so whats that bout love
just accept that im in the dark
i keep trying this shit is a dud
you know i like u i hate that
u fuck up my mind and i take that
its a L on my part 
ive been alone for so god damn long
cannot find the words to this
i fucking miss u i do
u never knew that i liked u 
try my god damn best to excite u
whats the point if it all ends right now
well fuck that oh
im a step up from that guy that you talk to
and i hope that he hurts u 2
and i hope that he hurts u

ihopethat/hehurtsu

what’s that you said
not gon’ shut up
feelings i can’t keep up
i don’t want 
i don’t need you
i don’t love you
i just needed stability 
i’m so broke down and fidgety 
but
but i was hoping that
we could go back to that time where i hold you baby
i don’t need shit but a macc for my safety 
double 03 put a hole in ur baby 
i’m outside getting high on the daily

for saddening times for realith

//lyrics
i'd say anything to make me feel better about myself
you think i need your help?
you think i need
the constant reminders about how im nothing to you
and what i mean to you
and its f*cking hard
nothing will change if you play that card
you think you're so smart
you think that you're brighter than me
you think that you're higher than me
i take no interest in all the bs acquiring me
ive never felt so hated
their laughing at me and i hate it
this is a test of my patience
find a way to make it make sense
they just want to make me
worry im working on myself but
surely i don't want to, go back to that

prod me

nothing

vocals by https://soundcloud.com/reefuh and https://soundcloud.com/scrufff yay

prod me obviously :D

milktea 초콜렛군 오렌지양

reef + scruff - sweet tea (sai)

Made July 12, 2023
Love you Kyle this song is beautiful

Original description:


cover of cursed by aftrr
https://soundcloud.com/xdkj/cursed

lyrics -
i guess i fucked up again, some shit i can’t undo
why are we toxic as friends? thought i was best for you
we talk, it’s me you can’t stand, i guess it’s overdue
got my face in the dirt this my end, coffin got space for two

feels like i’m cursed
i’m cursed
i’m cursed
like i’m cursed
don’t wanna hurt
won’t hurt
wanna hurt
anymore

repeat

spent a whole month inside this room
i right my wrongs and pay my dues
i told my pop i’ll do him good
guess that’s a lie, i tripped on you
i watch the birds sing
you promised me the world and now i’m losing
it all

it’s so confusing
why’d you go and leave like that you’re ruthless
go kick me when i’m down like i’m fucking stupid
i hate it when you’re around i can not do it

cursed cover

what do you do?
when everything in life turns blue
you don't know that you're too far gone
you've hurt yourself far too long
"it'd be better if i was gone"
do you feel worth it?
step on the scale
oh you think i don't notice?
the way you've grown frail
oh god, please
tell me i've got it all wrong
that home that you built is not strong
that's not where you belong
live a life by a toilet bowl
"it's what you deserve"
look yourself in the mirror, there's nobody there
oh darling,
you're worth so much more
you're worth so much more

worth

star

prod. okayjml

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just 2 dogs from the pound
always tryna act so tame, oh wait, you're known for the bark that's loud
why you tryna be someone you're not, this looks getting way too foul
tryna talk back, girl better watch ya mouth
cuz i walk that, practice what i preach, oh wow
you're really not the girl that i need right now

but i try n see, what's the fun of it
and im looking deep, for the fuck it
cuz in knowin me, im knowin you, but i cant figure out why we are the same
you been too busy takin substances
haven't come n tried to talk to me
does it hurt that bad?
does it hurt that bad?

i stopped tryna come to you
i mean i tried for you
but i keep feeling like im being used
you try and comfort me
yet you keep hurting me
im so tired of switching moods
act one way for you but i gotta look out for me too

really gotta do what's best for me
but don't really know what's next 4 me cuz we're
just 2 dogs from the pound
always tryna act so tame, oh wait, you're known for the bark that's loud
why you tryna be someone you're not, this looks getting way too foul
tryna talk back, girl better watch ya mouth
cuz i walk that, practice what i preach, oh wow
you're really not the girl that i need right now

dogs

omg imnotvrycreative palcement omg omg !!! !! !!! 
posted on wrong acc but its fine
prod me

Snakes In The Grass - Imnotvrycreative

imissu

*demo*…

Lyrics ->

Hitting the target 

You blocked the doorway 
Window still cracked 
Peeking in waiting for my collapse
 Do you need  me to beg 
Isn’t it enough I can’t forget all you said 
Heavy words to hurt me 
Hitting the target 
Am I dead? 

You always leave too fast  
Acting like I’m the one who ran first
I never wanted to race 
Didn’t realize I had to face this as competition 
I miss the beginning 

You don’t talk 
but you still care
That’s the part
that’s never fair

I want to forgive when you leave without a goodbye 
Not sure though if I can this time 
You never say it out loud
Yet I still hear the plea 
“Don’t stop loving me, even if you don’t see me”

I don’t have to be told 
Loves a thing you’re afraid to hold 
So you watch it just to feel control 
Do you know what it takes to love someone this afraid ?
Doesn’t it make you sad
I wanted to grow old with you 
I wanted it all with you 

I still do most days 
Maybe always

nothing

ruff

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