a hint of light

@seraphbeats

new song that's gonna be on my project "a hint of light" 


fade in
fade out
please go 
now

sorry if i missed your calls
or if i'm not there at all
I'm losing my head 
and i don't even know where it went
think i had too much to drink
I'm just a ship that's sailing to sink 
and i'm sorry if you're feeling down
i promise i'll try to come around
sorry, sorry sorry
i didn't mean to let you down 
or make you cry
i don't know why i do what i do
i love you

sorry (prod.§eraph)

and i, i tried
to do what i love
but that wasn't enough
i'm empty and broken
and i'm tired, i'm tired
i just want to go to sleep right now
right now, right here

just let me be alone
here

so let me be
i'll be right here
all alone
i need some space to find myself
i'm lost 


Lost (prod. drip-133)

@fox-wedding


Lyrics:

and god damn, it's cold again
and i'm sorry, i'm sorry
if i made you mad, if i made you sad 
don't know who i am, don't know who i am

Lost again in my thoughts
why am i always lost?
i just wanna make it out okay
living life day by day
don't care what the others say 
i'lll slowly pave my way
make it where i wanna be, never been a wannabe
floating where the birds be, head in the clouds
all i know is i just wanna make you proud 

(hook)

hideaway in my room 
really don't know what to do
never had a plan just went a long
but now i really need to fucking move on
voices in my head say i'm fucking up 
but that's cause lately i don't feel good enough
i'm thinking that i'm never gonna get it right 


Hideaway (prod. foxwedding)

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

@seraphbeats
when i first made this song it made realize how much i loved music.

lyrics:
i know
that you tried so hard to keep it together
i know you tried so hard to keep it together
when you're all alone in your room
all alone, all alone
alone and cold 
i can feel it too, just a different cold room 

i feel it too (prod. §eraph)

i'm not the same person i was back then 
i've changed my ways 
i'm not the same 
i've been in my own lane 

Sometimes i wanna be alone 
away from everyone i know 
so i can see if i should go

it's not the same w/fats'e (prod. tothegood)

and all these thoughts i thought had left are still there 
they're still there 

now all of these thoughts they rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 
and all of these thoughts rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 

and all the things wish i never said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm falling down 
but i can't get back up from here 
so let me fall down to the ground 
the ground 

(hook) 

and all of things i wish you said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm losing me 
i feel like i'm losing me

rushing in (prod. braydo)

it's not like me to open up 
cause when i do you'll look at me like i'm dumb for feeling this way 
trust me i wish i could change 
it's not like you to judge me so harshly, make me feel like i'm nobody at all 
every time i try to get up something else makes me fall 
and every time i look away you never hear me say 
i don't wanna feel this way and i don't wanna hear it today 
i just wanna be something that you could be proud of 
and it's not like you to go back on your word and leave me alone 
i don't wanna be here and i don't wanna hear your voice 
tell me why i come back to you when you leave me numb 

just let me be here alone in the dark i'll figure it out on my own 
i just need, a little time and a little space 
i'll be fine

it's not like you (prod. ʎpoqou)

your cold, cold skin 
lying on the floor 
unaware and numb 
do you feel better now? 
when they find your corpse, it'll be too late 

and i, i thought you would be fine

cold skin, cold floor (prod. Harvest & Kryptik)

go away 
i just need a little space 
can you just go away? 
can you give me that? 

i just need a shoulder 
it's getting really cold 
and i guess i don't have that 
you ended it 
Now i'm all alone 
i don't have no one to cry to 
i just wanted to make you proud of me 
but now i'm here 
and i'm crazy 
and i don't sleep anymore 

go away 
i just need a little space 
can you just go away? 
can you give me that?

ambivalence (prod notmorgn)

when you look around you realize you're alone 
you only come around when it benefits you 
you never think to ask if i'm okay 
and these nights it's been real cold but you would never know 
'cause it's like every little thing is really starting to bother me 
and all of this is getting really really tiring 
and you don't even care what happens to me 
as long as you get your way and your plays 
you don't even care about what i say 
you will never use me 
you won't ever use me 
you won't ever fucking use me

use me (prod. yung cortex)

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