say it with your heart

everyone in the beginning like 4 minutes is from my collective @digitalcompromise

Producers:
Scruff
Irusu @rpsu PLS CHECK THEM OUT THEY DID A LOT
riipsk
Nefa
Pichu
01ashes
Maxmadethebeat
Aidan han
Lo3rd
yyori
Malikai
Bleach
3xogmel
R1vyr
Dias
Skeleton
Yung effen
Thorrill
1200
Soju







Artists (this gna be a while)
Scruff
Kaido (@1kaido PLEASE RUN UP THEIR PROFILE PLEQAAASE)
Christian blair
Scruff
Peso
Kaido
Keeta
Diced
Xetonyl
Clip
Lo3rd
Careful
Pichu
Gash
Endie
K4RSON
Ovrwrld
1SLIT
Ketsu
Cawnuhr
Starkey
Chanelfather
Genc471
Crowlyyy
Plante
One direction 
Primm
Cldsummer
Scruff
Cherryrizla
1crusafix
datboiryen
Z1m
Yoku
Malikai
Poptart
Lizard boi
Shynitel
Claude
Killnord
Hovis
Suns3t
9gal
Peso (once again)
Gunk
Flxwed
Poni antoine allo
videuu 
Dias
Scruff
Ellie
Szama
Xaotix
Eggboi
Mossgarden
Froe
Euje
Sacrifice kid (underrated pls follow them)
Kyot0
Ka bel
Zyklongod
Waste33
00Matthew
Seamoretheseal
Scruff
Gash (again)
Jacy Nyte
HeySavvy
Irusu
Novastein
Ethn
Tylerjser
Deadman
Bug05
Eliott
SBGNova
Persian
AuroraDrowsy
Shia
KawaiiRxge
Entity7k
1AntiBody
Kainebot
N3K0
Ciche
Cole Toto
D3zra
Noara
Cyandream
Ankh
SeanFranco
X-ego
Viizzi
NICK03
David halo
Ilykaden
Uxie
Sceau
Tsuyunoshi
W3S
Gloss
Lure
Xenkai
Sehvn
Oliverxo
Shilohantonio
sevendsr
kenocide
Dias (slay verse)
Lynn
Nylan
M0tive
Lucina
1200 (awesome bridge)
 Narcoleppsy
 Jahhlu
 B3e
 Riptheo
 cxrize
 Ripjuud
 Leshen
3 farts
 Thorrill (beautiful outro)



Cover art by pichu

scru cypher 3

scru cypher 3 w/ 120 people (+ 20 prods)

@1kaido

produced by me, @maxmadethebeat, and tomoya tomita

dog model in cover by @kei4all
drawings of me n kaido by @nicopatty

//lyrics

(kaido + scruff on backing vocals)
(harmonic moaning)
your finally mine
ive been waiting
im so nervous
ive been patient
with you
open that door
you been alone
pick up that phone
I got bands
i am the man
and i do everything that i can
and I dont understand
i didnt plan this
isnt this lovely
i didnt vanish
pick up that phone
no ones home
pick up that phone
i got bands
im the man

(scruff)
shes my fan
its like this new part of me has began
its turned from impossible to "i can"
whats on your mind i cant face it
i cant erase it
all these feelings in my head I cant take it
now im better off NOT dead in the making
said "isnt this lovely"
i said all this shit like i meant it
feels like im in my mind for a minute
and Im always the one that just NEVER GETS IT
i hope we have no problems
pick up our losses
i dont feel this often
we should never stop it
meet me in the cockpit
its getting boring now I just want her to get off of me

lovely

lovely w/ kaido

produced by maxmadethebeat  & aidan han n a little by me

@1kaido
@yoshi

//Lyrics

(scruff)
im on her page like a stalker
stop talking you're a goner
i won't take your offers
24 bottles down, that's not what i taught her
pills sitting, on top of her dresser
i wanna caress her
I showed my diamonds to my mama i'm a flexer
took the call 3 times, knowing you would get hurt
we going up
love how you're not showin up
i tell myself im glowing up
dont tell me how to run this shit
you make wanna throw up

(kaido)

Stalker

stalker w/ kaido & christian blair [p. maxmadethebeat + aidanhan]

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

sdfgdsfg

liar w/ kaido [p. adrien + john roseboro]

produced by sai

//Lyrics

{harmonic moaning}

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

{harmonic moaning}

im honest with you oh
so where did i go wrong
can you point it out for me
you open your lips all i see is insecurities oh
i
hate it
im nauseous
and im anxious
sh*t ill be honest
oooohhh
tell me your coming inside
tell me ur gonna abide
tell me that its a disguise
tell me bout the look in ur eyes

dun du dun dun dun du dun dun du du du dun dunnnn x2

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

mix by nylan

tired

tired [p. sai]

@1kaido @saiwai @rpsu

//Lyrics
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
me, I wont be looking back I
know im gon but im comin back
to see, if you're really doin that, your really provin that
this is who I wanna be
you want to exploit me
you say that shit like its the best for me at all
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
(kaido)
paradigm bling
what is the point of all the mind games
i dont wanna play
my feelings are fortified
cuz this shit is never the same did you fuel all of my pain
what if i gave up what if i never saved her 
what if i had my bank up
what if i loved u major
what if i gave up what i didnt save her
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
you're ungrateful (damn)
you should be more thankful (yea)
its not appealing to you
stay focused
I aint noticing this pain growin
never would I expect that
u got a mental illness and you flex that
and im jus tryna get my checks back and you wanna know why-y
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find

parasigm

paradigm w/ kaido [p. irusu + sai]

fed up

fed up [p. sai]

prod by @saiwai

ts dont make no sense

//LYRICS

you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
you still did that shit no way
i still don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now
and im like "why would it matter to me?"

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out
gimme 4 n ill make sure i don't cry out
this is my lifestyle
just wait till its night out
idek if im wrong or im right now
they outta sight now
feel like that guy now

walk up, im frozen
they dont wanna talk to us I know it
you say you love me but you dont show it
and you wouldnt know that i would notice
but theres no way you dont have the advantage
they ask how i get through it all, i manage
ooohh
so just stop it now i cant get out cus

you still did that shit no way
i just don't know what to say
anymore cus we runnin out of time now
close the door, ima put that boy in time out

oblivious

oblivious [p. sai]

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

art credit: @rpsu (irusu)
produced by @ogpichu and a bit by me

//Lyrics

was it something you meant to say to me
i need a break, you on my rank falsely
got em in, run from the jakes, im gonna take what I need
I cannot lose, take another route
I know that soon youll know what im 'bout
you got this room fillin up with doubt

you just wanna take, mine
you never say sumn, feels like we watchin paint, dry
I could just wait time till I know I can make it right
fake, disguise
wait, this time
cause im gonna come back and
take, mine
you never say sumn, feels like we watchin paint, dry
I could just wait time till I know I can make it right
fake, disguise
wait, this time
cause im gonna come back

im at your home
you're not alone
you shut the door on me
walkin and steppin in clothes
you cant afford, on me
i dont need your advice
only lost when I try
god, my thoughts wanna die I
swear to god if you wont say something
Ive been in the wrong but I wont fake nothing
sinking in style
I was just a child
was it something you meant to say to me
i need a break, you on my rank falsely
got em in, run from the jakes, im gonna take what I need
I cannot lose, take another route
I know that soon youll know what im 'bout
you got this room fillin up with doubt

you just wanna take, mine
you never say sumn, feels like we watchin paint, dry
I could just wait time till I know I can make it right
fake, disguise
wait, this time
cause im gonna come back and
take, mine
you never say sumn, feels like we watchin paint, dry
I could just wait time till I know I can make it right
fake, disguise
wait, this time
cause im gonna come back

doubt

doubt [p. pichu]

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

//lyrics

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you talk to me
When you're tryna help
Its the way you talk to me
When im runnin' out of your love
Is changin' is changin' for you enough
I thought it'd be painless
Oh what a bluff
Lately its been harder, to stay away
Lately switchin' starters, to stay awake
It aint even fair that you're with me
Get to cryin' when im bouta leave

Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

Its the way you speak to me
When im bouta cry
Sit back, watch your feelings atomize
I guess stayin' up witchu a fuckin' waste of time
When you're barely trying, its the fact I have to tell you
Please dont hate me, while im here
I feel it aching around my ear
All these changing faces, I cant be near
All these blatant changes that I cant be here for, for
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms
You know
When im anxious the sun dont shine
Im gon' make it the day she's mine
Ready or not
We barely talk
Is it something that you want
Up in my arms

paranoia [p. sai]

Produced by sai

// lyrics

What it, what it, what it was, what it is, what you on bout, oh, I'm breaking in
It's like you don't want me to let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I wont need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

say it with ur heart [p. sai]

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. adrien, sai, & chromecue]

//Lyrics

look at me n i say
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
got my medals just cookin in my room
all these songs indicate my mood
you dont wanna talk what am i to do
am i wrong for acting clueless
been talking to myself
you're walking through my wealth
put my arms around that shell of yours
no harm in all these metaphors
now im up they dont notice me
its just my luck that your cold to me
now the time's up i wont fall asleep
your my love and you're all i see
uh, find something i dont do
your lies indicating my mood
this time, i dont know how to move on
once you look at me and i said
all night i dont get no rest
i been tryna write what you put in my head
i want you in my bed
left side of me entangled with no rest
on the freeway pullin ova
whatchu say when im sleepin on the sofa
all the shit i done so far
it aint in vain, while we all grow up
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again
you could watch me go both ways
everything we do, put it in the page
everything we do, gets rid of the haze
everything i do's just running from the cage they put me in
see your schedule, book me in
i think its settled, look at him
goin federal, once again

norest [p. sai]

lyrics
will you let me get some rest, im overwhelmed
with you laying on my chest when my fort fell
with the same old texts, girl it wont help
you can feel it in your legs when you melt
and, you fell in love
I know only you held, my trust
and, dont sell my thoughts
i know you're an angel, with loss

please open the pages
look at what im facing
yeah, no more changes i hate it
baby we could watch it cave in
It makes sense at the stage we're in
fuck, look at your eyes, its one shade off from sapphire
it's decided that
i lost my heart to desire (yeah)
i know its hard, but dont cry again
i just want to know what you're residing in
well im prayin for you baby dont go
fuck a dance off tell me you wont
stay hands off that was my home
while im still distracted by your glow (once again)

Eee eee, ee aann, aaahn
Oo aah ahh, ooh aahh ah, oo aah ahh, ooh aahh ah

will you let me get some rest, im overwhelmed
with you laying on my chest when my fort fell
with the same old texts, girl it wont help
you can feel it in your legs when you melt
and, you fell in love
I know only you held, my trust
and, dont sell my thoughts
i know you're an angel, with loss

please open the pages
look at what im facing
yeah, no more changes i hate it
baby we could watch it cave in
and make sense of the stage we're in
fuck, look at your eyes, its one shade off from sapphire

angel [p. sai]

//lyrics

Only if you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to touch
what happened to me
Like what happened to love
Ill be happy diseased
Im not faithful to, what you say in the least
But you stay cold and im supposed to know what that means
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

Only if you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Since you want it, ill do it if you wanted, us
Girl you done it, now i been on the same road
Girl im runnin', my feelings on the table
If you want it, i'll do it if you say so
But what if, im not able

To give you what you want
Before the changes girl im just missin' what it was
Now im the same person i was just a month along
I'll go insane, tryna find out what happened to us
Or go insane, tryna find out what happened to trust
Now i'd be happy to run
Always fall into lust
But if you were the one, you would
Want it if only i knew you wanted, us
Since you want it, i'll do it if you wanted, us
I know why
Its chemical, i wont lie
You act cynical, i dont mind
I know its pitiful but i like you

if u want it [p. sai]

You resemble the stars

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth
Head over heels for you lately
Obsessed with you but you’re crazy
Im fast as you, you said it
All signs point to you changin’
Upset with you, but you’re waiting
Wont fess with you, cus you hate it
Wont better you, let the roof cave in
We could talk but

Its too late to stay off
Take all, the weight off
Baby its too late to break off
Through all the shit you face for pay stubs
And you dont know what to say
Cus you dont know how to feel dont know how to love
And you don’t know if it’s real right in front of ya
All the shit im sayin’ gon fuck it up
I been thinkin bout you late, till the sun is up
But i want you for all ages, one call later, i could take it all back
Cus gunshots couldn’t phase us, its okay cus i could say we dont care
Its so hard, with you resemblin the stars
Im just defending my part
Thats the start, no head in my arms
Baby dont tread from my warmth

envy [p. reef]

//Lyrics
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind
You're like a shell of your former self bae
You just wont tell off nobody else, yet

Well you know too well
that it cant be helped
take, one look at your body and im falling down
through the depths of hell
Where i wont be found
Im a mess and you can tell cus its just part of your spell

Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind

candlelight [p. sai]

no, we cant fall
guess i dont know
but, you're damn wrong
i try to focus on everyone
just not you
just not you
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you
you live a lie
at war with yourself baby watch it go by
ive been on both sides
pick up the time
no amount of help could make you switch all your tides
now its all goodbye
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, so i might need it myself
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, just thinking to myself
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you

no, we cant fall
but you're damn wrong
i cant just focus on anyone
thats not you
thats not you

wish you well

wish you well [p. sai & adrien]

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

produced by sai
some guitar done by me
cover art edited by ilxrrr (the goat)

//Lyrics
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

these stone walls just wont break down
only artist in my town, oh please
move on, move on, bae
move on, move on or i'll
walk off, anyways
wont fall, for anything, I
move hearts with a pen and page
i've thought through every maze
baby when you're around me it hurts
but when you're not its much worse
coast to coast love just wont work
now thinking bout what I
learned about honesty, you
said your done calling me but
we'll just see how we end up
only in intervals

oh, my, god
you just cant wake this up
you just cant wait for sum
you just done waiting in line
feel it around me i lost when you thought to doubt me it hurts
if you allow me ill erase everything about me from your head girl
wait not that part
what we said girl
wow we went that far
maybe my visions off but im not ready to let go
you gave us up, like wait one second we were so close
stars just aligned, bae
why you wont call in the night, I
couldnt fall in your light
but you're leaving no one by my side
see you crystal clear
throw away your fears
just make another story up
then give me some euphoria
your just too worried
i just cant focus (give me something in the night)
with your worries
my only hope is (i can get something right)
oh my god
oh my god
im so sorry
dont get me-

you're in a hurry
i just dont know yet (i just need a little time)
you allure me
i wonder whats next

crystal clear [p. sai]

end of an era... stay tuned

produced by sai
cover art edited by ilxrrr

//lyrics

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
What you think
Only you would try to ruin my life
So obsessed its like you’re still mine
Im so stressed what you did to my mind wasnt right
You come into my life just to terrorize
When i go gold spreading lies
You think you’re so fucking noble
I dont buy it
Begged you for forgiveness like half the time
Then you turn around and spin it
No i dont think i like you
Or anyone thats around
All your groupchat validation putting me down
I just assume that you wanna see me dead in the ground
Or somewhere i wont be found
Well too bad cus soon youll see me everywhere
The regrets thatll follow you everywhere
Dont pretend this wont follow you everywhere
I hope it follows you everywhere, everywhere
I hope this follows you everywhere

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
Whatchu think
Treated you the best i could but you cant admit now cause how bad youd look
Give me back the rest you took when you’re laying at night think about what you should’ve done
What it was, was something manifested from the one you loved
Just act like yall cant trust me like it wasnt sum
Just Deep inside your mind that you bottled up
Please wake up
Always some shit you made up
Started to feel like fake love
If you got an issue with me say sum
Say something, just say
What you think

whatchu think [p. sai]

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

produced by me @scrufff

featuring @kurtains

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBjPukjdAuU&lc=UgxuPLViMGAigkaehDJ4AaABAg&feature=em-comments

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3EnY5StFgZV9pUUuFp4nP4?si=e3NmvgUWRxW1ao3o_bAvpA

@kurtains

produced by me

pic by me

falling

spotify

falling  w/ kurtains

produced by me @scrufff :)
 
out on all plats

left pic by me (right one @heysavvy)

LYRICS//

(hook)
Why do i act so reckless
Your so condescending
I cant understand sometimes
I guess im not comprehending
You act so tedious
I dont really wanna care anymore
I shouldnt even try
Its starting to feel like a chore

(chorus)
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me

(verse (ik its small chill))
pause
You think you know everything
Criticism not constructive
But really i couldnt care about it either

(hook)
Why do i act so reckless
Your so condescending
I cant understand sometimes
I guess im not comprehending
You act so tedious
I dont really wanna care anymore
I shouldnt even try
Its starting to feel like a chore

(chorus)
I will never hold a grudge for you what do you want from me
Why do i never feel love up in your company
Your acting wack, stop it please
Got you acting like a monster now get away from me

condescending

produced by me @scrufff and @heysavvy ;)

pic by me

//LYRICS

said don't make a sound, just shut up a a a a
said don't make a bag, u don't know ow ow ow none of us,
I feel bad bad bad
put that boy up on a shirt he feelin sad sad sad

Meet me at the Catacombs, and he hit me on the flipphone,
late night dsi on the flipnote,
two twin switchblades aimin them at your throat
talkin shit on IG, we pull up at your ho o ome
XD baby UWU with me,
with the late night skype calls OMG G G G
be my goth queeeeen hello kitty
and we playin skate 3 with the call of duty lil bitch

u don't know mee, can you stfu
talkin shit online but you will never pull up
can you shut uuuuuuuuuuuupp
can you just stoooooooooo o o o o o o o op
talkin shit up in my comment Idc bout your opinion
you're a waste of my time my options are that im winnin
didn't care about the shit so I just went in
I just wanna make music, I don't care bout my position

do you know how much it would take for you to think I care
woah woah woah, y u always walk and stare a a a a
I ran to the cash so give me a break,
I I I did the dash but you wanna take
I don't wanna crash your life when it's fake

flipphone

produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me @scrufff and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu

mixed and mastered by me

//LYRICS:

didn't care about it in the first place
how do you look so good on your worst day
it's not fair at all, how I feel great
ion gotta care at all, how you antagonize me

i'm, so, done wit it all
gotta life, imma throw it away overall
it's like week, after week, i'm so done get it off
but eventually... you know we all go fall away
(that again)

nevermind, imma stop talking bout my time
got so much ice up on my wrist I can't get caught between the lines
i don't know you anymore so i don't know why you just try
it's cool, but i don't really even wanna die

it's cool, but i don't really even wanna try
are you ok, I don't really even wanna lie
stop acting, like it's not ok to cry
it doesn't really have to be ok to say goodbye
(that again)

thank you for listening!!!!

i'm so done

//produced by me (@scrufff), soju (@sojurembrandt), bigmandem (@bigd-mandem), gltch (@user-804977807), and maxmadethebeat (@maxmadethebeat)

//cover by me and @ogpichu

//VERSES (IN ORDER)
1. @scrufff (chorus)
2. @yungkeeta
3. @wehateclip
4. @caprilol
5. @stacked-peso
6. @scrufff (chorus)
7. @sceauu
8. @ripxet
9. @1endie
10. @heysavvy
11. @1slit
12. @scrufff (chorus)
13. @1mosh
14. @23ze
15. @babysantanaa
16. @kkyprxo
17. @aramii
18. @user-351493649
19. @ilyflxwed
20. @not1icy
21. @fumky13
22. @ovrwrld
23. @terastic
24. @okseph
25. @scrufff x @wehateclip (chorus)
26. jack harlow (yes i know hes hard)
27. @szama
28. @1schwefel
29. @ilymotive
30. @donteverforget
31. @konketsuuu
32. @darkestnet
33. @scrufff (chorus)
34. @y0r0
35. @ilyw3s
36. @lil-centerfold
37. @1kairi
38. @mosahlol
39. @kxly
40. @peitzuh, 57. @itzaidyn, ?. @kawaiirxge

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