Gah damn still bumpin this daily. What happened to scum :/

you were young (n,n. x ʎpoqou)

i appreciate all the love guys.
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don't be like me (prod. drip - 133 & falls)

@fox-wedding


Lyrics:

and god damn, it's cold again
and i'm sorry, i'm sorry
if i made you mad, if i made you sad 
don't know who i am, don't know who i am

Lost again in my thoughts
why am i always lost?
i just wanna make it out okay
living life day by day
don't care what the others say 
i'lll slowly pave my way
make it where i wanna be, never been a wannabe
floating where the birds be, head in the clouds
all i know is i just wanna make you proud 

(hook)

hideaway in my room 
really don't know what to do
never had a plan just went a long
but now i really need to fucking move on
voices in my head say i'm fucking up 
but that's cause lately i don't feel good enough
i'm thinking that i'm never gonna get it right 


Hideaway (prod. foxwedding)

I like a story I can see right through - and I know you do that cause I do that too
The feelings best when its fleeting - the memory is best when it's leaving
What was it like when you lived back then?
I wanna hear about some people that you never met
I wanna stare up at the sun until i'm blind again, wake up in your arms again.
I can't get ahold, thats why you see me, I'm so shook up
God might forgive you but I don't, this is something you know.

Black ice, Got a suicide fever, think about the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
Black Ice, Got a suicide fever, cast stones in the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?

never met

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

wasting time

lyrics:

i can't love me 
will you love me? 
when i'm cold and shaking alone on the floor? 
cause i'm scared and prepared for the worst 
cause i know it gets harder, and harder, and harder, and harder 
i just wanna find my way 
tell me that i'll be okay in the morning 

in the morning 
i feel boring 
i feel stupid and numb like i'm not anyone 
and i just wanna feel..okay 

i can't love me 
will you love me? 
when i'm cold and shaking alone on the floor? 
cause i'm scared and prepared for the worst 
cause i know it gets harder, and harder, and harder, and harder 
i just wanna find my way 
tell me that i'll be okay in the morning

will you love me? (prod. branwen)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Velvet Winter (prod. kryptik)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

i wish i could find you over there 
cause way down here it's starting to get scary 
i cant tell if you ever really cared
its not that hard to leave someone its scary 
when im, im passing time again 
take me down to where we first began 
i wish i remembered a word you ever said 
and now im left here 
the silence is my friend
know i'll be here up until the end 
did you lie 
when you told me you loved me? 
or did the time 
leave us both empty?
i guess its just the time 
i guess its the space between 
i guess its just the night 
you promised me you never leave 
well now i know you lied
now i know you lied
now i know you lied 
tell me why'd you lie to me 
know i know you lied

goodnight

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will you love me? (prod. branwen)

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