when you couldn't help to notice how easily she navigated the world without you, and instead of admiring her independence, emotional maturity and ability to let a good thing go. you spiraled into a quiet terror that her love was always an option for you

the first couple verses are identical to i cant do this by lotus

prod. thersx // 

if you wanna reach me 
if you wanna reach me
you don’t gotta eat me
up
i’ve been where the freaks be
she could never need me 
i love when i tweak out 
and nod
i forgot 
what you always ask for?
always going back forth
never wanna keep me
alive
hear me on the beat she 
tear me out of sleep she 
got me on a leash so 
i died
a different kinda wavelength 
i hate that i can’t think 
bring me to the damn sink 
i lied 
take another half drink 
call another taxi 
wait out in the same cold
at night 

if you wanna reach me 
you don’t wanna reach me
you don’t gotta eat me
up
i’ve been where the freaks be
she could never need me 
i love when i tweak out 
and nod
i forgot 
what you always ask for?
never wanna keep me
alive
hear me on the beat she 
tear me out of sleep she 
got me on a leash so 
i died
a different kinda wavelength 
i hate that i can’t think 
bring me to the damn sink 
i lied 
take another half drink 
call another taxi 
wait out in the same cold
at night

Machine cover of song written and recorded by Kevin Bianchi.

2025 St. Francis Records, LLC.

Written by Kevin Bianchi
JakeOwen/St. Francis Music (ASCAP)

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peacock affect - wallflower ( shamana edit )

vocals:
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@sk3an (verse two)

production: @harvest & @julia_loren
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i'll always care w/ nara (feat. the outset & skean)

Endless

Comme des Garçons

i'm not the same person i was back then 
i've changed my ways 
i'm not the same 
i've been in my own lane 

Sometimes i wanna be alone 
away from everyone i know 
so i can see if i should go

it's not the same w/fats'e (prod. tothegood)

Tell me who you're fucking
Shrouded on your sweater
Shame, you wear it like a necklace
I'll tell you that I'm okay
But you've been dancing in my dreams
Wish I could erase your face
I'm trying not to call you
But you're the only girl I've loved
Remember every freckle
I'm lying to myself still
I found a shirt you left in my room
Still smelled like my everything

And I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die

never,forever. - i wanted to cry i wanted to die

love hurts (prod. kuroime)

lyrics: 
please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've been losing people, man it's bad news 
and i never thought i'd lose all the ones that i love 
right before my eyes 

things will never be the same it's all just changing 
my life is going in circles, rearranging  

please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've losing people man it's bad news 
i guess it's just change and i have to get used to that 
cause once it leaves it's never coming back
but you know this, you know this, you know this 

you know it..

please don't leave (prod. nciku x never since)

ib: divxnes & bravenry on ig.
[loved the audio so i wanted to extend it]
slowed version of 'kick in the head' by lontalius

stand for us

IM JUST GETTING STARTED HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA

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anywhere with u

featuring dylon bangss
@dylonbangss

produced by
@curtainss

cover art by @virgostarlove

mix/mastered by
@prodIOF

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don't tempt me ft. dylon bangss (prod. Curtains)

nothing,nowhere. - Giles Corey (unreleased)

vox mixed by @cpt_sad
prod @taylor

if i work thru the day
i can take the fuckin week off
man im just not trynna slack off

if i work thru the day 
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need
oh baby baby wont u come with me
o my god i can see it happening 
every litte aspect of my life is trapping me
in this fucking cell
yeah im writing a tragedy
oh baby baby wont u let me bleed

lemme bleed out n fuckin die
lemme end my life 
baby why 
baby fuckin why
u dont gotta cry
cause i know
ill see u real soon
i been lyin thru my fuckin teeth
baby let me bleed
let me fuckin bleed
bloodied up all over ur carpet
so i can make a scene
imma make a stain on ur life
yeah bitch imma make a stain on ur life

if i work thru the day straight
i can take the fuckin week off
yeah mf thats just how i am 
i get it all done in 1 day
1 day
i can make enough fucking hits
to last me the week
yeah baby baby plz just let me bleed
oh they think im crazy
do u see what i see?
yeah yeah baby what u need

u a fuckin bitch yeah
plenty of reasons 
ur girl all up on my dick yeah
i dont make much money 
but that dont mean fuckin shit yeah
wipe my ass wit that fuckin song
u call a hit yeah
flexin all ur belongings to make up
for yo shit yeah

i putn that gel on my tongue 
the nightts just begun

a litte too fucked up in the apartment
had to take a blue lil pill to re spark it !
got my mind up on the run

oh baby baby wont u let me bleed 
oh baby baby do u see what i see

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watch me bleed (prod taylor morgan)

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please don't leave (prod. nciku x never since)

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