Раздумья Станислава.mp3

Lyrics:

hey old friend
how did you know
how did you know that i'm still in my home
how did you know
how did you know that i feel so alone
im still writing songs
im tryna move on 
but i cannot get over all of the pain
it feels like an ember burned in my head
apologies since ive not left my bed
im on the floor and i needed help
too many drugs inside of myself
i just needed to get out of the way
needed to finally get her out my brain
maybe if i try to overdose something will change
maybe somethings gonna change
i dont really know where i should go
where should i go from here

hey still

hey old friend
i wanna know
i wanna know why the hell you let go
i wanna know
i wanna know where the fuck i should go 
cause there's nothing left for me here
nothing left except my one thousand fears
they're piling they're piling 
there's more every day
i do not know what the fuck i should say
i'm going insane 
cause all of the pain is rotting in me
it's killing me
wish someone was here
someone could take all my tears
im still not feeling okay
i got some bullets put them in my face
cause im so depressed
my head is a mess
and i need to get out 
i just need to stop
i need to get out 
i just need to stop

hey still
i remember

hey old friend
so where do i go
where do i go 
im losing control 
there's nothing left inside of me
i feel so empty 
i cant even try
no i cannot hide anymore
i cannot feel anymore
she left me sobbing 
crying on the floor
i wanted her
she dont love me no more no
now she is gone
and she's moving on
im tryna move on 
i found someone else 
she could the one
im so terrified
cause i got PTSD
she's coming thru and it's killing me
every night in my memories
i wish that she could see everything she did to me
everything she did to me

hey still
i remember

hey old friend
it's 30 below
i feel the ice and i start to turn cold
my heart's turning black 
maybe its cause of the ice in my veins
i know i will change
for now im the same
dont tell me you love me
to leave me again
i do not want any fake fucking friends
so i'll chase the money go get dividends

HEY OLD FRIEND (CapsCtrl)

Lyrics:

48th street
kalameet took me home
told me not to feel too bad
i'll always be alone
48th street
i miss the old me
you can find the body if you dig behind the tree

the one that's in the front yard
where i carved different hearts
initials in the middle hope we never fall apart
they never really loved me 
and i knew it from the start
that's why i hit restart
that's why i hit restart

now i'm moved 
i'm sitting in my room
it's raining hard and i'm just texting
you tell me that you want me
and i say i want you too
i say i want you too 
is it worse or it better
i get see you every single day
you start to take the pain away
you wanted to play stupid games 
and now nothing can stay the same
woodruff drive where i tried to stay afloat
i started suffocating when i realized it ain't home

wisner avenue 
where i finally felt at home
i got a new family and i couldn't feel alone
i tried so hard to love her
but i couldn't let her go
i tried my best to hold on 
all the way to the end
i had to lose them all 
i had to let go of my friends
i turned anti-social 
and i want this shit to end
bad mistakes are in my past 
and i cannot pretend
that i am not a sinner
and i cannot make amends 

48th street
kalameet took me home
told me not to feel too bad
i'll always be alone
48th street
i miss the old me
you can find the body if you dig behind the tree

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