spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

what you'll never have + daikyu prod me

prod kay @3eight9 , qlein @qlein <3 「デモ」

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

you know it's not ok but you're still alright
'cause there's not much left to go
i know we don't have time to say goodbye
but i still want to know (oo-ooh)
was it worth it i don't know (oo-ooh)
promise i'll think of you some more

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

u know

please get me out of this timeline

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

---

can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

the medications ain't working,
all my words have been slurring,
i don't know who i am anymore,
i am tired of being me,
i wanna rip myself out of this body,
out of this body,
now.

identityerror [self-prod]

prod @deepinparis & @rhekdens

feat @7akkiro

@deepinparis :

when i see the bands i hit my dance
went and cut down all the weeds so i could grow up my plants
im with akkiro he the money making man
got a bag for the cash thats the cash making bag
think of this shit man it all makes me sad yeah
if you switch up for a bitch that gets you tagged yeah
flowin up on every single beat cuz thats the pattern
bitch im thinking bout the times when i had her
im just thinking bout the times when i lost it
yeah i hate myself and its worrying me often
i cant wish em well cuz i know my heart is knotted
i just heard your new song and its not it

@7akkiro :
idk idk anything at all
not a problem
anything u do u run em off
know i made more 
more than what u made in a month
i get payed more
ik u gon struggle w ur funds like

we got funds right
my bro crubling the weed we gon spark right
he try pushing up on me he get shot right
we gon spin back we gon get that 
bro go get ur lick back

i got racks all on me 
he try gon try to push up on my team like yea
wake up everyday im counting cheese
see him thru the lens get hit with beams like yea

do my dance ft akkiro prod me & rhek

cover of "love yourself" by justin bieber
made october 20 2024

lyrics:
for all the times that you rained on my parade
and all the clubs you get in using my name
you think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
you think i'm crying on my own well i ain't
and i didn't wanna write a song
cause i didn't want anyone thinking i still care
i don't but you still hit my phone up
and baby i'll be moving on
and i think you should be something i don't wanna hold back
maybe you should know that

my mama don't like you and she likes everyone
and i never like to admit that i was wrong
and i've been so caught up in my job
didn't see what's going on but now i know
i'm better sleeping on my own
cause if you like the way you look that much
oh baby you should go and love yourself
and if you think that i'm still holding on to something
you should go and love yourself

Love_UrSelf 10/20/24

A space for healing and relaxation through sound. Each track is tuned to 528Hz, the frequency of love and transformation. Music for meditation, sleep, yoga, and inner balance.

Pure Resonance 528 Mhz

Synthetic Waves (Instrumental Piano)

Piano - Classical - Cinematic - Soundtrack

please get me out of this timeline

zhenyue