new track i made recently, love the emotional vibe, hope you like it
produced by @poondauwu

lyrics:

i only hate myself thats all
i know that this is all my fault
the reason i feel so alone
im cutting off everyone
makin music till im dead
i am my only biggest threat
I got no one to call home
My bodys aching all my bones

i only hate myself thats all
i know that this is all my fault
Im feeling dead im feeling light
Im just waiting till its night

my fault (prod. poonda)

dtl (outro)

prod by me
mix and mastered  by me

lyrcis:

All day I've been thinking about you
I dont know what to do
I dont know what to choose

We are growing apart
Yeah, going seperate ways
Yeah, you're walking in the dark but I still feel the same

I'm drawing the line
Yeah I had enough
Overthinking shit that never happened, last years been rough
I dont know if it's better
But I know it still hurts
If I don't draw the line this would just make it worse

Ich weiß nicht was du denkst
Ich weiß nicht viel über dich, doch komm nicht von dir weg
Ganze Nacht denk ich nach, wie es wär ohne dich
Aber durch diese thoughts fühl ich nur einen Stich
Dieser Stich, er brennt so tief in mein Herz
Und die Schmerzen werden schlimmer, fühle mich nur noch leer
Ja, du schaust mir in die Augen aber sprichst nicht mit mir
Zieh 'nen Strich, den ich weiß das es nie so sein wird

Haven't slept in days, ripping my heart out and being kicked
Fuck, I think this is an endless torture trip
Cut my hair for a fresh start, why the fuck not
Maybe color it all black, anything to make it stop, fuck

Babe, cant you see my signs, I know that I'm shy, I just wanna be your guy
But meanwhile you leave me on the side
Which is cool you do you, im just staring at my shoes
Feeling like The Strokes "Is this it?" yeah, we barely talk, and I'm feeling like shit
But it's not my life, leave it all in the past
Need to focus on my shit, cause lifes going fast

I don't know what the fuck I'm doin'
Everyday seems like every day before I think im loopin'
I need to get you out of my head
It's been almost two years, yeah,  I'm done being sad

Drawing the line
Yeah, I had enough
Got my shit together, getting to the top, don't give a fuck
I just know this gets better
Yeah, I'm all on my grind
I just focus on myself, finally keeping a clear mind

Drawing the line
Yeah, I had enough
Got my shit together, getting to the top, don't give a fuck
I just know this gets better
Yeah, I'm all on my grind
I just focus on myself, finally keeping a clear mind

drawingtheline

prod. by @poondauwu

lyrics:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Haven't slept in days
Haven't slept in months
Haven't slept in years
Guess I'm just fucked up
Everday gets worse
Everyday I'm cursed
All the days are blending I think soon I'm going to fucking burst, yeah
I don't know what to do with myself, yeah
Can't break out this vicious circle, repeat everyday, yeah
Repeat every day
Repeat every night
Can't break out this vicious circle
Don't know how to make it right

Can't sleep, I always check
What you're doing, instant regret
Why am I like this, I should've said
Something to make this work instead of going to bed
Yeah, I thought I could fix all of this
But maybe I just live in ignorant bliss
When I wake up there is something I miss
Maybe it's the long gone thing, happiness
Damn, everyday feels like the same
Walking through life having my feelings canned and compressed
Friends checking in and I say I'm ok
But got this heavy feeling all on my chest
Why do I do
Things that will never really reach you
Years going by, never knowing the truth
Know this is my fault and I thought I grew
I want the best for you, you should understand that and
Everyday whithout you, yeah, I'm just feeling abandoned and
Guess I always cared if we maybe could stick the landing
But now you're gone and all of my fucking days are just blending
Yeah, yeah, blending, baby, were you pretending
Want to see you grow but maybe I'm not in the ending
Yeah, making all these songs sit alone, yeah, it's a sad thing
Always lay awake because there's some things that I'm not understanding

Haven't slept in days
Haven't slept in months
Haven't slept in years
Guess I'm just fucked up
Everday gets worse
Everyday I'm cursed
All the days are blending I think soon I'm going to fucking burst, yeah
I don't know what to do with myself, yeah
Can't break out this vicious circle, repeat everyday, yeah
Repeat every day
Repeat every night
Can't break out this vicious circle
Don't know how to make it right
Don't know how to make it right
Don't know how to make it right
Don't know how to make it right

insomnia

Produced by @1ohmygon (on insta)
Featuring @cyanisdumb

Lyrics:

Yeah
Damn, you a snitch
Thought I could trust you, but guess then that's it
Thought you were down but you just talking shit
All of these bitches they up in my biz'
Woah, yeah, give me a break
I been grinding this shit since I'm 16, okay
All these bitches are spamming, hit me up all day (y-y-yeah)
Got my eye on the bag
Working so late I got fucking eyebags
Vision so blurry, yeah, need an eyetest
I'm extraordinary nobody up in my class
Feeling so good, ey, never been better
Striking a pose, ey, call me a trendsetter
Don't get too close, my swag, yeah, will blend ya
Chill on my balcony counting my cheddar
Ooh yeah, I'm counting bread
Money so long looking like a baguette
They wanna link but their songs are just trash
Bitch I'm out here lying, I got no cash
Dropping some bars like a clumsy bank robber
D-Dropping some heat and it keeps getting hotter
Pull up to the function, yeah, riding a chopper
Just a quick shoutout to my lovely mother
G-G-Get to the bag
I'm playing on LAN and you playing with Lag
I'm grinding this shit 'till I'm better than all of you motherfuckers
That saw me and laughed
Grinding non-stop
Getting the guap
Getting on top
Bitch, buckle up
I gotta go
Tell them what's up
I'm going crazy
Bitch, call me Chuck (yeah, yeah, yeah)

W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah I- I- I- I-
Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah I- I- I- I-

I am the Best and that's it
Scheiß' egal ob auf Deutsch oder Englisch, ey, ich bin der Shit
Bin keine Copycat, sondern legit
All meine Texte sind ein fucking Trip
Komm' mir nicht zu nah, den du bist nur ein Poser
Brauch nur die Musik, ey yeah, no fucking Hoes, ja
Wenn ich will mach ich ein Song nur mit Prosa
Yeah, I'm on top, guess I'm getting closer

I got your bitch on my dick, you can assume that I feel extraordinary
All you pussy bitches suck
Your whole career I'm finna bury it
You say that you cookin' up some heat
B-But bitch I already got lots of it
It's funny as fuck how you think that you're good
But if I were you I'd already call quits (oh yeah)
Haven't you heard yourself?
You sound like crap
Y-Y-Y-You fuck with Scrutch and me?
We take you out the map
All you do is talk trash on that stupid little app
I'll unplug you, that's goodbye
I guess I had the last laugh
(Cause you live in the internet, you get it?)

Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah I- I- I- I-
Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah yeah
W-W-W-Woah

extraordinary (feat. ocyan)

prod. by me

people asking me what im doing now
how im doing now, what im feeling now

but the answer is, i still dont know how
to live everyday and dont bow down

to the things that keep me up at night
to the things that make me stay in place never feeling right
feeling kinda lost yeah every space seems tight 
and i dont know what im doing, dont know if my futures bright

baby dont give me no hope
but baby please yeah dont leave me alone
always crawling back to things that just leave me feeling cold
but somehow spend me warmth when i - need it the most

when i need it the most, yeah nobody stop me
drowning in self pity, hope nobody caught me
staying up late yeah guess nobody taught me
that no fucking distraction is ever gonna solve me

staring at the screen, staring at the mirror
staring in my soul - but still i dont see clearer
cant explain what i feel what is wrong what i want
but i know im not where i should be and still i feel this bond

to the things i do - to the things i say
to the things that break me and make me feel okay
to the people i lost to the people i loved
to the people who stayed - when i wasnt enough

01:25
when i wasnt enough and i still aint enough
there is still so much shit that i cant get above
there is still so much things that i wanted to say
to the people who left and i wanted to stay

guess you just aint shit, making music just as a bit
yeah you never gonna reach anything give up yeah just quit

getting close to your goals? come on thats a joke
look at your fucking lyrics youre a nobody bro

[bridge](1:45)

youre a nobody bro
youre a nobody bro
look at your lyrics
youre a joke

getting close to your goals
what do you mean
sit the fuck down youre a side character and always will be

2:10
always will be
always will be
always will be
always will be

driving late night
foot on the gas, closing my eyes
make this moment last

feeling so light, feeling so numb
airs getting tight, just wanna feel sumn

2:25
just wanna feel something
days are blending
just wanna feel something
dont know where im standing

i dont know where i went
cause this dont feel like me
laying in bed all day
no progress for weeks

too many mistakes that i made in my time
and too many missteps that i cant rewind
its all falling down and idk when it stops
thoughts of failure in my head are always at the top

hook

youre a nobody bro
youre a nobody bro
look at your lyrics
youre a joke

getting close to your goals
what do you mean
sit the fuck down youre a side character and always will be

always will be
always will be
always will be
always will be

dancehall type beat

patches (outro)

independent

all the same (one take)

daisuki desu

troublemaker

twozerotwoone (interlude)

i hope u have a great weekend

kikillo

remixed by @tobias-wallinger
original song by me

leave some luv <3

i hope u have a great weekend (FLECKIG Remix)

spinning the genre wheel everytime i make music (o_O)

patches remixes out now <3

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