whyhaze - even if it's wrong

20while i work on some new music   ,2nd w @prodrest

2023c

with my friend @akasukii and prod my bro @struck0 
thanks for listening :)
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lyrics:

(me)
im losing my mind
(and i cant make it back)
cause you left me behind
(i just cant catch up now)
now everything is going wrong
(and i cant fix it)
and i cant live like this for long
(yeah i just cant now)

tell me whats the point all this time its been wasted
its been wasted and i cant face it
sorry to disappoint didnt want to be hated
but i still was, yeah i still was

make me wake up
i must be dreaming
this doesnt make sense
cant find the meaning
you broke my defense
theres no redeeming
all these regrets
all these feelings

(aly)
all these feelings
i dont get it 
tired of dealing 
i'm done with it

i am tired of sleeping at night 
insomniac fighting alive
scared of the dark 
its tearing me apart 
i cant deal with it 
eyes heavy 
i'm tired
of dealing
can't sleep 
i'm going crazy
all these feelings
i dont get it 
i'm tired of dealing

(me)
im losing my mind
(and i cant make it back)
cause you left me behind
(i just cant catch up now)
now everything is going wrong
(and i cant fix it)
and i cant live like this for long
(yeah i just cant now)

tell me whats the point all this time its been wasted
its been wasted and i cant face it
sorry to disappoint didnt want to be hated
but i still was, yeah i still was

make me wake up
i must be dreaming
this doesnt make sense
cant find the meaning
you broke my defense
theres no redeeming
all these regrets
all these feelings

wasted

wasted + akasuki (struck)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6HiC2VgT8y63iYyoCKH0UU?si=cc33f499190341b3

prod @8a0

lyrics: 
for the better days, had to take a chance
made a mistake, but i cant change the past
in a couple years, we'll remember this and laugh
the consequences of my actions they keep falling down

i cant write a song no more, this coming from the heart
i guess you could say that I've been fukd up from the start
just for you, i been tryna get my message clear
just for you, i think that ive gotta face my fears

thinking out loud helps me cope, put my emotions into words
writing in my diary i cry, it feels like a blur
i see it clearly now, i hurt you and i hurt myself
sometimes i wanna fade away, dont know if you can tell

just wanna run away, run away from everything
yeah i been lost, but im waiting for the better days
just for you, give it my all for the better things
right now im goin up, they thought id never win

better days (mimi)

cant trust you
too much on my skin
cant love you
the way u crush me in
in in in in 
i feel u on my skin
lets go

feel you again

gotta watch yo back 
gotta watch yo back okay
step back and concentrate
gotta watch my back no home
tryna make racks like 
boy u cant no
im ina trauma state
im ina trauma phase
i cannot contemplate 
how much money i make ya
laughing all the way to the bank
cannot stop ya
u ina trial state
those threats aint 
got no weight (lol)
gotta watch yo dawg 
aint got no racks ya

feel you again

spotify

feel you again (18freezey)

art capital
written by capital + scum boi
produced by pvthfindxr + nxietymeds

moongang 
moongang 
moongang

gaps in history ft scum boi (prod pvthfindxr + nxietymeds)

@okmax
@yuk0o

lyrics:
is it really me that you want?
we can take it slow,
baby we don’t gotta go fast now
my heart’s been beating out of my chest
and my head is a mess
and i think i might pass out
yeah
i’m stuck on what you said last week
wondering if the best for you is really me
you can tell me what you wanna say
don’t hold it in
baby you don’t need to run away

lets switch it up 
baby we can make it different
don’t know what i lost,
but i know that i am missing it
that im missing it
know that i am missing you
but now it hurts seeing you with another dude
but ill be here if you wanna fall back
no i haven’t heard back
but i know you’ll call back tonight
and i know i said that
didn’t mean it like that
but i know that you’ll make it right

is it right to ask for all this stuff
maybe im asking for too much
don't leave me alone yeah i miss your touch
but it hasn't felt right as of lately
i've been putting in my all but it does not show
i've been using the gift that you gave me
so if you want me back just let me know
i would throw it away if that meant i could get to you
im giving it up just to feel it again
its a gamble with myself just hoping it mends up
(it is all in place)
lets just hope i dont mess up

is it really me that you want?
we can take it slow,
baby we don’t gotta go fast now
my heart’s been beating out of my chest
and my head is a mess
and i think i might pass out
yeah
i’m stuck on what you said last week
wondering if the best for you is really me
you can tell me what you wanna say
don’t hold it in
baby you don’t need to run away

take it slow (okmax + yuko)

saw you in a dream (bt + baredex)

seashore w_ Ramses rec crise d’asthme

в таблетках (prod. wextorbeats,6astard)

Shemaiah On The Beat steps into a new sonic lane with a Pop EDM EP that feels alive, electric, and made for the stage. This project blends festival-level production with urban edge and a trap-love, sexy energy that gives every track both heat and heart. It’s dance music with attitude — polished enough for radio, raw enough for the streets, and vibrant enough to play like a live show in motion.

Front and center is “Butterfly Fly,” the EP’s emotional engine and its biggest anthem. Packed with soaring chords, breathless momentum, and a hook that hits like a spotlight moment, the track captures transformation, desire, and freedom all at once. It’s the type of record that lifts you — hands up, eyes closed, whole room moving.

Offsetting that rush is “Beautiful,” a shimmering, confident, feel-good anthem built with bright pop melodies and a smooth urban undercurrent. The production carries a sexy trap bounce that makes the drop hit harder, while the lyrics glow with empowerment and real-world vulnerability.

Every song on the EP carries that live atmosphere — the crowd-energy builds, the bass shakes the floor, and the emotion stays front and center. Synths shimmer, drums snap, and every melody feels like it’s pulling you into the moment. It’s Shemaiah’s most dynamic and diverse project yet, merging pop, EDM, R&B, and trap into a sound that’s unmistakably his.

Turn up the speakers loud.

saw you in a dream (bt + baredex)

scum boi

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