.

Paint a picture of the perfect person.
Talented, generous, oh-so-interesting.
I've made a living off of living this lie,
you can't make me tell you who I am inside.

I've got a lot of people telling me I've got a   
talented, generous, oh-so-interesting soul.
A lot of people are believing this lie,
you can't make me tell you who I am.

But if you knew me
ah, if you knew me (if you knew me)
You'd tire of me easily (if you knew me)
I'm a case without a core

Ah, if you knew me
you'd just leave me be
I won't give you the key,
it's just a void behind the door.

Things'll Have to Change

The Boring One

LYRICS

Something's going around, 
but you don't seem to mind it
don't bring it over to my house
or I will catch it
or I will catch it

Left my life at my house,
don't want to need to get it
Don't show me what's in your hand
or I might be tempted
I might be tempted

I feel heavy and feather-light
like something's beating me up inside
I'm feeling sick but I don't know why, 
I don't know why
I don't know why

One two three four

Ooh, I'm speaking it aloud
ooh, it's getting to me now
Ooh, it's time I came around
ooh it's all getting to me, getting in me

Now I'm on my own
but I'm never alone
Now it's inescapable
I've come down, I've come down, I've come down, I've come down
I've come down, I've come down, I've come down, I've come down

When I'm escaping I'm feeling fine,
No further changes we'll be alright
Why can't I stop the passing of time?
My brain's too fried, my brain's too fried.

Brain-Fried

Sometimes I say I'm busy, but maybe I just need to realign.

Anyways I hope you like it.

Realign

Dive into the hypnotic and timeless, 'Honey.’ A head-out-the-sunroof dream pop anthem, infused with notes of '90s grunge. Majestic pads, heavy guitar, and punchy drums create a feel-good joyride. The ethereal vocal melody tells the story of an unsettling romantic desire: 'laced with an essence of disgrace, and pleasure painted on your face.' A coming-of-age journey of self-discovery and exploration, 'Honey' merges classic and modern sounds harmoniously.

Lyrics:
There’s something dysfunctional about the way this works
I can’t recognise
Why there’s something so fun to me about the way it hurts
When I fantasise

Stuck in the corners of my mind
It’s watching art before my eyes
It feels so good to be apart
Laced with an essence of disgrace
And pleasure painted on your face
It sounds so wrong but feels so nice

Undecided whether you deserve to have your cake
And eat it too
But electric currents running through my legs and to my brain
Say eat till your full

Stuck in the corner of a room
Passion on which my eyes are glued
Tsunami’s dripping from inside
Laced with an essence of disgrace and pleasure painted on your face
It sounds so wrong it must be right

And oh no
These feelings are consuming me
But I can’t wait for you to dip into honey

So sweet
Slippery
So warm 
and lovely

And oh no
These feelings are consuming me
But I can’t wait
For you to dip into honey

Credits: Mystic Tea Party, Blume, Sebastian Walach
Released: March 1, 2024

Honey

and Ghosts Disappear

Left for Dead

An exploration through the best of rock and electronica, "Empty as Always" delves into themes of inner healing and the tumultuous path of personal growth. With a symphony of distinct sounds that tickle every corner of the mind, from melodic guitar and synths complimented by breakbeats and bongo drums. It fastens you to a rocket and propels you into the unexpected. The grand uniqueness transports you to unanticipated realms, surpassing expectations and leading you on an unforgettable expedition.

Lyrics:
Locked in love
But not sure it could measure up
Self control
Is not enough to feed my soul

Lacking in self praise
I’m empty as always
Chemicals have worn down
All the drugs don’t work now
Sudden introversion
I’m a different person now

All that growth
It somehow happened on its own
In a zone
Yet somehow I still feel the load

Despite all my cliches
I’m empty as always
Everyone I’ve drowned out
Keeps on speaking so loud
With the same perversions
I’m a different person now

Don’t remember who I was before
It's something that I'm supposed to feel good for
Waiting for the day when I’ll explore it
If that day ever comes

Despite all my cliches
I’m empty as always
Everyone I’ve drowned out
Keeps on speaking so loud
With the same perversions
I’m a different person now

Empty as Always

Nature is letting loose with buckets of rain while soothing ocean waves lap against shore. This relaxing rain sound blocks out the storm of stress that swirls around our lives, letting us find a moment of calm. Shield yourself from noisy distractions, banish anxiety and let this rain and ocean sound bring you peace.

This ocean waves rainstorm sound is a great tool for helping you sleep, study, soothe a baby, or for general relaxation.

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Rain + Ocean Sounds for Sleep, Studying, Soothing Baby (75 Minutes)

Scott Baker Graham makes goth-tinged synthpop produced by James K Ultra of Pain in the Yeahs

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Left for Dead

Scott Baker Graham

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