something

call me when you’re sober
not just 'cause it’s over
and your nights got colder
i’m not here to make the silence softer

When You're Sober

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

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Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

Lyrics:

i want you to feel the way she did
i want you to feel the pain
cause you never cared about anyone but you
cause you never cared and you were unaware about anyone that wasn't you

i want you to hurt
i want you to cry 
i think about hurting you real bad sometimes

cause you didn't see the tears running down on her face
but you'll see my hate

i want you to hurt 
i want you to cry 
i think about hurting you real bad sometimes

and i don't wanna see you die
i just wanna see you cry and wonder
was it really worth it?
cause i could cut you up
and throw you in the trunk
and bury you deeply like your secrets

i wanna see you cry (i want you to feel the way she did)
i wanna see you hurt (i want you to feel the way she did)
i wanna see you filled with the pain that you deserve (i want you to feel the way she did)

Hurt (prod. notmorgn)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

Cry To This (prod. oilcolor)

anxiety causes me to not leave the house for 7 days

i have been trying to meet you for so long now i dont wanna do this anymore (prod color hue)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

@yung-hy
@nothingnowheremusic

vocals by shy
instrumental by jay vee & nothing, nowhere.
mix & master by jay vee
artwork by tommy lam

viewfinder w/ shy & nothing,nowhere.

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]

I wanna go back
Back to the old me
But she doesn't exist 
She already told me

I wanna go back
To when I was just a kid
On city buses in the back
With every reason to live

I wanna go back
Back to when I cared
Back to when I could stare in the mirror
Without crying

I just wanna go back
Back to when little things meant so much more
Back when my daddy would run through the door
Back to when I didn't hate so much that I can't sleep anymore

I wanna go back
Chasing ice cream trucks with my sister
Aint been in touch since I fucked up, damn I miss her

I wanna go back

I Wanna Go Back (prod. oilcolor)

Forever In Love  produced by suddencold

featuring: @madimarieabel
prod. by @killedmyself

lyrics: https://genius.com/Sedative-beauty-the-smell-of-your-hair-lyrics

the smell of your hair

the smell of your hair w/ madi marie [prod. killedmyself]

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Tauriel: It is Mereth Nuin Giliath; The Feast of Starlight. All light is sacred to the Eldar, but the Wood Elves love best the light of the stars. 
Kili: I always thought it is a cold light, remote and far away. 
Tauriel: It is memory, precious and pure. I have walked there sometimes, beyond the forest and up into the night. I have seen the world fall away and the white light forever fill the air.

Hurt (prod. notmorgn)

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