i m  a  m e s s

PETRICOR2_Master

thank u foliage <3 

produced/mixed/mastered - @foliyear

i wasn't meant for this 
i'm so sorry that i am the way i am 
cut my body open 
make me whole again
i know you can
yeah i know you can 

i'm so sorry i can't love
i promise i'm trying it won't be enough 
i feel so much in my heart i'm empty at the same time
empty at the same time 
always wanna fucking die 
will i make it through the night

i wasn't meant for this i'm so sorry that i am the way i am

cut my body open make me whole again 
i know you can 

always wanna fucking die will i make it through the night
will i make it

Bury You (Prod. Foliage)

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Stop caring bout my health
Quit faking all you've felt
We're not special I've been dealt
Too many cards to hold as well

Fuck off and burn in hell
Beat my face into the ground
I'm still waiting for the sound
Of bullets exiting your mouth

Bite the curb and sleep well
Fight hard like you've felt
All the pain on her shelf
I don't fucking know half

bite the curb and sleep well

do you even know (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

@ihateshinigami

(scumby)
no quiero vivir a si 
no quiero vivir sin ti
dame todo tu amor 
solo quiero oir tu voz

i just wanna hear your voice in the morning
i don't wanna be alone 
i don't wanna be alone so can you please hit up my phone
cause i've staring at the wall and i've been wishing that you'd call

(shinigami)
quiero verte quemar
quiero verter sufrir
es sobre mi amor
alejarse de mi

let me go
its obvious i wasnt enough
go away
turn my heart into dust

you kept me up all night
i wish you were honest with me
from the beginning
i knew this would end in pain

without you w/ shinigami (prod. shinigami)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

my life is like a movie (prod. pvscale)

my life is like a movie (prod. ☆ ultraviolet ☆)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_noynJ4lpBQ

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wasting time with you

tears in my angel wings

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
twitter.com/SirDuksalot
www.instagram.com/sirduksalot

Sample Credit: Ico Soundtrack - Heal

Heal

guitars @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
mix/master @youngburial

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

ya its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know
why its like that
ur why im so sad

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

just let me go
my hearts so cold
i feel so torn
like life's a chore

another day
just another mistake
dont say we can make it okay
another fake
just another blank face

i jus wanna let u know
that i fucked up but its alright
ya its alright
i jus wanna fall back down
but its ok
ya its ok
ya its ok

yeah its fucked up i know
stop asking for more
ya u know why its like that
ur why im so sad

another day, another mistake w/ fats'e

Sample Credits: Drag by @Day-Wave

Prod @SinWithMe

First Kiss (Prod. SinWithMe)

prod, mixed & mastered by @youngburial

photo by @itsjaslee (instagram)
edit by @jungmicheal

lyrics:

leave me alone
don't call me phone
i've seen the dark side
and i don't wanna see it anymore

i been fucking off
i can't find my keys and
i been drinking too
i can't stop myself this time

i been fucking all night 
i can't find my keys and
i been drinking too much
i can't stop myself this time

i'm gon' drown in it

tags
poppin tags
living fast
i've been ballin on and off
i don't plan
i don't brag
i'm gon' drown in it

can't find my keys

wrist! [prod. outby16 x kaleido]

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

I don't wanna wait
I need to see your face
in the morning right now
and i don't wanna play
any of these games
that ya playin right now
hold me down
you hold me down
the only thing 
i think about
or worry bout
bottle it up
and shove it way down
just tell me what u thinking about
can we make it?
I spent my whole dam life tryina fake it
I shed a whole lotta tears with patience
I spent a whole lotta life just wasted well
you could take it
i had my heart right there
you could break it
I had a hard long life 
with pain and
i had a hard long look
at myself

look at myself
a hard long look at myself
look at myself
a hard long look at myself
look at myself
a hard long look at myself
look at myself
a hard long look at myself

SOFUBI

hardlonglook

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without you w/ shinigami (prod. shinigami)

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