lol been listening to this song since it came out, and it still hits the same.  thanks for this fucking masterpiece 

Been listening to this since I was like 14 now im nineteen i can’t believe it

this one, hello? who were you with at 19?

The past and the future merge together to meet us here. what luck. what a fucking curse

spoken in vain as words are just empty space surrounded by the consideration you couldn't bear to act upon

onlymehere

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prod by jolst:

@jolst
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pitch black like it's nightfall
i guess i'm the type to keep it vague and keep the lights off
rinsed that, now it's all cold
brace now, it's over
i gotta go
if i make it out it's on my own
i planted myself here by my own hand
try to face it all before the snow lands
i don't keep in touch i guess you know that
and daylight never meets me guess i know that
i got all these habits
can't control that
step into the night i got my own back
always like that
it almost feels like someone's here
could you empathize though i'm not near
show face, i don't want to
dont need to explain what i've been through
just go patch it up
swear i tried, turned to dust
i can't mess it up if i never show some love
i give doubt, not trust
sit inside this house and i rust

vague (jolst)

sore loser (prod. holy mountain)

(prod. sabishi22)

(lyrics)
How does this make any sense, that you would fall away 
I know that you don’t care for me, I saw it in your face 
So say my name, not your fault you went insane 
I’ll play your game, do about whatever you say 

Because you let me breath again
Let me in when no one did 
Fragile skin you shed 
Know there’s someone else within

breathagain

~You Leave Me Broken~

我々はまだお互いをちらっと見ています。 
たぶん、私たちは一緒に滞在することができますこの瞬間に。 
ColdWorldGang #SBSG 
天使の翼 / / COLD世界 
私の手首をカットします 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

nothing,nowhere. X YungJZAisDead - Dial Tone(Prod. By nothing,nowhere.)

prod @tothegood

I still remember
when u would hold me down
hold me down

do u look up at the road
when u crash ur whip
drunk as hell

put your nose back down
to that mirror now
all our life 
we timed out
trying to make it

everyday I check
tomorrow's the past
and as the oil drips
I'm still pacing fast

degrees w/ tothegood

(LYRICS)     https://ffm.to/0mjp47y
why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process

get outta way i still feel all the pain
everybody fucking  watching im feeling insane
why they all laughing...

i dont wanna know anything anymore
im crashing down im feeling so sore
yea i dont wanna know anything anymore

why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process


yea all my songs are sad and im sorry for that
i know u feeling bad cuz u think ur the reason
shawty dont worry yaaa ya yaaa

why u still texting i said i dont care
yea u have a new man why u talk to me
im blowing bands yea who u trynna be
im up next yea flexing on my ex
i got so many things that im trynna process

baby got me worried when she said she wanna die
i got many problems but ur not one of mine
i dont give a fuck what u thinking right now

why u still texting (prod. ten50)

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Like Gravity

LIKE GRAVITY FT. YUNGJZAISDEAD & LIL NARNIA +PROD. YUNGJZAISDEAD

prod/guitar: @youngburial

lyrics:

are u sure u want me now
dont have much 2 give at all
its bettr if u walk away
cuz i'll just let u down

im  trying to be transparent
im losing my drive apparently
but i found sum peace and quiet 
just talking to u about nothing

its the only thing keeping me motivated
its something i really can't take for #granted
but im letting u kno that im a loser baby
but i letting u kno its bettr u walk away

spotify

its bettr if u walk Away

Sample Credits: Drag by @Day-Wave

Prod @SinWithMe

First Kiss (Prod. SinWithMe)

https://undergroundunderdogs.com/articles/inviting-us-into-her-own-story-kaiyko-shares-all-i-knew-before/
Wrote this one when i was going through it. I hope it can speak to you in some way. Thank u for listening.
Lyrics:::
Walking down this familiar street, It's 10 pm already
And I can't see a thing cuz my
Vision's so blurry and the thoughts in my head have
Eroded my happiness it's all worn out thin

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own.

Is this even real, Will I be okay, It's been getting hard for me 
Just to say, I've been trying.
And I thought I couldn't get through last night 
Fighting with these demons while I cried 
Didn't think it'd really come to this
But I almost let myself go till I

Saw your face and your voice reached out and said
I'll be okay and i'll live to see the next day
And the rain washed out all I knew before
And the sun came out and it opened my eyes.

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Walking down this familiar street I look up to the sky
And I feel my own heartbeat and im feelin so fuzzy
And the thoughts in my head
Have washed out all the toxins that left me for dead

So don't wake me up when I oversleep
I live in my dreams cuz the real world is merciless
And say you won't leave me to die alone
I'm losing myself don't know if i'll make it on my own

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/discent !!!
Mix by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia !!!

All I Knew Before (Prod. Discent)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

tired of trying..
linktr.ee/mlshgh

Prod. Jody
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

[verse]
i love the dreams where i die
oh i'd love to make it end
this feeling that i have
so deep inside my head
oh its so deep and i cant crawl out 

i'm so tired
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try
no i don't wanna try
just wanna die
yeah, yeah
i don't wanna try
no i just wanna die
no i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try 
no i don't wanna try
yeah i do wanna die (die, die, die)

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

TIRED

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Lyrics:

(Verse 1) 

I still miss the way you hold me
To feel your hands on top of mine 
I still long for you to take me back 
Hoping you might change your mind

(Hook)

Still in love with you 
Still in love with you 
All I asked for was the truth 
And I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

(Verse 2)

All I’ve got left are these memories
All I’ve got left is this void 
Falling further into darkness 
Falling further from this life

ALL I ASKED FOR

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all i asked for

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving....

Lyrics:

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving,
I’m dying out here with my heart blown to pieces!

I can’t pick them up, No, I can’t feel your love!
I feel the liquor hit my brain,
Then I’m going dumb!
I’m feeling numb,
Break my heart again, I promise love!
You won’t hear me cry again
When my heart stops!

Savor me! Savor me!

Give me all the fame!
Give it all to me!

It’s all I ever wanted, I would fucking bleed for this!
Just to see me happy; you know ignorance is bliss!

The memories seem to haunt me when I go to sleep,
I wake up crying with my heart beating patiently.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END!
WITH YOU AND ME, HAND IN HAND, FACING OUR DEATHS!


When my heart stops I’m a be rockstar,
Right now imma mediocre pop star!
I haven’t got anything to my fucking name,
But one day when I’m in the grave you’ll remember me!

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING! 
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT IVE BEEN DYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT WHAT ABOUT ME??!!

I HAVEN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! FOREVER WILL I BE FORGOTTEN, DEAD MEMORIES!

DEAD MEMORIES...

nineteen

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