Name: i learned how to tie a rope by Scottissad
Duration: 2 min 59 s
Description: I dont make music for ppl to enjoy i make it to express how i feel and try n bring joy to myself. but if you relate and enjoy it, that makes my heart melt <3

I dont make music for ppl to enjoy i make it to express how i feel and try n bring joy to myself. but if you relate and enjoy it, that makes my heart melt <3

i learned how to tie a rope

"wasted away" | sad bones x greaf type beat | cloud rap

PAINT THE WORLD RED (prod. sorrow bringer)

"walker" | powfu sad type beat | chill lo-fi

BVD CXRTEX: https://soundcloud.com/bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
Sometimes I feel like
I'm the only one that's alive
Like i'm the only one that's aware
When I look around I see nothin' and no one

Today the sky turned grey
I'm still lookin' for my own way
I know its hard
I'm still lookin' for my own way
Will I find it in my heart

Today I got 
No plans and that's 
Okay

(Chorus) 
Hold me closer
Baby don't let go
It's the only thing I know
Hold me closer 
I've been clinically depressed since the age of four
And i'm scared of letting go

(BVD CXRTEX)
When I turn around I see nothin' and no one
I might go dumb
I'm always relaxed, yea I swear I feel so numb
We got white rum, do u want sum
We’ll forget about the pain, we can have fun

I don't care what u say
”we want the old u” too bad, he’s so dead
I just wanna get paid
I don't care what it takes
I just wanna get respected for what I make

(SCAR$)
Today I got 
No plans and that's 
Okay

(Chorus) 
Hold me closer
Baby don't let go
It's the only thing I know
Hold me closer 
I've been clinically depressed since the age of four
And i'm scared of letting go

Desolation

Desolation (ft. BVD CXRTEX)

Really went for some Guardin vibes with this one, he has been a huge inspiration and I love that guy. Hope you all like it! Share with your friends and follow me! Trying to make music my career, and I need all the support I can get.

Synonymous (prod. Metlast)

cover art @4ddy 🫶🏻⭐️💖


bubblegum boy no my heart is not a toy held by glue
bubblegum boy lookin up at the sky and how it glew
life is a rager, i keep dropping bangers
that no one will listen to
WHY WON'T THEY LISTEN TO ME?
I JUST DROP SHIT AND SCREAM
I CAN'T STOP THIS DON'T LEAVE
IMA POP THIS NOT GRIEVE
pop like bubblegum
like princess bubblegum
pop pills like bubblegum
like finn and jake i don't fuk with no snakes
these chrystals light up caves
dungeons i overcame and i'm doing much better much better
hide my hands in my old sweater my sweater with bubblegum nails
ive been nervous to show them to the world i know they won't care
but i still get so nervous to just be myself to just be myself
bubblegum boy no my heart is not a toy held by glue
bubblegum boy looking up at the sky and how it glew

bubblegum boy (tydavid)

missed calls/unread texts (prod. branwen x single b)

Produced by me
Check out casperrr's music it rly slaps
https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy


Lyrics:
And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up 

I'm sick of feeling this way
Feel like I might decay

Hanging on by a thread
I can never forget
How I left it unsaid
I can't seem to giv a fuck

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up (2x)

i feel like this everyday 
i just want to change 
sick of feeling this way
all my body is in pain 

i'm coughing smoke, throwing up 
loosing strength, i'm givin up
all my friends hate me huh?
this shit really sucks

i don't wanna lose to my own habits
i don't want to be a fucking addict 
but it's hard when u don't want to be sad 
and the drugs were all i ever had

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up

Fuck it Up (Feat. casperrr)

TITLE (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Eb minor
Bpm 160

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng)

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Lost Love

Nightmare Hall of Mirrors

Depressed but I’m lit.
I make shitty music that’s unenjoyable to listen to, I do it purely for expression of the things I feel but can’t articulate.

i learned how to tie a rope

Scottissad

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