another sad ass love story

fly like a bird hang by a rope

ice_tea ;3 (f/p Snorkatje)

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

Candlelight

lyrics:
feel like im invinicible, invisible
i know it's hard, to get control
of me, and everyone i touch
what i want to see, is nothing but a front

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

lost it, i fucking lost it
i think i'm running out of options
while i get toxic
i love to talk so much, i talk shit

hope no one watching
if you can see proceed wit caution
im filled wit toxins
im into dark shit

watching death just don't feel right
let me be there to end your life
cut you up until you can't feel anything
and make you mine

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

i'm in love with everything
i tend to fall between the seams
when everything just falls apart
is when i show up in your dreams

i know something you don't

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
wanna love but my heart so cold
i don't know, i don't know
gets so cold

it gets worse, it gets worse, it gets so much worse
it gets worse and worse and worse
it gets worse, it gets so much worse
it gets worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse and worse and worse
and worse and worse

IT GETS WORSE

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Delete it (ria)

lyrics:

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

I Felt this Molly boot me up
I Felt the devil fuck my holes
Fuck with me and lose ur soul
Junkie model tryna cope
Leave ur lover in the dust
People cant prevent the cold
We all suffer in this moment
But right now we’ll never know
Cursed characters spat from out her mouth
Ive known like about three failures she had slutted out
Now its me and im ok with that cause I dont view myself
As a saint im more of a guinea pig for different mental welts she deems appropriate 
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
So what 
Of course I couldn’t give a fuck im high
Off drugs we petty fight and petty fuck in time
But this time
I went home uh
Im at peace
In my room all on my own uh
but If earths crust
Was torn up
And our time
Was cut short
Would u wish
You’d shown up
On that night
On my porch

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly
With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

Who Tf (branwen)

@cybertrash
play pretend - prod. cybertrash
mastered by YAKI
REDEYE (demo) - prod. DvDx, Juberlee, Glyph, cybertrash, YAKI
mastered by YAKI

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play pretend

lyrics:


I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

Dont be shy
Around me
I am still who u met
When we were 14
In these
Porch lights
On halloween
I was hoping that I
Could still see u in my dreams
Tearing up
Never felt so useless
I dont even wanna do this
The energy to go thru this with u
Left me like last Tuesday
She moved in with me soulmates
Now she acting like a roommate
I was never that guy though
Her love you more like a typo

I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

a Tuesday (Eric Godlow x scottysplash)

FACETIME (feat. han.irl<3)

glass +guardin (noahmadethiss)

things with wings

attention whore

lyrics:

Separate your body from your mind 
Its possible if u try
I could never die It feels like
Id come back to life In spirit
I shall breath again In minutes
I went to hell and I aint like it so I came back to earth
I could wipe the tears ur crying
Something bout the night is like dying
Something peaceful lays in this silence
copper found a home on my eyelids
The afterlife is not promised
If it were ill be honest
Id lay neath in this fire
In this chaos im my calmest
These promises
Hold barely anything
I pray I suffocate
On all this bullshit pain u conjured
Im alright
Ill make it by tonight 
at least I have my mind and body
Im the only one that got me
Let me die my love im dnr
Disregard my beating heart
Place me in my early grave
The pastor hates me anyways
Dont u think its funny how
I will suffer for ur faults
Maybe u should help me out
Or maybe u should let me go
Let me go I swear ive had enough torture
Sat me down and told me stay and that’s an order
Flood the church if she comes in the light will scorch her
No one cried no one showed up here to mourn her

wreck me (xlhc x noahmadethiss)

lyrics
i told his hoe, lets go, somewhere
that she ain't ever been before
oh my god, know she bad
no i cannot let it go

oh wait hollup, oh no
ion know where i'm bouta go
oh wait oh oh, im on go
ho im out the door

red light, all night, all right
i know she up to sum
she said she love me oh
she must think that im dumb
i know this bitch a trick
know what she really want


no that bih don't love me
that bih love oxycodone
oh boy what's wrong wit me
i'm worried bout some old hoes

lemme flip the script
can't fuck wit that bitch
just know that that hoe
can't kick it wit us

i blow off a bitch
to blow a lil bag
we hop in a jag
she hop in a bus


boy better back yo ass up
for yo stupid ass get shot
boy better hide yo face
before to stupid ass get caught

my homie done got the drop
you better watch out, get ya glock out
boy you finna get popped yuh
get yo body dropped yuh

my homie shoot out the window
in the benz hoe, with them spinnas
and them big hoes
red light wit them big poles

play wit them sticks, limbo
boy get sliced, kimbo
smoking on that endo
never play pretend hoe

script

sidelines

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

'goodbye' produced by heylog

lyrics:
almost 5am, i find it harder to sleep
i crack the window and i hear every animal sing
with a wind blowing soft, rustling through the leaves
admire nature as it comes alive from winter to spring
the flowers grow so tall that they start to bloom
and i just took a couple out cus i picked them for u
hoping one day you'll travel here to see what's new
cus this bouquet is gonna die if u don't visit me soon
and i
have a difficult time
spending days
when ur on my mind
wish this
would just go away
cus i'm trying to push u away
why
do i feel lonely
knowing i
hurt to see
an outcast
no one wants to be
and giggled at
n always being teased

can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
in disbelief that i will never see a point in life
i'm on and off of feeling bad and for a second i'm fine
it's so messed up and i don't think that i will ever resign
i'm so bipolar and i don't want u to see me like this
cus i guarantee i'll scare u if i speak from my chest
i didn't mean for u to leave when u saw that on my wrist
and i'm so sorry for putting u through all of this 
so why
do u keep playing w me
is it cause
u get lonely
in the night
and think of us
well it's fine
cus i think of us too
why
do i feel like this
well nevermind
cus u don't care about this
and if i die
will u grieve
and will cry
and will u miss me

CAN SOMEONE GIVE A VALID REASON ON WHY I SHOULDN'T DIE
CAUSE YOU MAKE ME WANNA KILL MYSELF OR GO GRAB THE KNIFE
I'M AT THE AGE WHERE I CAN NEVER SEE A POINT IN LIFE
IN DISBELIEF OF EVERYTHING THAT I'M JUST WASTING MY TIME
I'M SO BIPOLAR AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME LIKE THIS
CAUSE I GUARANTEE I'LL SCARE YOU IF I SPEAK FROM MY CHEST
I'M AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN WITH ALL OF MY REGRETS
THERE'S MANY THINGS I WISH WERE GONE OR WISH I COULD RESET
I STEP INTO THE LIGHT AND DID THIS WITHOUT A GROUP
AND SO YOU NOTICING ME NOW WHEN I'M STEADY ON THE MOVE
AND YOU JUST THINK IT'S ALL OKAY TO HIT ME UP OUT OF THE BLUE
I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND OR TYPE OF BENEFIT TO SATISFY YOU
SO PLEASE GIVE A VALID REASON THAT YOU WANT ME DEAD
IS IT SAFE TO EVEN KNOW THAT THIS JUST MIGHT BE A TEST
FOR YOU TO TRICK ME INTO THINKING I'M NOTHING BUT A MESS
DELETE YOUR IMAGE THAT I LONGED FOR AND NOT SEEN AGAIN

if i can't love
will i end up
alone and forgot
or spend it w someone
i can't fall in love
my hearts dead
probably numb
i miss u my dear
it feels like it's been years

no way home
i was never close
the path ends here
don't know where to go
stone cold lies
i knew i was right
so farewell
cus this is goodbye

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scru6