S a d n e s s

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

guitar by: ryini beats

dedicated to everyone i love ❤️

home

Oh baby hurt me like you do-oo-oo
I'll say that I don't know the tru-u-uth

Your phone lights up at 2 A-A-AM
it's pouring outside in the rai-ai-ain
I know that I should leave this pla-a-ace
Oh you kill me, I'm addicted

Oh baby hurt me like you do
I'll say that I don't know the truth
No I don't wanna heal from you
Oh you kill me, but I can't quit, I'm addicted

Oh baby hurt me like you do
I'll say that I don't know the truth
No I don't wanna heal from you
Oh you kill me, but I can't quit, I'm addicted

2 AM

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

prod: @tothegood
vocals: @supachefm @tmttmf
dl: https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-x-tmttmf-x-fm-face2facetime
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
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lyrics:

---fm !---

What you see is blank space that covers emotions

When i break from my shell my wings will spread open

Ash to the ground like the leaves that are frozen

My heart is cold like the breeze from the ocean

Gone with the wind i cant wait for tomorrow 

Tomorrows a sin when im lost in my sorrow

Hold it within and i hope that tomorrow 

Is more than a race  or a path just to follow







---TMTTMF---

We became friends

Before we ever met



I could hear your voice in these

Messages



Pixelated eyes on my

Screen late at night I was

Scared to feel this way but I 

Let it in



Watching a life

One 

Frame at a time



Of

Photogenic angles pre

Meditated content I 



Want the real you, with

Every single flaw, your

Head on my shoulder, just

Waiting for the dawn





And

I know, your a

Half a world away



And

Facetime's the closest thing we've 

Had to face to face



But

Sitting in your inbox, a

Forward from me



An

Airline departure, you're

Leaving next week

spotify

tothegood x supachefm x TMTTMF - face2facetime

occam's razor

in vain w/ kaiyko

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

Follow me <3

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

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see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

@wtchcrft2 @guccihighwaters

lyrics:
not impressed 
i gotta flex 
my head's a mess 
i let it show 
channel sadness just to grow 
you don't really wanna know 
feeling like a silhouette in the background

and what's the point of building if it's all gonna fall down?
lit a couple bridges and i cried while they burned down
i don't really know if you want me to be around 
i'm losing my damn mind
i'm losing my damn time
i feel like i crossed the line 
and i don't know where you want me to be cause i am so blind

(guccihighwaters)
i’m so blind
but the lights always shining
breaking light
in the rough
like a diamond
i love you
just bad timing
i’m always lost in my head
come find me
i hope i hope 
you can find me
as of lately i feel
like i’m dying

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DusNdsizIWw

i am so confident and cool af all the cuties want me

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

if you want get a feature or collab just hit me up on here

Already 25yrs old. Idk what to write here. I like to sing and do some covers even when I can't sing but it's something that I'm doing for myself because ima fine with that. xoxo

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

scum

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