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There’s A Kind Of Hush (Herman’s Hermit’s Cover B).mp3

Slowly Congealed Remake of Twin Fantasy

Stop Smoking (We Love You)

lyrics:

so this is the first time i dreamt that you raped me
im used to the nightmares i remember them faintly
i couldn’t breathe cause your body was too heavy
i tapped on your shoulder as to ask you to not break me

i woke up in cold sweats the dreamt lasted weeks
standing on the train station holding back tears
dream became reality and reality too real
so i just laid in silence and waited to not feel

and im pretending to be ok when i know that i am not
i am cutting so much lately everything i see is blood
and i am waiting at the bus stop i am sitting on a chair
everything around me is moving and im barely here

i skip school again today like all the other times where i just choose to lay in bed instead of waking up and doing things and trying hard to reach within to find a tiny piece of me that isn’t too sick to live

living is a curse but i’ve committed to the crime
and i am here and i am breathing i am doing my time
i am sick of all the waiting but i fear what will come next
id like to sit in peace and quiet with a clock that never ticks

and i am tired of my brain and  i am tired of myself
i just laid in bed cus everything inside me is a mess
and nothing ever makes me happy except for slitting my own skin
even though i finally know why its the painfullest of sins

and im pretending to be sleeping when i know that i am not
as to rewrite my own dreams so once i’ve hopefully forgot
cus my brain likes to take good things i have and quickly make them rot
so i dont like to close my eyes cause everything i see is mud

i should just give up today like all the other times where i just choose to lay in bed instead of doing stuff and being happy and having hope for something that maybe will come along out my brain like in this song i realise that i am way more sad than i would ever have known had i just stayed in my bed watching stupid shows and pretending even to myself
cause i dont know how i can fix this shit
i dont know why im still like this
depression is a hole 
and no matter what i do i still sink
i still sink

Sinking

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Nevermind, Okay.

Underground artist (buried alive) for The Screaming Mime Theater.

https://www.youtube.com/user/ScreamingMimeTheater

There’s A Kind Of Hush (Herman’s Hermit’s Cover B).mp3

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