voice memo 12/22/20

Sober

written and played by scvmfuxck a quick track i put together

High

cold wet hands remix

something I wrote in my head while a bit sick

7/31/21

by scvmfvck, produced by jxmesss
lyrics:
i'm not going out tonight,
but these drugs make me feel alright,
make me wanna die,
you make me wanna die.
another blunt for myself,
i don't even know myself,
i don't even love myself,
i don't wanna be myself.
they say that i'm no good,
i say that i'm misunderstood,
they think that i'm no good,
i say that i'm misunderstood.
i don't wanna be myself,
think i wanna hurt myself,
think i wanna cut myself,
think i wanna fuck myself.
they say that i'm no good,
i say that i'm misunderstood,
they think that i'm no good,
i think that i'm misunderstood.

drugs (jxmesss mix)

by scxmfxck. recorded in early 2021.

lyrics:
I feel so old
but I'm still so young.
I took too long
to get things done,
but I hate the way 
that I am,
the way that I look.
Don't know where
I'll be next year.
Where I'll be,
who I'll be.
I hate the way 
that I am, 
the way that I look.
Try my best,
to make ends meet,
I wonder who,
who I'll be.
I hate the way that I am,
the way that I look.

the way

an old shitty punk song ab a girl i knew
recorded on 10/15/20

demo(away)2020

written and recorded by scxmfxck
LYRICS:
I, dont have the answers,
to my pain.
Why is everybody
the same?
Shed my skin,
change my name.
If I could I would,
change my face.

I, held this pain,
for so long.
Don't wanna talk,
so I wrote this song.
To numb the pain, 
I hit this bong.
Somebody tell me
where the fuck I went wrong.

fxckvp

Written and recorded by scvmfxck.
This is the demo version.

Lyrics:
After your death
I could no longer rest
No skin to caress
No way to feel your breath
I can no longer cry
I can no longer try 
If we had another night
I’d die right by your side
The pain 
And guilt
The life 
We built

your death (demo)

in the end yeah i was selfish
couldnt ever tell you how i felt
always thought it could get better
but i never really blamed myself
never understood how much i hurt you
cant imagine just how you felt
maybe i was too young to ever be in love
maybe i was just full of myself

scvmfxck

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