93FEETOFSMOKE x TrippyThaKid - Now My Backs Burnt

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Cold lips on your cold hips
Close your eyes 
Baby girl we'll make love in the Afterlife
Benjamin.

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

AFTERLIFE  w/ YungJZAisDead (prod. tothegood)

@fox-wedding


Lyrics:

and god damn, it's cold again
and i'm sorry, i'm sorry
if i made you mad, if i made you sad 
don't know who i am, don't know who i am

Lost again in my thoughts
why am i always lost?
i just wanna make it out okay
living life day by day
don't care what the others say 
i'lll slowly pave my way
make it where i wanna be, never been a wannabe
floating where the birds be, head in the clouds
all i know is i just wanna make you proud 

(hook)

hideaway in my room 
really don't know what to do
never had a plan just went a long
but now i really need to fucking move on
voices in my head say i'm fucking up 
but that's cause lately i don't feel good enough
i'm thinking that i'm never gonna get it right 


Hideaway (prod. foxwedding)

PROD. @anobodyreallY
look out for our collab EP
lyrics:
ive been dreaming of a time
where id sleep with ease at night
take my keys and drive me home
people like me are better off left alone
she doesnt look at me the same
just stares out the window frame
every time i drive her home
through exit signs and parkway tolls
no ill never fucking say, never fucking say
that im not okay, that im not okay
i seem to always find
something wrong
with the things in my life
im a fucking loser
with redeeming qualities
like a doctorates degree in drinking coke and whisky 
and feeling alone in the most crowded places
were working together in the tightest of spaces
im leaving you traces in these ink filled pages i write
youre doing the right thing by keeping your distance
ill take you and break through
then make due with intrests too common for comfort
too cold to collect
it goes without saying 
im better off left alone

Follow me <3

better off left alone (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics: 

same cold skin, same cold floor 
i don't wanna do this anymore 
everyone knows that i wanna be dead 
why do i go back to my stupid fucking head? 
i cry every night when i'm alone and i'm alone right now 

you wanted honesty so here's your honesty 
cause sometimes honestly i don't wanna wake up 
i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up 
(i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up) 

same routine, yeah that's every day 
put my hands together and i pray 
cause i even i scare myself sometimes 
and i don't know who i am 
and i don't know where i'll be 
so i'll close my eyes to see 
yeah i'll close my eyes to see 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 
yeah, i don't wanna wake up 


can you please try to wake me up? 
to wake me up, to wake me up..

close my eyes (prod. BOY FLOSS)

lyrics: 
and you, you fucked me up 
now i can't trust a single soul 
cause i see lies in all your eyes 
it's your disguise, that charming smile 
so show me what's real, show me what's real 
so i can finally feel something at all 
i don't feel at all 

i see through your bullshit 
come to me and see what real hate is 
i'll hurt you bad 

limb from limb i'll drag you on the walls 
and paint them red with your blood 
fill you with gasoline, light you up 
my candle, my old man, my father 
you fucked up 
why?

hurt pt 2 (prod. notmorgn)

93FEETOFSMOKE - 93TEARZ Ft. VELVETEARS

the trembling in your knees(prod.1800entity)

bones - deadindesignerclothes [shinigami remix]

track produced by @suprghst
@cpt_sad
@barrenwaste

voka
_____
i dont want to
move from where im
at now i feel
comfort, somewhat.
i just like nostalgia
catch me playin wind waker
soul breaker, breath taker
underrated casket.

im just chillin now,
i dont want any.
ya i think ill stay home 
i dont wanna go.

im just tryna feel myself
feel my soul leavin,
fuckin dying young bitch yea im paranoid.

yea im cashed bitch,
still wasted,
tryna change yourself just another waste of time.
back to old habits smokin all the fucking time
overthinker overthinker
livin in repetitive

yesterday
_________
u knew what ur gettin into
now u never wanna see me again
honestly, cant say that i blame u
hittin walls all over again
lakeside, in the headlights, shinin
tell me why u always gotta lie to me
give me reasons to believe
that this isnt what it seems
all these ashes on my jeans
gunna show me what it means to live my life in its entirety 
hate to say things twice
so apathetically, ill refrain one last time
and then its lights out

barren
______
i been a burden
a disturbance 
yeah
since fuckin day 1 
yeah i been hurting
feening for the 
gift of life
to strike me down
need not say twice
i long for 
your touch
our lips lock
for the first time
you were finally all mine
but now you’re not
and thats how the story ends
no different 
plot to grow
yo girl 
won’t leave me alone
i don’t won’t that hoe
if she aint bringing
ideas to the table
i need you bitches to be
willing and able
to go further and further
then you ever thought
we’ll be climbing to the top
faster than you can drop
that shit
you call a hit
motherfuckers know that we in this bitch
no one wants to see 
this shit we do
cause you motherfuckers scared on
what we act on
you bitches can’t see that
we past ya
this brain
spinning faster and faster
dizzy from the cardi
mixed up 
with a fuckin blunt
next year we’ll be touring
where y’all at
we out front
finna yuke
if i don’t lay down soon
gotta practice for tonight
don’t hit my phone
when i get home
it aint turning on 
im all alone

voka yesterday & barren - evanescent // prod. suprghst

i love u guyz, i want u to be ok <3 
this goes out to all my fuck-ups...

lyrics:

i got tear stained jeans,
i got blood on my sheets,
i got dust in the air,
give a fuck about me,
i been dyin lowkey,
i don't feel lonely, 
i got dead friends talkin to me daily...
i got drug habits,
& i'm always famished,
i don't talk to anyone,
cause i'm scared they hate me,
every day that's how it feels,
i don't know what's real,
i just know one thing,
i'd b e better off... dead...

i don't wanna talk,
tell em i got nothin to say,
i don't wanna breathe,
in my bed is my grave,
i don't wanna love,
i don't think that i deserve it,
i don't wanna die,
but i'm terrified of life

replace my feelings w drugs,
i been high for six months,
i feel light i can't see,
i think i might die soon,
so, dad i'll make u proud,
and i wont let u down,
mum i can't forgive you,
but, i hope u do well

i got tear stained jeans,
i got blood on my sheets,
i got dust in the air,
give a fuck about me,
i been dyin lowkey,
i don't feel lonely, 
i got dead friends talkin to me daily...
i got drug habits,
& i'm always famished,
i don't talk to anyone,
cause i'm scared they hate me,
every day that's how it feels,
i don't know what's real,
i just know one thing,
i'd b e better off... dead...

i don't wanna talk,
tell em i got nothin to say,
i don't wanna breathe,
in my bed is my grave,
i don't wanna love,
i don't think that i deserve it,
i don't wanna die,
but i'm terrified of life

tear stained jeans (prod. prey xo)

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close my eyes (prod. BOY FLOSS)

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