fav by me

how w/ daikyu (sytokene)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4nedVHLPAjzYll8z4Jz6y0?si=e59cd4d8c79e4c5b

prod @prod-rioxion and I

I felt like it

lyrics:
I will never care enough
I would never give a fuckk
I got no time to talk
I would never wanna talk

I don't have the heart to run
I don't ever wanna fix it
I don't have another option
I don't have another option

Put my head on ice n my brain froze
Don't remember when I ever felt able
They just wanna reduce me to a label
I'm not who I say I am, that's all

I would never move careful
Tryna find my way out the rainfall
Stuck to my bed like I'm stapled
I was never ready for it at all

N I could never fold
All the shit that's going on n up tenfold
All this fake shit never was simple
Lost all of my patience in the intro

I don't need you here to say I'm nothing
When they said they cared about me I could tell that they were bluffing
Ik I said that I don't have a need but yk I'm still rushing
Both my legs are broken from the pressure but I'm still here running

You never apologised but that's not what I'm asking for
I just found myself but really I don't need me anymore
Keep it in my mind, don't know what I'm really saving for
Leaving all my logic and my thoughts at the front door

I don't wanna go back ever
I don't wanna die in this render
I'm pacing back and forth like a waiter
Telling me to wait 'till it gets safer

It doesn't ever get safer
I don't wanna be fragile like a wafer
Put a hole in my head with a tracer
I don't wanna go again not later

out (scrambl rioxion)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2PXeWaWqcwifM3w7OpMI5j?si=SzNkSyKEQHyRc946-6JNPw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5A9pEBQeL2JP6iY6hPpWGG

prod me, sample: that's great! - @1kayro

took heavy inspo from @sinefelt

you cant tell me shit
just to say that i dont care about it
ask my bro for help he said put marker on my wrist

i aint selling but i got a market on my wrist
like im running track i got to mark it on my wrist

ill be dead for 20 years n i still wouldnt catch a break
leave your spot w a bag n ur legs broke

im not scared of my reflection now
look at that its progress
im here im alone n im bitchless

going up y axis sinefelt (math bar)
i js want some quiet i might dig my fkn ears out
if i find myself im going w my bros far out
you still talking all that shit 
been so long now

still tryna go far
shits been subpar
turn his brain dark
spin like a pulsar

n u still talking bout distance
shut up
acting hard but i slept thru all my timers

market

@qlein @daikore

cover by @goldetrash on tumblr

asian duo

lyrics
~
yh i wanna get my racks up
talk shit now its ticking like a time bomb
all you bitches live lies huh
youve turned soft cs you started getting riper
turning to an old timer
saw her face n u turned to a liar
u cant fly
youve been falling but that's alright

youve been going down
not too long till your stocks in the ground
and it all comes around
wont take long till my conscience is found
i wont be going
i cant stay if my natures showing
you cut off ur friends
n u still wonder why youre so lonely

@qlein

i aint dumb
like u wanna tell me how it goes
backdown baby we can just go keep it on the low
i wanna look at the stars in the morning
i dont wanna text u ur getting boring
i aint dumb
been on my two feet
wanna tell me how it goes thats neat
i been feeling awful do u think abt me
i aint dumb
i aint dumb
like u wanna tell me how it goes
backdown baby we can just keep it on the low
i wanna look at the stars in the morning
i dont wanna text u ur getting boring

@me

yh i wanna get my racks up
talk shit now its ticking like a time bomb
all you bitches live lies huh
youve gone soft cs you started getting riper
take a look at the timer
got me down in my mind uhh
now i gotta take your life
done so much but now u gotta die

now you gotta die
i dont wanna go cause youre just gonna cry
im not alright
i cant keep all the thoughts in my mind
now youre just trying to act tough
hollow tips drain all of your life now
i am never going up now
dont talk shit if you wont come and find out

time bomb + qlein (scram + daikyu)

https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

prod me samples https://soundcloud.com/deethew/for-once - @deethew

cover art by me and 
@daikore

sorry had 2 switch the flow
wait, woah, where'd it go
rlly think i fuckin lost it
n my circle start to close
i been stuck inside my zone
n i feel so fuckin low
everybody wanna talk on me, y'all just do the most

would it kill u 2 say that its still worth it
every time i do anything at all, u act like im a burden
would it kill u 2 say ur proud of me

change the subject, flippin pages on my head
yeah u treat me like a target, but ur callin me obsessed
n ur friends all act like im the problem
catch me, let me hit the bottom
fuck it, i can't chop it up and leave it at the door again
took me way 2 fuckin long to c that ur just not a friend

@2scram

think my times out
need a breath so i might just call a time out
if i go would you just assume im fine now
i can stop whenever i want to

so why dont you
i just miss having someone i can go to
can i miss what i never had
maybe i did but i never felt it
 
i wanna hear you more so can we talk

can we talk more? x4

can i chase what i dont need
in peace?

can i have a break? x3

change the subject, flippin pages on my head
yeah u treat me like a target, but ur callin me obsessed

i got problems
and theyre making me upset

would it kill you? x idk

i felt nothing when i saw u

would it kill you + daikyu

@trisonline

i know im rhyming it with it with it sut up

you can act like you deserve me
couldve been gone too early
i could never let them hurt me
tell me why u always changing topics

you put me in a place i dont deserve
you cant bitch about it
i could tell you everything 
if you dont ask about it
double crossed
but one day i'll just forget about it
i dont have to get you back
i wrapped my head around it

they just sulk over wasted time
didnt gaf till i noticed they been wasting mine
i cant tell
do you ever draw the line

dont be drawing mine
i dont need you drawing mine

i go through my days knowing i dont deserve it
dunno why im lucky i cant wrap around it
im always way too scared to ask about it
ive been tryna lose it since the day i found 

if you wanna go you can say less
he get packed like an HS
he was scared cs he was talkign shit w no chest
why you think that you get more if you pay less
wish it was painless

deserve prod tris

prod me

i dont love you the way i wanted
youre the reason my growth was stunted
i dont see you the way i once did
i dont see you the same way

there is no reason why i fuck around
im still blind when i look around 
im still watering the bushes while you beat around 
you can bluff and tell me what you wouldnt do about it

but the roof keeps the rain out
do you think that im still the same now
we havent stood on the same ground
but you still say we're the same
i can only see the differences

waited for a year can you tell me what the difference is
i cant take a break i just wanna get through
i know im a hypocrite cant say that you do
i cant say the same 

i think im gonna cave in
plenty of cuts i didnt make it
i could try again but i couldnt save it
plenty cuts but i couldnt feel shameless

you cant call me shameless
people try too hard to be laneless 
im still all the things that i hated
(i dont know why you always try to blame this)

said im sorry but it was belated
you still talking all that shit when youve not been related
people try to act the same and its so saturated
i dont want it back i think id rather be beheaded

im so sorry that i never said it
i wanted simple things that never made it better
but it never made it better
guess i lied when i said it was the other

but the roof keeps the rain out
do you think that im still the same now
we havent stood on the same ground
but you still say we're the same
i can only see the differences

but there only are the differences
waited for a year can you tell me what the difference is
dunno when it started but i couldnt finish it
(dunno when it started but i couldnt finish it)

roof keeps the rain out

prod me

love you all

i could not sell my own soul
no im not taking no offers
when does it start getting old
tired of taking these losses

new friends but it dont feel different
they wont hear the rest of it
you dont have to care
i'll just give you less of

where do i go if im not even claimed by the place that i came from
those who r judging are living in misery how can they find shit to talk on
how can i let someone digital ruin my day
i still let it happen
its an honest mistake
happens again anyways

i can not talk if theres nothing to talk about
thats hard to remember
i keep running my mouth
they wont talk to me now

they want attention until they receive it 
now they try turn back time
and they still telling lies
habits take time to die

i had my friends online
i couldnt talk to the people
i couldnt look anyone in the eye
all of my efforts just end up in nothing

you can talk all you want
i always knew u were bluffing
think youre a miracle worker
cant turn nothing to something

u sit around n do nothing about it
couldve been thru in the time you were thinking bout ways you tried moving around it
i have my ways i could care less about sharing your ounces
i couldnt smoke anyways think my lungs already melted

when i woke up it was alr sundown
and it was hard to sit still and stay on the ground
i might be cloning myself who are you to care now
and i still talk to myself theyre still here somehow

memory loss

https://open.spotify.com/album/7mxSEqPaYMh2O0EZIOTjAW?si=7qihSTFNTYyVtjA6UHBDNw

@trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline @trisonline 

instrumental - tris
vocals - scrambl

i love you all

lyrics:

oh right so its my fault
looking down the barrel of a rifle
you dont have the guts to shoot till you do then what do i do from there
am i a fool for thinking you cared
am i a fool for thinking
how much did i miss by blinking
you were gone in a moment

you were gone i was frozen
tho im not sorry for cutting you off
you still come up when im dozing off
you still come up in my mind

you still come up all the time
and theres nothing i could do to change it
and theres nothing i could do to embrace
you dont have the guts to shoot to kill  (a lot of times i guess)

ive only seen you as a coward
and youve only gone and proved me right
its the only certainty ive felt in the time with you in my life

you dont have the guts
ive felt so bad even though "i could not"
ive been getting told what to feel by the lot
ive been getting told not to feel and to rot

its hilarious
never felt so fucking serious
and you tell a cat to not be curious
guess you lied when you said it didnt hurt

you dont have the guts to shoot to kill  (a lot of times i guess)

ive only seen you as a coward
and youve only gone and proved me right
its the only certainty ive felt in the time with you in my life

shoot to kill

@043v @zzoos @909froko

i dont think i understand
how could you just go and take it back
now theyre saying its my bad
who taught u to lie like that

how did it get so bad
js left and it wasnt so hard
ig i js let myself get hurt
wake up and i vomit words

howve they not gotten bored
give my all than i can afford
i wont like what theyll have in store
better yet ill go

idk where to go
and i said that ill do no wrong
idk where to go
i thought it was set in stone

vomit words (043v zoos froko)

@s0da0ntheside https://on.soundcloud.com/C7k4nUYamrTpuf5H8

@c4ts https://on.soundcloud.com/ypgx2i2NQqTsnrmc8

emw0n - above me prod scrambl n eikk.flac

@trisonline

dont even have any words
say what u want idc if it hurts
make no sense im just vomiting words
im feeling sick ive been vomiting

youre almost everything id ever want 
somehow youre still nothing
youre almost everything id ever ask for 
somehow youre still nothing

they see a problem they run like athletics
they like to talk but not back it up
and they say that were pathetic
they never look at whos speaking up

give me an offer ill take it up
i think im using up most my luck
taking my time got no need to rush
minutes they turn into hours

minutes they turn into hours
im waiting for may and the flowers
im waiting for things that i may never discover
i dont know why but i hope that i never recover

minutes they turn into hours
i dont really mess with the others
i never move i just hover
i dont think that ill ever get better
i dont think that ill ever get better

minutes turn to hours prod me n tris

@1kayro

scram:

fill my messages w alt accounts
here i was thinking i was different
i still dunno what they talk about
i wont ask it's nun of my business

tho i kno that it's worth it
i've only killed what ive nurtured
you were gone it was the first thing
that i noticed in the morning

i'd be a fool to want it back
yk i can't keep myself on track
i never claimed i was perfect
was it really that obvious

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

kayro:

Can’t get calm, my god, I’m a let down
Said I should get fucked, what was that about
One ask, one try before I get out
Tried taking me back and took the wrong route

And now ur acting like I didn’t know
And ur still trying like it isn’t over
Stop telling me that I shouldn’t go
You can’t fix this with a clover

scram:

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

the thought of you was awful
it's so pathetic you were the only one i talked to
i was hoping it would end soon
and ik that u felt that way too

alt acc + kayro (kayro)

lryics later hi gujys song war people cover art by me prod me flip you

scrambl

i dont care abt the side effects
are you stupid why you asking if im leaving yet
you dont know how fukcing bad it gets
i know we aint talk for ages sorry i forget

ho i know you you just duck when youre called out
u know u far away u talking on my phone now
he know what he done he aint even try n clear his name
they try to say i changed

did i do enough
rlly thought i healed but i still want me gone
i could never pick that up
i cant pick it up
i dont want your drugs

i got headaches and it gets too much
im not trying to earn back your trust
i cant name a time i dont know when to start
you can sit back while i tear myself apart

daikyu

i think thats just how it goes
everyone's a poser
i dont know where but im going there
i think that im awful
i think i got set up
but would you come back if you had the choice

no i dont have the choice
i been stuck in one place for a year now
there's nothing more to talk about
dont know why im fucking up so i just keep on fucking round

you could take my life
i'd kill myself to be something
i know that shit will never get better
handful of pills tell me "take it or suffer"
cant rely on shit like that i can't be altered

i see people looking for a way to break the clock and wind it back to change the things that they regret and fix the problems that they left but i could never tell
if that's something that i would do
if its something that i could do

scrambl

and theres nothing i could do
tell me why would i want to
dont go saying "zy you aint call back"
what you said that aint nothing you can take back

dunno why they hate us when they taking what we built up
tried to talk to you i swear that shit was rlly torture
get off their dicks you aint nothing to them
mfs rlly would just kill u in a second w no second thoughts

quite a handful + daikyu

feel

@prod-rioxion

i feel like majima
eyepatch on my face
like a pirate on the island
y'all stuck on the bay

ask me did i win the race
are you dumb
it’s okay 
i still dunno what i can say x2

who am i to tell you what to do
i just lost myself and i can’t get it back now
who are you to talk when your mans got sat down
yall still on the floor it’s the air that we stand on

i’m w bro i'm w kiryu
all these other motherfuckers they ain’t even close to you
i’m like majima bitch i’m everywhere
fuck the crowd i’m a breaker
ik u wanna stare

b i'm in the shed i feel like laker
thought he was my bro but he as fake as the others
he can’t take shit he can only take cover
fuckin' up my thoughts we were fine in the summer

how can you act like that
ik that you give a fuck drop the act
howd you let it get so bad
youre unrecognisable i want you back

js act like i never gave a fuck
i don't really anyways i'll give you want you want
n i'm slurring all my words i'm feeling like a drunk
me and buddy might get mad, put you in a trunk

i've been sorry but we're past that
when you tried to fuck me over can't look past that
you can't realise yourself you were off track
what you do is what you get, no more takebacks

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
don't you touch my face stg i said i'm over it
take it at my pace, if you rush i swear i'm leaving it

how come you only put in effort when we're losing it
now i'm dumping mid song i swear i'm losing it
two years fuck its plenty to get over it
tell me really please do you find me pathetic

FUCK ME you're pathetic
you can never blame yourself youre fake synthetic 
you were lying all along you thought i read it
now you know i am really that oblivious

Majima (Rioxion)

@fleshtoflesh 

lost my mind recording this

did i take too long
i would rather die in here than play along
with you
why you acting like i wanna ride with you
got me feeling like i wanna die

fuck the cold fuck the summertime
take a look and tell me what you like
you dumb fuck you aint getting nun of it
if i were you i'd cover it
i do it for the love of it

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
he been talking lots but he been moving slow
he been gone he been comatose

cant you tell im busy cant you hold it
had it in the bag but he sold it
had me in the end but he folded
had it in the end think i folded

tell the truth
i dont wanna call back
ya you got me so mad
i dont wanna hold back
give ya all that i have
on my life id rather die

its not even that late
but i feel like a fucking corpse
i got tired of this game 
but how could i want more

and its not even that late
i think i feel the same
this shit just rots my brain
i cant tell it apart anyways

in mah bed im watching markiplier
feel like afton in this bitch they set me on fire
ask me what i know ask me what i-
my brains in a knot cause they left the fuckin heater on

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
i love the cold i hate the cold
i dont miss the sweater weather but im missing you

taketoolong @fleshtoflesh

please get me out of this timeline

prod @1kayro and i

i dont wanna live w that on my conscience
gtfo of my head w that nonsense
i couldnt live w that
bloodshot eyes seeing what i didnt have

can you repeat what you said
im so sorry that i do not understand
u can cry by urself if u want
cant believe my eyes cant believe you when u talk

what the hell do i want
its not like you would care about it
the hell do i want
would it even have mattered
nothings changed i feel bruised n im battered
i promise theres still nothing i would change if it mattered

i dont wanna get u back
i just wanna take that breath i never had
rlly wish i didnt stay i didnt have to
all the things i did for us i had to

bruised and battered @1kayro @scrambl

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

---

can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

@debutvalley @eboof

im in here like where they at tho
who are you i dont know
im tryna stop the cycle

we go big like tidal
foreign bitch come w subtitles
u stuck at the start me and bro sit at the final

u a clanker, i said i dont want her
had to drop her, car move like a chopper
i could love her, my btc still calls me awesome
yous a bitch i could never take ur offer

said ur going up ya thats not true
i cant fw him if he with u
i was thinking damn id be dead soon
at the front like how could i help u

im in this bitch like what u want
dunno what to do when everything is gone and said and done
imma take him down solo 1v1
look em in the eyes i could tell that they had enough

i dont wanna kno u
ya u soft like some tofu
ya hes goobin ya he call like what u up to
ya thats bro i could trust him cause hes not u

swear to god
im not tryna talk
messing w my head i cant crawl i cant walk
hit him up like when tf u up
i dont wanna see no im not tryna swap

the cycle @debutvalley @eboof

@oaelis @daikore

ive been done for a year now
cant let my head push my plans south
i got my brother on my side u a let down
thought u dropped me cant expect me to be there now

do u rlly feel alright
come in to my life just to tell me all those lies
this shit happens all the time
do it all but youll never tell me why

you gon leave me in the dark thats alr
i cant see thru the dust in my eyes
miss my bro i just hope he had been doing alr
ive been good its okay if u dont care i dont mind

idk much im waiting for u to tell me more
i was tryna talk then u told me u were bored of me
ya ik ya u told me not to worry
keep me on ur mind dunno why u still wan talk bout me

@daikore

they're all pushing me away
they say that I'm an asshole
they dont wanna be around me
maybe that's the goal
cuz i dont wanna feel guilty
know you'll never get me
if you have a problem
you gut it at the source

fuck it i'll just go
fuck it i'll just : skull :
fuck it they won't know
I can't tell em bitch its too late
I just wanna go
I cant even start to cope
know nobody did me wrong
man that's all my fault

"dont follow spam"

@scrambl

i wanna get back to what i been doing
idrk ive been picking n choosing
i dont wanna know ive been down i been losing
idk when u walked in the room like who bitch

u could leave me in the dark dont give two shits
feel like @stokahr i pull up n leave him toothless
pain in the chest on the daily i still do this
pain in the chest i still couldnt give a fuhdge


(leave me in the) dark + daikyu prod r000

prod @attc @xandror2

crazy timing wtf

"i love lying on the internet to get internet points"
i was gonna kms to make a point
were good now i hope that fuckign bitch knows that im not a toy
techincally im not a boy no techincally im still not a boy
hop on a atticbeat jsut to make some bullshit
how r half of u ppl bigots ur surrounded by f*ggots
how do u still fw me u want all my friends dead
u lett that shit get in yo head no fuck ch*rlie k*rk he in ur head

i dont wanna drain my pockets further
name still ring a bell i dont know where i heard it
yk ur still a burden
u still pray that one day i get murdered
ik cause i saw u say it
hate my game dont play it
saw u diss 2 ppl but they not related
i looked in the mirror i look awful
swear my girl is lying to my face or shes doubtful
speaking loads of shit u got mouthfuls
skip me to the outro
plug got plenty stock got a house full

internetpoints @attc @xandror2

@bonedoji @qlein
i will never get a job wont get no offer
u dont get to write my story im the author
why u covered head to toe in blood thats awkward
u could say it to my face no i dont care abt it
u dont wanna care abt me i dont care abt it
i aint left the house in the days i cant stress abt it
i feel like every other bitch but i cant care abt it
how u calling out a r*pist but u chill w one
u just use the double standards for the larger sum
how u chilling w a predator yall were 1 on 1
he knows that ladder wont climb itself hes not a dumb cunt
i dont fw all teh drama
u make music on the internet aint no shit that deep thats beyond me
@bradily got the bapes that shit look good w louie v
yall talking shit just wait n see yall talking shit couldnt be me

offers (bnnett qlein)

wonderfully scrumptious izaya tiji bootleg prod ME! (zhenyue) <-- yep that's me!

@chewgen @noraware pic by @zzoos

i tried my best it wasnt worth it
i cant get it perfect
its not just you whos hurting
we can never know for certain
we gone fuckin merk him
it will be a service
i could never work it out
tell me where u heard it
im doing ..stuff
im doing something!!
u dont got a reason to hate me
i dunno whats been on lately...
u still think that u could change me
u aint shit u a jerkoff
why u being weird keep ur fkn shirt on
had a chance to give a reason gave teh wrong one
dont give me shit get ur job done

im doing stuff @chewgen @noraware

https://soundcloud.com/prod-rioxion
https://soundcloud.com/user-923518542

i made bad decisions
i wont try to make it right
cause i gave all i can now i cry every night
its not okay
please give me your sympathy
same flow every fucking song are u sick of me
british kid said i had a lisp
i cant really tell would you tell me if i did
coloniser told me im not aussie idk what he is
guess im chinese and he's just.. british...

shout out all my scottish friends out there
shout out jane shoutout dan shoutout goobin
rlly need to link w my bros thinking soonish
im just too autistic i cant talk to a new bitch

guess what...
chicken butt
i got brad on my line yes im tryna ****
im w noah.. i wish i was.... i miss my brother
ive been stuck in one place swear to god i just hover
i dont ever wanna go to a seminar again
like it wasnt that bad its just shit that i alr knew
hate me for a minute but now im ur friend
FUCK YOU you can miss me with that BULLSHIT!

i love helpy 
can someone help me
cause i dont think ill last another night
its so weird cause i should be okay
cause i talked about it
but everyone just says "you should talk about it"
i dont wanna talk to another careless ignorant pretentious husk of a human 
i CANT be bothered
saying youre a christian wont just send you to heaven

hello girlfirend
im sorry i dont talk a lot i cant help it
i was prepping lunch and the box melted
the food was very hot and the box was plastic

bad decisions 🫢 prod rioxion elow

@gr0lth

what u talking bout
they gone kick me out
aint nobody pick me they gone pick me now
u wont tell me how i sound
i sound terrible
i cant find a home
all these faces i dont know
talking stages i dont want
tie my laces i still fall over
all this shit that i dont want
show me what i havent done
tell me whats been going on
tell me is it over yet
i cant check again
i dont understand how u still think im the cunt now
i do what i want think about it still cant do much now
i just wanna drink till the fuckn suns gone
crying bout shit that i shouldnt even care about
what u talking bout
they gone kick me out
aint nobody pick me they gone pick me now
u wont tell me how i sound
i sound terrible
i cant find a home
all these faces i dont know
talking stages i dont want
tie my laces i still fall over
all this shit that i dont want
tell me i dont talk enough
look at me then look whos after you can tell me what u want
sorry i was late sorry spent too much time throwing up
ive been stacking on my plate tho i thought i couldnt eat too much
im missing her like hell i aint seen her in a month
i know they all sick of me they asking zhen like are u done

brain food @gr0lth

made the EVERYTHING in this shitpost on @back2colombia computer (headset mic </3) 

also lowkey stole a bit of the flow at the beginning from https://on.soundcloud.com/oaelis without realising my bad 😭

they dont wanna see
im w vince i think he might be chinese
give a fuck if u dont like me
tryna fly tryna sightsee
i aint got shit they still wanna bite me
cant use my head i gotta write these (FALSE!!!!)
feel like theyu been fake  fuckin w me theyh all lie to me
we dont gotta talk if u dont know what to make of me
为什么要说，现在真的没有问题
真的讨厌夏天
等了一个月还没站在你的面前
我最近很糊涂只能躺着想念
看着你的脸我不想要等到冬天
its only been a day i just wait for the winter
dunno what u say i just store it in my liver
i dont wanna drop my shitty friends
call me stupid think im just not ready yet

cant use my head i gotta write these (FALSE!!!!)
feel like theyu been fake  fuckin w me theyh all lie to me
we dont gotta talk if u dont know what to make of me
为什么要说，现在真的没有问题
tho i struggle with attatchment
im gone give him all my heart then he treats me like an asset
have the thought but u dont ask it
cant believe myself put my fuckn thoughts in a basket

scrambl

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