H2SO4

KILLED-2-DEATH

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

pen pals cover

feel no shame about shape
weather changes their phrase
even mother will show you another way

so put your grasses on
nothing will be wrong
theres no blame, theres no fame
its up to you the first words should be finded
whatever hold you back I can, I can get it off

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

have no fear for real, its just a turning wheel
once you start up, theres no other way
dont put your eyes on boots, step toward your roots
theres no aid, theres no trade it belongs to you

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, I can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, i can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me why

My circuits are friend and my battery's drained
the error codes flashing burn a hole in my brain
who knew that humans could be so inhumane
sometimes I cant tell if I'm I'm Abel or Cain

all my anxieties eviscerate me
I'm not the person they told me I could be
underachiever to the finest degree 
My friends are fading further away
But I'm far too conceited to beg them to stay
even if they leave I know I will be ok

cause my imageboard friends 
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least were all stuck here together

scrolling through threads
I feel accompanied 
but its all in my head
yeah its all in my head
night after night
reply after reply
man I'm so tired
Always so tired

but my imageboard friends
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody who gets me
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least I'm stuck in here together with my imageboard friends

Imageboard Friends

Wasting My Time

across the countryside
the girls are reading Marx
discussing modern theories
on philosophy and art

they spend their worthless currency
on pleasures after dark
hits of morphine in the cabaret
can't blame them it's been hard

Living between the endless wars
Under a Parliament of Whores
Beside the rubble of the churches
and the schools that stood before

is it so wrong?
all that they want is to feel seen
they're putting on their makeup
like the girls in glamour magazines

pretty girls in pretty dresses
great wars and great depressions
postwar pleasure - 
lovely weimar girls

weimar girls like to stay out late
they put out on the second date
they're not naive, they just want play
cause they may only have today

they watch the mark hyperinflate
watch as the empire incubates
an ideology of hate
coming totalitarian state

Weimar girls, what can we do?
what can we do?
Weimar girls, tell me the truth
Weimar girls, are we all doomed?

even in my modern world
you'll always be my weimar girl
so hold me as we watch it all repeat

Weimar Girls (old version)

uhhh

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girl's looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm schtewpid
like i'm new to this
like i won't do shit
i know i can't trust you
leave me in a ditch 'til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never-ending
unload the clip until it's empty

all my so-called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed-off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah, sure, like i guess, maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

say a prayer for me
i got my finger on the trigger and it's ready to squeeze
say a prayer for me
i got involved with someone who feels no empathy
say a prayer for me
i'm sick of letting God down habitually
say a prayer for me
i don't want to spend more time in purgatory
cuz when you're on my mind you make me wanna die (x4)
say a prayer for me
my fingers tremble while holding my rosary beads
say a prayer for me
mortal sins are the only gifts you've given to me
say a prayer for me
i know the only thing you love is your twitter feed
say a prayer for me
i'll never fit into your communist fantasy

Say A Prayer For Me

the walls close in
Dont know what I feel
Black eyes untrue 
I am deformed 

Come on
Feel it
Let it out 

Come on 
Breath it
You’re never getting out 

Where is my sight 
No longer see right 
Search for my clue 
Fake lights confuse

Writhe - Deformed

the chamber

i like this girl a lot but i just dont know how to tell her
i like this girl a lot but she wishes i never saw her
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive 
feeling is a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (oooooooo)
not feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
cus youre all mine
i like this girl a lot but she just thinks im fucking stupid
i like this girl a lot but shell just leave my life to ruin
i wanna waste my time (oooooooo)
dont wanna feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooooo)
wish i was in my prime
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
voluntary
solitary
confinement with me baby
lets waste our time (ooooooo)
and never feel alive
feelings a crime (oooooo)
yes youre all mine

Voluntary Solitary Confinement

If I could waste back time
I'd be rolling back your eyes are so blue
If I could say bad lines, I've been holding back
All because of you

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you
I've been trapped in the woods with your ghost
I hate you
I'd be dying alone like I should 
I miss you
cry, little girl now you're cold and dead
I hate you 

If I can't be at home
I will be stoned
If I can't be alone
I'll dig my own hole

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
miss you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

I'd be lying if I said that I don't
hate you

The Ballad of Brian Laundrie

you're waiting on her call
but she don't use 5G
She doesn't have a twitter or a Facebook or IG
she doesn't go to shows
doesn't even watch TV
I wish she would come over here and spend some time with me

But she ain't got a name
No Government ID
She doesn't have an SSN she don't wanna be seen
and she don't want no lover
all she wants is to be free
the flag hung in her bedroom reads don't fucking tread on me

Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

she's allied with the qu
sells black market bone marrow
I heard that she's bagholding half a billion in monero
she knows whos in the know
Her circles hella tight
she facetimes with the Bogdanoffs like every other night

She's ten thousand years old
lived twenty thousand lives
Her blood is ultraviolet and her skin is made of light
she speaks to unity
hears the echoes in her mind
she's humanities future and she's what we left behind


Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

Not Like The Other Girls (old version)

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

lyrics:

this is a bad track
listen if you want to hear shit talk
straight from the ass crack
but i have to tell em
If you hate me not my fault
Sucking dick is not assault
I wont get sober, not quitter
cause I relapse by default

but hey I know you had a bad day
I’ll meet you halfway
lalalalalalalalala
there’s nothing you bitches can say
ugly ass stripper with no fucking education
We tap each others shoulders and say that’s so raven

Im taking shots and writing jots and plugging watts in the wall
I’m writing down my horny thoughts and drinking shitty alcohol
so take your shot I’ll entertain it,
reinterpret it pervertedly 
these bitches love asking questions
what the fuck is a gaburgably?

im a shotgun in your mouth
swishin around
you love to gurgle me
all my exes still trying to murder me
i lost em, but i can take ten times the pain i caused them
i couldn’t fix him honestly cause i’m the fucking problem
oh god thats a hyperbole
you got some nerve like 
i laugh so hard its hurting me 
and while your at it can you suck it while your jerking me 
off, cause im barely legal baby
and it’s so easy to get turned on (oh)
where is that girl (where is that girl)
i used to be (I used to be)
i killed myself
just so we could meet

so what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted to do
was take bite
and take a picture
then you started to chew
i'm getting tired
getting tired
getting tired of you
so here's a clue (heads up)
cause im getting (fed up)

all your talking
and your stalking
and you're dropping your shoe
so i'm plotting
and i'm stopping
that's all i gotta do
you better keep your camera steady
cause i'm ready for you
so here's a quick (heads up)
cause my hammer (heads up)


oh yeah i told you so
i told you long ago
and if you gotta tell me something i don't wanna know
you know i love you though
i guess i kinda don't
but i can still pretend i like it when you tell me, no?
oh yeah i told you so
i told you that you’d go
you said you wanna take it take it take it  take it slow
oh yeah i told you so
i fucking knew it bro
oh

so what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted
what you thought you could do
was spend the night
and take a picture
like theres something to prove
i'm getting tired
getting tired
getting tired of you
so here's a clue (heads up)
cause im getting (fed up)


why you jockin
why you jockin
why you jockin on me
bitch are you talking
are you talking
you still talking to me?
i'm appalling
and i'm balling
Cause i'm causing the beef
so while you eat
(heads up)
bitch can you see
(heads up)

Heads Up

Murder On My Mind

Ringtone

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

H2SO4

Scumm0nger