Verse 1:

It’s my mind that can’t stop.

Feel like it's always  screaming.

Always so damn tired.

M brain fluids seem to be draining. 

Verse 2:

I find that people are so annoying.

Cause my gears seem to be slowing.

And my back is always hurting.

But the clock hands keep turning.

Pre Chorus:

I’m fucked up and insecure.

I'm neurotic to the bone.

My heart keeps beating.

Not sure if I am in control.

Chorus:

My brains a machine. 

I’m just human underneath. 

My circuit board is fried. 

But my mind just keeps spinning.

Even when I’m tired. 

And my body feels like sleeping. 

When these thoughts come.

It feels like I'm dreaming. 

Verse 3:

Ideas can come fast.

Need to get them down.

Always contemplating fates.

Always the class clown.

Verse 4:

Can pump them songs with style.

Juggling things in my mind.

I'm very versatile.

Multitasking all the time.

Pre Chorus:

I’m fucked up and insecure.

I'm neurotic to the bone.

My heart keeps beating.

Not sure if I am in control.

Chorus:

My brains a machine. 

I’m just human underneath. 

My circuit board is fried. 

But my mind just keeps spinning.

Even when I’m tired. 

And my body feels like sleeping. 

When these thoughts come.

It feels like I'm dreaming. 

Bridge:

My synapsis fire.

My brain tells me things.

Trying to keep it all together.

Even though always busy it seems.

Refrain:

I’m fucked up and insecure.

I'm neurotic to the bone.

My heart keeps beating.

Not sure if I am in control.

Chorus:

My brains a machine. 

I thought I was human underneath.

But come to find out.

I'm a robot in human skin.

My brains a machine. 

I’m just human underneath. 

My circuit board is fried. 

But my mind just keeps spinning.

Even when I’m tired. 

And my body feels like sleeping. 

When these thoughts come.

It feels like I'm dreaming. 

Out:

My brains a machine. 

I’m just human underneath. 

My circuit board is fried. 

But my mind just keeps spinning.

Even when I’m tired. 

And my body feels like sleeping. 

When these thoughts come.

It feels like I'm dreaming.

Hard Wired

Verse 1:

I'm getting up. And hitting the gym.

Coffee in hand. Music in my ear. 

It's not too crowded. It's Not too loud.

My heart's pumping. Brain's in overdrive.

Verse 2:

Got so much to do. Got so much to explore.

10 acres is what I got. I've got so much more.

A lot to handle. A lot to make.

Rainbows in the sky for us. That's our day.

Pre Chorus:

Running around in circles. Jumping in the pond.

Fishing and swimming. We got a quite a lot.

Chorus:

Dusk till dawn. Beauty's all around.

The grass is growing. The kids in the yard.

Geese flying from top till down.

It's fascinating to live near the silver pond.

Verse 3:

All types of people. All types of lives.

We're not just simple folk.  Here in Vermont.

Southern Canada is what some say.

Green is the color. Even when the sky is gray.

Verse 4:

Vermont creamy skies light up the afternoon.

Beer in hand, and guitars playing tunes.

Cows in the field. Dogs in the yard.

Couldn't be more happy in this land of ours.

Pre Chorus:

Running around in circles. Jumping in the pond.

Fishing and swimming. We got a quite a lot.

Chorus:

Dusk till dawn. Beauty's all around.

The grass is growing. The kids in the yard.

Geese flying from top till down.

It's fascinating to live near the silver pond.

Bridge:

Not too far from the modern world. 

Tucked away off the main road.

Near the stream and the mountains too.

Love this land. I really do.

Chorus:

Dusk till dawn. Beauty's all around.

The grass is growing.

Staver Sessions 2

Vermont

Vermont (Single)

Chorus:

He's the sunshine in my life.

But I got to treat him right.

Cause I've been tearing him down.

And burning everything in sight.

I know that I'm not real good.

But I'm not always bad.

I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.

But I really love that man.

Verse 1:

I'm a tiny princess.

I'm used to getting my way.

I like a lot of boys.

But there's only one that stayed.

Verse 2:

He treats me well.

Even when I scream.

He brings me so much joy.

Though toys are better for me.

Pre Chorus:

I know I got him.

Right between the eyes.

But he's kind and cute.

And he makes me smile.

Chorus:

He's the sunshine in my life.

But I got to treat him right.

Cause I've been tearing him down.

And burning everything in sight.

I know that I'm not real good.

But I'm not always bad.

I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.

But I really love that man.

Verse 3:

I don't do what other girls.

They need to chase a man.

I've got em all lined up.

At least that's my plan.

Verse 4:

I'm not really bad.

Just mostly misunderstood.

I'm a broken Barbie.

And need Ken to fix me good.

Pre Chorus:

I know I got him.

Right between the eyes.

But he's kind and cute.

And he makes me smile.

Chorus:

He's the sunshine in my life.

But I got to treat him right.

Cause I've been tearing him down.

And burning everything in sight.

I know that I'm not real good.

But I'm not always bad.

I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.

But I really love that man.

Bridge:

It wasn't doing me good.

To always be a royal pain.

I put down my pretend crown.

And I hid it away.

Now's the time for me.

To be the gracious Queen I am.

And start something new.

Cause he's my Ken.

Verse 5:

I've changed my ways.

I've gotten myself in line.

I want to keep my prince forever.

So I cut the shit out big time.

Verse 6:

I stopped my tantrums.

I'm starting to settle down.

But I still got a mean streak.

When other girls come around.

Chorus:

He's the sunshine in my life.

But I got to treat him right.

Cause I've been tearing him down.

And burning everything in sight.

I know that I'm not real good.

But I'm not always bad.

I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.

But I really love that man.

Pre Chorus:

I know I got him.

Right between the eyes.

But he's kind and cute.

And he makes me smile.

Chorus:

He's the sunshine in my life.

But I got to treat him right.

Cause I've been tearing him down.

And burning everything in sight.

I know that I'm not real good.

But I'm not always bad.

I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.

But I really love that man.

Refrain:

I stopped my tantrums.

I'm starting to settle down.

But I still got a mean streak.

When other girls come around.

I stopped my tantrums.

I'm starting to settle down.

But I still got a mean streak.

When other girls come around.

Shes a Wolf- Single

Chorus:

I love you Sloan.

You make me so happy.

We''ll leave this town.

Be together so completely.

But our love may last.

For only a little while.

Our hearts are bound together.

Forever on this endless mile.

Verse 1:

I know your running away.

To try and forget us.

But there's people here.

That love you no matter what.

Verse 2:

You tell me your fine.

But I see fire in your eyes.

You've leaving home.

To make a new life.

Pre Chorus:

Where you go I'll follow.

You're my sweet paradise.

Best thing to happen to me.

Don't need to think twice.

Chorus:

I love you Sloan.

You make me so happy.

We''ll leave this town.

Be together so completely.

But our love may last.

For only a little while.

Our hearts are bound together.

Forever on this endless mile.

Verse 3: 

I know you don't fall.

In love so very easily.

Had your heart broken.

But I'm different you'll see.

Verse 4: 

I'll make you laugh.

And hold your hand.

We'll take this journey.

Together, that's our plan.

Pre Chorus:

Where you go I'll follow.

You're my sweet paradise.

Best thing to happen to me.

Don't need to think twice.

Chorus:

I love you Sloan.

You make me so happy.

We''ll leave this town.

Be together so completely.

But our love may last.

For only a little while.

Our hearts are bound together.

Forever on this endless mile.

Bridge:

You're looking to get away.

To try something new.

And you're seeking absolution.

In trying to forgive yourself.

I shouldn't have to beg.

Cause summer not quite done.

I want you wrap you in my arms.

And I'll never let you down.

Chorus:

I love you Sloan.

You make me so happy.

We''ll leave this town.

Be together so completely.

But our love may last.

For only a little while.

Our hearts are bound together.

Forever on this endless mile.

Refrain:

Things will eventually change.

As they often do.

But the memory of our love.

Will always be with you.

I love you Sloan.

Sloan

Intro:



 I just still dreaming.

Cause you said you were leaving.

But now you are just screaming.

And it feels so really demeaning.



Verse 1:



When I first saw your eyes.

My heart was just so mesmerized.

I needed you now in my life.

And I just didn't think twice.



Verse 2:



You walked by me, said hello.

Your voice was sweet and bold.

You asked me so many things.

My mind went blank, no feeling.



Pre chorus:



 I just still dreaming.

Cause you said you were leaving.

But now you are just screaming.

And it feels so really demeaning.



Chorus:



So stop all of your lies.

I've got you in my sights.

We have got only one life.

And now this love must die.



But you just keep hanging on.

Like a fruit that's so rotten.

You are trying to soldier on.

But our love is long gone.



Verse 3:



We went all over the town.

Like the royal court, all crowns.

Seemed like our fate was intertwined.

I believed that you were right.



Verse 4:



As our time together grew on.

I saw cracks in your armor.

Your true self reared its head.

All the lies I was fed.



Pre chorus:



 I just still dreaming.

Cause you said you were leaving.

But now you are just screaming.

And it feels so really demeaning.



Chorus:



So stop all of your lies.

I've got you in my sights.

We have got only one life.

And so this love must die.



But you just keep hanging on.

Like a fruit that's so rotten.

You are trying to soldier on.

But our love is long gone.



Bridge:



But I just can't do it anymore.

Constant lies and the breakups galore.

We are always together and apart.

Jail sentence needs to be discharged.



Pre Chorus:



I know you're wrong for me.

And I think I need some peace.

So kicking you to the curb.

Where I will live so undisturbed.



Chorus:



So stop all of your lies.

I've got you in my sights.

We have got only one life.

And this love must die.



But you just keep hanging on.

Like a fruit that's so rotten.

You are trying to soldier on.

But our love is long gone.



Outro:



So stop all of your lies.

Cause walked out of your life.

Please leave

Verse 1:



I'm sitting beside the fire.

Listening to the snow’s chill.

I'm just counting my blessings.

That this trip will be blissful.



Verse 2:



And you are over there.

Bags are ready to go.

You open up the door.

So we venture into the unknown.



Pre Chorus:



Here for all of it.

We stare each other down.

And nowhere special to be.

With our arms all around.



Chorus:



You are my sweet escape.

It's when the dawn breaks.

With you next to me.

Feel like I can do anything.



And now I'm not alone.

The oceans are not cold.

I'm enjoying your warmth.

Cause you're now my home.



Verse 3:



And when we arrive there.

Much to our own surprise.

Our feelings seemed to grow.

In this tropical island paradise.



Verse 4:



The days were so long.

And the night's never ended.

We danced our way around.

Until our love was truly cemented.



Pre Chorus:



Here for all of it.

We stare each other down.

And nowhere special to be.

With our arms all around.



Chorus:



You are my safe place.

My retreat from the storm.

You are my teenage persona.

The one that I adore.



You are my secret haven.

Where stolen kisses are explored.

Bring light into my life.

Cause you're now my home.



Bridge:



Maybe we will ask enough.

It will never be a chore.

Just an unspoken pinky promise.

With dancing moonbeams on the floor.



The laughter and midnight dances.

And our smiles grow bigger.

So our hugs engulf us.

It is our own love trigger.



Chorus:



You are my safe place.

My retreat from the storm.

You are my teenage persona.

The one that I adore.



You are my sweet escape.

It's when the dawn breaks.

With you next to me.

Feel like I can do anything.



Outro:



The days were so long.

And the night's never ended.

We danced our way around.

Until our love was truly cemented.



You are my safe place.

My retreat from the storm.

You are my teenage persona.

The one that I adore.



You are my sweet escape.

It's when the dawn breaks.

With you next to me.

Feel like I can do anything.

Our sweet escape

Intro:



His creativity and his wild spirit.

They can not be fully contained.

And so without a college degree.

He would achieve his ultimate fame.



Verse 1:



Tommy’s mother and father never home.

Would fend for himself, never bored.

Constant companion was his Les Paul.

Played it when he was alone.



Verse 2:



Was told he would never leave.

Tommy was trapped living in dirty city.

Mother said he was so worthless.

And he would be nothing else.



Pre Chorus:



He was told that he can’t.

So he would prove them all wrong.

Told he couldn’t do it.

But he knew differently all along.



Chorus:



His creativity and his wild spirit.

They can not be fully contained.

And so without a college degree.

He would achieve his ultimate fame.



Verse 3:



But he had very high hopes.

That he would have another life.

His guitar would be beside him.

And he would conquer his strife.



Verse 4:



Then the day had finally come.

When he performed at his school.

His teachers were so very impressed.

And wanted to connected him fully.



Pre Chorus:



He was told that he can’t.

So he would prove them all wrong.

Told he couldn’t do it.

But he knew differently all along.



Chorus:



His creativity and his wild spirit.

They can not be fully contained.

And so without a college degree.

He would achieve his ultimate fame.



Bridge:



He could shred like no one else.

Got to meet his lifetime hero.

Played him a few of his songs.

Got a mentor in Tom Morello.



Off he went to the west coast.

Met a manager, recorded some songs.

Started to play out every night.

Hear his records, play them twice.



Chorus:



His creativity and his wild spirit.

They can not be fully contained.

And so without a college degree.

He would achieve his ultimate fame.



Outro:



He left that old Penn South.

And he never looked back there.

He is just traveling across the country.

And no longer has any cares.

Penn South

Verse 1:



I Know that I’m obsessed.

She’s always on my mind.

There’s this brown haired beauty.

She always makes me smile.



Verse 2:



Every time I see her.

Eyes stare into my soul.

Wears a leopard printed dress.

Plays a pink Les Paul.



Pre Chorus:



She says.

We are always from somewhere.

But that’s not my goal.

It’s about where you’re going.

Don’t you want to come along.



Chorus:



So now is the time.

For you not to be shy.

I’m looking for a soulmate.

Want to come and try.



Verse 3:



If I had the courage.

I would open my mouth.

And say some damn words.

Tell her what I’m about.



Verse 4:



But I’m a bit shy.

Don’t know what to say.

And my tongue gets tied.

My anxiety isn’t at bay.



Pre Chorus:



She says.

We are always from somewhere.

But that’s not my goal.

It’s about where you’re going.

Don’t you want to come along.



Chorus:



So now is the time.

For you not to be shy.

I’m looking for a soulmate.

Want to come and try.



Bridge:



But I get up the courage.

And walk up to her.

I open my shut mouth.

And say that I love her.



She just smiles at me.

Says her name is Sam.

I’m happy to meet you.

I’m the singer in the band.



Pre Chorus:



She says. 

We are always from somewhere.

But that’s not my goal.

It’s about where you’re going.

Don’t you want to come along.



Chorus:



So now is the time.

For you not to be shy.

I’m looking for a soulmate.

Want to come and try.



Outro:



My fears and my anxiety.

They all slowly go away.

So we ended up talking.

Throughout the night and day.



Not sure if she’ll stay.

Not sure we’re a match.

But now got the courage.

Speaking too the next lass.

I'm so shy

Verse 1:



I've been thinking a lot.

About the shifting tides.

Where does the water end.

The sand and skies.



Chorus:



It really does not matter.

Things evolve over time. 

Water flows where it wants.

Never stops in time.



Verse 2:



I've been thinking a lot.

About the first snow.

When it covers the earth.

Makes the moon glow.



Chorus:



It really does not matter.

Changes happen over time.

The winter snow drift builds.

Eventually disappears leaving grime.



Verse 3:



I've been thinking a lot.

About suffering human race.

When truth then becomes lies.

Lifetime war, we die.



Chorus:



It really really does matter.

How we treat each other.

We must learn to be flexible.

And not just duck and cover.



Bridge:



Tides shift all the time.

And we have to navigate our way around.

Cause there's only two options.

One above or below the ground.



Outro:



I've been thinking a lot.

About the shifting tides.

Where does the water ends.

The sand and skies.



I've been thinking a lot.

About the shifting tides.

Where does the water end.

The sand and skies.



I've been thinking a lot.

About the shifting tides.

Where does the water end.

The sand and skies.

Shifting tides

Verse 1:



Just because you don’t want to hear it.

Doesn’t make it not true.

I had to face my chaotic missteps.

And maybe you should too.



Verse 2:



I scouted those mountains.

With tears streaming down my face.

I would have given anything.

To feel your warm embrace



Pre Chorus:



But I cut the chord.

And my perception of reality.

When the rain clouds had cleared. 

I achieved total clarity.



Chorus:



Lord help me figure what’s up.

Or what’s down below.

But reinstall the idea it’s me.

That I must keep fighting for.



Verse 3:



And when the moon does shine.

With all of us underneath it.

The waves still engulf me.

And I’m no longer scared a bit.



Verse 4:



By the darkness or the unknown.

You signed me up for this “wake up call”

And look how I’ve grown.

Yet in your eyes I’m still so small.



Pre Chorus:



But I cut the chord.

And my perception of reality.

When the rain clouds had cleared.

I achieved total clarity.



Chorus:



Lord help me figure what’s up.

Or what’s down below.

But reinstall the idea it’s me.

That I must keep fighting for.



Bridge:



You hate it now.

Because it’s clarity I have.

But now there’s so much less.

Of my back for you to stab.



Chorus:



Lord help me figure what’s up.

Or what’s down below.

But reinstall the idea it’s me.

That I must keep fighting for.

Rising Above The Darkness

Missteps

Verse 1:



She let him shackle her.

Broke her like a horse.

The wild spirit he created.

Shut her down, no remorse.



Verse 2:



She allowed it to happen. 

While her soul was intubated.

And then something just snapped.

Twas the monster he created.



Pre Chorus:



God, he was so good.

But not a real man.

When finding a strong woman.

Got to handle with care.



Chorus:



So get out her throne.

And make sure you’re ready.

She’s a force of nature.

And she’s got dreams aplenty.



Verse 3:



When he saw that monster.

Tried to tie her down.

Whipped her with words and gifts.

To tame her royal crown. 



Verse 4:



So once again she submitted.

But something new stewed within.

The exit she was committed.

A new life to begin.



Pre Chorus:



God, he was so good.

But not a real man.

When finding a strong woman.

Got to handle with care.



Chorus:



So get out her throne.

And make sure you’re ready.

She’s a force of nature.

And she’s got dreams aplenty.



Bridge:



Then she found the door.

With her fragile heart bleeding.

With her words and tears.

She unleashed her inner beast. 



But she came out alive.

And conquered her deadly fears.

But his soft-spoken surprised face.

Didn’t know her hard years.



Chorus:



So get out her throne.

And make sure you’re ready.

She’s a force of nature.

And she’s got dreams aplenty.



Outro:



God, he was so good.

But not a real man.

When finding a strong woman.

Got to handle with care.

Handle with care

Verse 1:



There once was a day.

We're glad I was around.

You would hold my hand.

And would make some loving sounds.



Verse 2:



We would run over town.

And drink some fancy coffee.

Would go on road trips.

And love each other so deeply.



Pre Chorus:



I know that you're gone.

And it's been a while.

It seems like time flies.

I'm lost in the wild.



Chorus:



I've got to look forward.

And not in the past.

I've got to center myself.

It's your memory that lasts.



I thought we were perfect.

Thought it would last forever.

But fate had other plans.

So now I just remember.



Verse 3:



I wanted to get closer.

Start to build a life.

But you had other plans.

Didn't want to be my wife.



Verse 4:



Felt I was rushing you.

And felt I was difficult.

Rather than talk  it through.

You decided to turn, run out.



Pre Chorus:



I know that you're gone.

And it's been a while.

It seems like time flies.

I'm lost in the wild.



Chorus:



I've got to look forward.

And not in the past.

I've got to center myself.

It's your memory that lasts.



I thought we were perfect.

Thought it would last forever.

But fate had other plans.

So now I just remember.



Bridge:



Twas so very heart broken.

I know I'm wonderfully flawed.

I'm dealing with the scars.

From the day that you left.



Maybe there's a future time.

When I get over you.

When I set my sights.

On someone better than you.



Chorus:



I've got to look forward.

And not in the past.

I've got to center myself.

It's your memory that lasts.



I thought we were perfect.

Thought it would last forever.

But fate had other plans.

So now I just remember.



Outro:



It took me some time.

And a lot of therapy.

To realize that you, girl.

Really aren't very good for me.



So I think I'm better off.

Guess I'll bide my time.

To find the right one.

Maybe she's driving past mile 59.

You're Gone Now

Intro:



My world is not for sale.



Verse 1:



My world feels like it crumbling.

I don't know what to do.

My rage has been building up.

I feel like I'm getting screwed.



Verse 2:



Keep working for days and hours.

With no goddamn end in sight.

I'm just trying to make enough.

Feed and clothe my family, right.



Pre Chorus:



What are the power brokers doing.

When they are behind closed doors.

What type of gossip is happened.

What are they trying to explode.



Chorus:



My world is not for sale.

Just cause you deem it so.

I will fight tooth and nail.

Until you finally just bleed out.



I did not really want this.

I didn't realize what you're about.

So I need to get some sunshine.

I'm going to kick you out.



Verse 3:



I was promised you make it better.

So I drank up that faith.

I wasn't sure of your motives.

But I needed a big break.



Verse 4:



So I held my nose again.

And I voted you back in.

Hoping I was wrong about you.

But that's when the struggle began.



Pre Chorus:



What are the power brokers doing.

When they are behind closed doors. 

What type of gossip is happened.

What are they trying to explode.



Chorus:



My world is not for sale. 

Just cause you deem it so. 

I will fight tooth and nail. 

Until you finally just bleed out.



I did not really want this. 

I didn't realize what you're about.

So I need to get some sunshine.

I'm going to kick you out.



Bridge:



I really did not want this.

I did not want the pain.

And was hoping for a savior.

For someone to take the reins.



Didn't realize your true hellish motives.

What you would do to me.

I made such a big mistake.

On the wrong side of history.



Chorus:



My world is not for sale.

Just cause you deem it so.

I will fight tooth and nail.

Until you finally just bleed out.



I did not really want this.

I didn't realize what you're about.

So I need to get some sunshine.

I'm going to kick you out.



Outro:



So now I have to live.

With the mistake I have made.

I've got to pitch right in.

Cause there's protests to be made.



I got this feeling right now.

That he'll do himself right in.

But we may want some gasoline.

To kick start the fire within.


Didn't realize

Intro:



She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.



Verse 1:



We're taking a slight detour.

From our normal daily lives.

Fun at the summer beach.

Having the time of our lives.



Verse 2:



I'm sipping on some mojitos.

And I'm also drinking beer. 

She's laying in the sun.

I'm loving her so dear.



Pre Chorus:



She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.



Chorus:



Her brown hair, hazel eyes.

Still got me so hypnotized.

This sun kissed beach beauty.

Gotta make her my wife.



Verse 3:



She's like the blue ocean.

She sparkles in the light.

She's drinking margaritas and scotch.

Squeezing the lime just right.



Verse 4:



Just want to touch her.

All over her tanned body.

She is my teenage dream.

My hearts beats so rapidly.



Pre Chorus:



She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.



Chorus:



Her brown hair, hazel eyes.

Still got me so hypnotized.

This sun kissed beach beauty.

Gotta make her my wife.



Bridge:



I loose all my control.

When I just see her.

Feel like we're fated lovers.

Lovers on this vacation beach.



Cause she is my angel. 

And she is my muse.

Want to kiss her body.

And kiss all her tattoos.



Pre Chorus:



She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.



Chorus:



Her brown hair, hazel eyes.

Still got me so hypnotized.

This sun kissed beach beauty.

Gotta make her my wife



Pre Chorus:



She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.

She's my sweet beach baby.

Love that girl, no maybe's.

She's a brilliant dawn sun.

Think of her, heart thumps.

Sweet beach baby

Intro:



Please just come sit down.

And come to the table.

There's a lot to discuss.

We just got to be able.



Please just do not scream.

And there's no people pleasing.

Cause there's some serious things.

That we need to be discussing.



Verse 1:



You can't just walk away.

When you do not like.

What I have to say.

What I believe is truly right.



Verse 2:



We are in this together.

We need it fixed soon.

Cause our relationship feels broken.

We're dancing to a lonesome tune.



Pre Chorus:



So let's try to compromise.

Cause our love is broken.

But your demands of me.

Are really and truly a joke.



Chorus:



And you're so very inflexible.

And so unwilling to change.

My heart's gonna close soon.

Fix it, or I am going away.



Verse 3:



When there is no negotiation.

Your prides in the way.

You're not willing to compromise.

And unwilling to fix our mistake.



Verse 4:



So we rushed into things.

And clearly we aren't right.

The way you treated me.

You did not even think twice.



Pre Chorus:



So let's try to compromise.

Cause our love is broken.

But your demands of me.

Are really and truly a joke.



Chorus:



And you're so very inflexible.

And so unwilling to change.

My heart's gonna close soon.

Fix it, or I am going away.



Bridge:



You didn't try that hard.

You're not willing to try.

To fix what is broken.

You've got no tear to cry.



So I am stepping away.

Going to kicking you out.

Either way, I just done.

So just a table for one.



Pre Chorus:



So let's try to compromise.

Cause our love is broken.

But your demands of me.

Are really and truly a joke.



Chorus:



And you're so very inflexible.

And so unwilling to change.

My heart's gonna close soon.

Fix it, or I am going away.



Outro:



Please just come sit down.

And come to the table.

There's a lot to discuss.

We just got to be able.



Please just do not scream.

And there's no people pleasing.

Cause there's some serious things.

That we need to be discussing.

No Negotiation

Intro:



Um, so you really just fumbled.

And you flopped and you played.

At the end of the day.

I had to walk far away.



Verse 1:



You came out of the woodwork.

Just like Cinderella at midnight.

You were so remorseful and asking.

What you did not do right.



Verse 2:



So that is it, he begged.

End of a one night stand.

Now wishing for a lot more.

But never was a real man.



Chorus:

Um, so you really just fumbled.

And you flopped and you played.

At the end of the day.

I had to walk far away.



Verse 3:



Was no one to hold me.

Where I would feel so safe.

And no one to comfort me.

Excuse me playboy, you’re out of place.



Verse 4:



Played this game so many times.

Feels like I'm losing my mind.

Body and heart paid the bill.

Just to have a temporary thrill.



Chorus:



Um, so you really just fumbled.

And you flopped and you played.

At the end of the day.

I had to walk far away.



Bridge:



And I just walk far away.

You eventually will always come back.

And I just walk far away.

You're no longer following my track.



Chorus:



Um, so you really just fumbled.

And you flopped and you played.

At the end of the day.

I had to walk far away.



Outro:



I just walk away.

I just walk away.

I just walk away.

I just walk away.


Walk Away

Verse 1:



I've never been a saint.

Keep doing what I can’t.

Lived a life real large.

And always been in charge.



Verse 2:



I charted my own way.

And thinking mostly about me.

I've decided how to play.

And glad to be free.



Pre Chorus:



Until the day I met her.

My life was so a stir.

I couldn't shake this feeling.

One day I'd marry her.



Chorus:



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I'm now her loving pon.



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I'm now her loving pon.



Verse 3:



We met on a Sunday.

And was hooked by Monday.

I ignored every red flag.

Gave her everything I had.



Verse 4:



Spent every day with her

Time passed in a blur.

But eventually she bored.

And walked out the door.



Pre Chorus:



Until the day I met her.

My life was so a stir.

I couldn't shake this feeling.

That marriage would never occur.



Chorus:



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.



Bridge:



I never meant to hurt.

Not myself or even her.

But still feel the pain.

Her memory will always remain.



Pre Chorus:



Until the day I met her.

My life was so a stir.

I couldn't shake this feeling.

That marriage would never occur.



Chorus:



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.



Outro:



She really never said goodbye.

Nor gave a reason why.

She packed up and left.

Said she found another friend.



Now I sit by myself.

Our love on a shelf.

Unsure how to go on.

I sit here all alone.



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.



She baptized me with fire.

No one else's like her.

Got it all going on.

I was her loving pon.

Baptized me with fire

Intro:



I was grasping at straws.



Verse 1:



We're a group of misfits.

Just dealing with parental bullshit.

We're swept under the rug. 

Dealing with drama that unfolded.



Verse 2:



We're put into a room.

To pour our feelings out.

Felt like we were lost.

Single mother with father gone.



Pre Chorus:



People pleaser, and daddy needer.

No quick start for me.

But time has just passed.

Mama now I'm so complete.



Chorus:



Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.



Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.



Verse 3:



Didn't have a father figure.

Made up as went along.

It was sometimes so good.

And sometimes not so strong.



Verse 4:



Whose the scared boy now.

Cause I am all grown.

Tried to fix my insides.

But feel like still broken.



Pre Chorus:



People pleaser, and daddy needer. 

No quick start for me.

But time has just passed.

Mama now I'm so complete.



Chorus:



Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.



Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.



Bridge:



I figured it all out. 

Treating a woman one should. 

Did it with your help.

Without a father who never understood.



I've got no more strings.

They're not left on me.

I'd be lying if I said.

I still wasn't so angry.

So.



Outro:



I'm my own role model. 

Hope I served my kids well. 

Learned it the hard way. 

I thank you as well. 

Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.

Look how far I've come.

Making up as I go along.

It has served me well.

Fixed some of those wrongs.

Grasping at Straws

Verse 1:



There's this brown haired beauty.

Just sitting on the beach.

She is starring into space.

Dreaming of what her life can be.



Verse 2:



Her skin is like copper.

Brown hair is turning light.

And so she only cries.

When it only rains at night.



Pre Chorus:



She's dreaming.

She's feeling.

Sometimes soon.

She will be singing.



Chorus:



She's happy.

Sometimes sad.

 force to be reckoned with.

She's the singer in the band.



She's up.

Sometimes down.

She plays her les paul guitar.

And stands out from the crowd.



Post Chorus:



She's excited.

She's a mess.

Staring into the sound board.

Waiting for music to be blessed.



Verse 3:



She remembers her old life.

When she had no voice.

And she felt just caged.

And didn't have a choice.



Verse 4:



Now sitting in a pool.

Dreaming of the coming night.

Where she'll be on stage.

And singing things just right.



Pre Chorus:



She's dreaming.

She's feeling.

Sometimes soon.

She will be singing.



Chorus:



She's happy.

Sometimes sad.

 force to be reckoned with.

She's the singer in the band.



She's up.

Sometimes down.

She plays her les paul guitar.

And stands out from the crowd.



Post Chorus:



She's excited.

She's a mess.

Staring into the sound board.

Waiting for music to be blessed.



Bridge:



Plays dressup.

Singing tunes.

She is never ever bored.

And she does not like to loose.



True beauty.

Without compare.

The ghost of her ex.

Still haunts her, but doesn't really care.



Outro:



She'll slide.

Into your DM's.

She's the one you want.

But be so very gentle.



She smells.

Of beach and of coconuts.

She's still just dreaming of.

What her life is all about.



Chorus:



She's happy.

Sometimes sad.

 force to be reckoned with.

She's the singer in the band.



She's up.

Sometimes down.

She plays her les paul guitar.

And stands out from the crowd.



She's excited.

She's the best.

And such a real charmer.

We all fell all so blessed.

She's dreaming

Verse 1:



Focus and pay attention please. 

Up off of my knees. 

Ruffle the feathers, all the tethers. 

These things do hold me together. 



Verse 2:



As I storm the weather.

You unleashed into my sky.

Because my truth, muddled your lie.

Twas lie, upon lie, upon lie.



Pre Chorus:



I have just busted out.

Of these burnt out bars.

All that I have left.

Are all the memories and scars.



Chorus:



You'll never have to see.

This angry face on me.

I’m done with this poor excuse.

And all of your crazy abuse.



Verse 3:



As you’re trashing my name.

Joke to you, that's me.

And it’s all fair game.

Course I’m the one to blame.



Verse 4:



Excuses, obtuseness, obtrusive, yet conducive.

To your cause and plight.

Because of course you’re always right.

Right and right and right, right.



Pre Chorus:



I have just busted out.

Of these burnt out bars.

All that I have left.

Are all the memories and scars.



Chorus:



You'll never have to see.

This angry face on me.

I’m done with this poor excuse.

And all of your crazy abuse.



Bridge:



So you said I’m weak.

And I'm so very obsolete.

But the fact you’re so strong.

I just truly don’t really belong.



In your world, you’re straight.

And I’m so very unfurled.

And you have such hard edges.

While mine are full of curves.



Outro:



You talk a big game.

No remorse and zero shame.

But when you're face to face.

Run and hide just the same.



Pre Chorus:



I have just busted out.

Of these burnt out bars.

All that I have left.

Are all the memories and scars.



Chorus:



You'll never have to see.

This angry face on me.

I’m done with all your abuse.

Of this human, a poor excuse.

 

Pay Attention

Verse 1:



When I open my eyes.

I see you're not there.

Not sure if you've left.

And gone to who knows where.



Verse 2:



Always thought I'd be alone.

Until that very fateful night.

And when our souls met.

The lightening it did really strike.



Pre Chorus:



I would never had thought.

That given my previous life.

Twas kept in a cage.

Living on tip of a knife.



Chorus:



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



Verse 3:



I heard noises from below.

And to my eager surprise.

See you hadn't left yet.

Cause you're always on my mind.



Verse 4:



You said you couldn't sleep.

Had things on your mind.

You just needed alone time.

Without trying to really disturb mine.



Pre Chorus:



I would never had thought.

That given my previous life.

Twas kept in a cage.

Living on tip of a knife.



Chorus:



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



Bridge:



Said you had been thinking.

Maybe it is about time.

For us to get married.

And for you to be mine.



You got on your knee.

And looked into my eyes.

Asked me the one question.

Wanted me to be your wife.



Chorus:



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



But my life right now.

Has forever been really changed.

I'll be taking this leap.

With you, I'll be so complete.



Outro:



This fairy tale isn't done.

And my story hasn't ended.

Cause we'll be reading it.

Cause this book has become legend.

Sunshine with you

Pre Chorus:



I know you want me, Josie.

Cause you're my biggest fan.

You want to be with me, Josie.

But I can't be that man.



Chorus:



We keep circling around.

On this merry-go-round.

Trying to make it work.

But I just can't commit.

There's too much going on.

And my heart's really not in it.



Verse 1: 



We met one fateful night.

I was up on stage.

I looked into the crowd.

Our eyes locked twice.

And I fell into a trace.

And then everything went black.



Verse 2: 



It was an instant attraction.

Like lightening in a bottle.

And my soul needed to be fed.

And after the show.

You came up to me.

And that's where we first kissed.



Pre Chorus:



I know you want me, Josie.

Cause you're my biggest fan.

You want to be with me, Josie.

But I can't be that man.



Chorus:



We keep circling around.

On this merry-go-round.

Trying to make it work.

But I just can't commit.

There's too much going on.

And my heart's really not in it.



Verse 3: 



It was an emotional release.

Cause I've been singing.

And I couldn't control my thoughts.

You loved every minute.

As I spoiled you daily.

Without thinking about the cost.



Verse 4: 



You were so locked in.

But I was just looking.

For fun and excitement.

I know your hearts.

It's in the right place.

By my hearts still broken.



Pre Chorus:



I know you want me, Josie.

Cause you're my biggest fan.

You want to be with me, Josie.

But I can't be that man.



Chorus:



We keep circling around.

On this merry-go-round.

Trying to make it work.

But I just can't commit.

There's too much going on.

And my heart's really not in it.



Bridge:



Josie, I'm just not that guy.

I've tried so hard to get sober.

You deserve more.

But my life right now.

Isn't where I can give anymore.

So take it or leave it.

I'm damaged goods. 

And I care for you so much.

That's why I'm out the door.

And you need to move on.



Pre Chorus:



I know you want me, Josie.

Cause you're my biggest fan.

You want to be with me, Josie.

But I can't be that man.



Chorus:



We keep circling around.

On this merry-go-round.

Trying to make it work.

But I just can't commit.

There's too much going on.

And my heart's really not in it.



Refrain: 



Saying goodbye is the hardest thing.

But I need to heal.

I can't do this to you, Josie.

Even though you beg and plea.

My heart's with you.

But it was not meant to be, Josie.

Saying goodbye is the hardest thing.

But I need to heal.

I can't do this to you, Josie.

Even though you beg and plea.

My heart's with you.

But it was not meant to be, Josie.

Josie (Original)

JOSIE (Original version)

Intro:



I can't get you.

Out of my mind.

Where ever I go.

I think of you and smile.



Verse 1:



The day we met.

It felt like fate.

I just couldn't speak.

My heart started to really resonate.



Verse 2:



You cracked a smile.

And said I'm Sam.

Nice to meet you.

I'm the singer in the band.



Pre Chorus:



Digging on you.

You're digging on me.

Just how do we.

Become so very complete.



Chorus:



Digging on us.

We're not yet complete.

But loving each together.

Ain't life so sweet.



I'm digging on you.



Verse 3:



I opened my mouth.

And began to speak.

Sounded like a mouse.

You kissed my mouth, felt complete.



Verse 4:



We danced all night.

And into the dawn.

Lovers in the wild.

Together, forever, it didn't feel wrong.



Pre Chorus:



Digging on you.

You're digging on me.

Just how do we.

Become so very complete.



Chorus:



Digging on us.

We're not yet complete.

But loving each together.

Ain't life so sweet.

I'm digging on you.



Bridge:



After that great night.

You had to go.

Said be back soon.

Now that we're lovers, don'tcha know.



I canceled by plans.

And hoped right along.

Couldn't image my life.

Needed you forever in my arms.



Chorus:



Digging on you.

You're digging on me.

Just how do we.

Become so very complete.



Digging on us.

We're not yet complete.

But loving each together.

Ain't life so sweet.

I'm digging on you.



Outro:



And now we're together.

Cause I'm digging you.

You're my dream girl.

And I'm your knight in blue.



I am feeling you.

And you're feeling me.

Together just so forever.

Then we will be so complete.

Digging on you

Intro:



It's time to change.

Your luck has really gone bad.

Maybe time for a new direction.

Maybe you're the leader of a band.



Verse 1:



It's all poor timing.

At least that's what you say.

So you get up and leave.

And will try for another day.



Verse 2:



You had this dream.

That one day you'd be king.

And hoping to make a fortune.

And finally find yourself a queen.



Pre Chorus:



Your luck is slipping away.

You hoped you find it.

You keep putting in dollars.

Looking for pennies that are heaven sent.



Chorus:



You keep dreaming and wishing.

That your lucks about to change.

But that not something.

That you can arrange.



You keep dropping in dollars.

And you keep pulling away.

But you're missing the point.

Cause that machine not gonna pay.



Verse 3:



You tried your luck.

On so many many different things.

You are always leaving so disappointed.

Dreams leave, feel like you're bleeding.



Verse 4:



Maybe it is time.

And chase those forgotten teenage dreams.

So back to the drawing board.

And find your true inner being.



Pre Chorus:



Your luck is slipping away.

You hoped you find it.

You keep putting in dollars.

Looking for pennies that are heaven sent.



Chorus:



You keep dreaming and wishing.

That your lucks about to change.

But that not something.

That you can arrange.



You keep dropping in dollars.

And you keep pulling away.

But you're missing the point.

Cause that machine not gonna pay.



Bridge:



So with some strength.

You finally get up and leave.

And looking for a safe space.

To plot what you really need.



You think so hard.

That you almost do pass out.

But when you finally do awaken.

You know what your life's about.



Pre Chorus:



Your luck has finally reset.

You've traded in your failures.

Now you're standing on stage.

And playing to the answers.



Chorus:



Your salvation is your words.

And how they touch others.

So get up on that stage.

And play like no other.



Your luck has really changed.

And now you're the king.

Your playing that PRS guitar.

And now you have that queen.



Your salvation is your words.

And how they touch others.

So get up on that stage.

And play like no other.



Your luck has really changed.

And now you're the king.

Your playing that PRS guitar.

And now you have that queen.

Change your luck

Intro:



This is a tale.

Of a cool punk rocker.

She has hopes and dreams.

And she won't even faulter.



Verse 1:



She's now a lone wolf.

And looking for her pack.

She needs some band mates.

That has unbelievable talent.



Verse 2:



She's been around the world.

And played on many stages.

But needs some new blood.

To help turn the page.



Pre Chorus:



So it's welcome, welcome.

To the state of Barbara.

She's a sight to behold.

Once you get to know her.



Chorus:



She's the very best.

That I've ever seen.

So won't you applaud her.

On the stage and the screen.



She's got the chops.

And such raw talent.

She sings her heart out.

And shreds along with it.



Verse 3:



Sometimes it feels so lonely.

And out there on her own.

People wasting her time.

And giving her the cold shoulder.



Verse 4:



She once had a record deal.

It went down in flames.

She's now a bit gun shy.

But she still holds the reins.



Pre Chorus:



So it's welcome, welcome.

To the state of Barbara.

She's a sight to behold.

Once you get to know her.



Chorus:



She's the very best.

That I've ever seen.

So won't you applaud her.

On the stage and the screen.



She's got the chops.

And such raw talent.

She sings her heart out.

And shreds along with it.



Bridge:



Then one fateful night.

She was all over town.

Ran into some old friends.

They started to hang out.



She picked up her guitar.

And they jammed until the dawn.

She thinks she's got a new band.

Cause they all just get along.



Chorus:



So it's welcome, welcome.

To the state of Barbara.

She's a sight to behold.

Once you get to know her.



She's the very best.

That I've ever seen.

So won't you applaud her.

On the stage and the screen.



She's got the chops.

And such raw talent.

She sings her heart out.

And shreds along with it.



Outro:



And now she's back on top.

Where she's meant to be.

She's a force of nature.

Just like Lizzy.



Got a record deal.

And on stage every night.

She's making people smile.

And everything is just right.


State of Barbara

Intro:



I'm just day dreaming.

I'm just day dreaming.

I'm just day dreaming.



Verse 1:



She's the only one.

Miss her like crazy.

Out of my mind.

Cause she's my lady.



Verse 2:



Isn't another girl.

Tis just like her.

Brown hair, hazel eyes.

Are just without compare.



Pre Chorus:



She's my perfect match.

And my teenage dream.

She's just the best.

And she's got everything.



Chorus:



I'm just day dreaming.

She's the only one.

Her by my side.

She's all I want.



Verse 3:



I can wait forever.

Until she finally appears.

It doesn't matter now.

Seems so far away.



Verse 4:



Faith is gonna intervene.

When we finally meet.

She will recognize me.

Call me her sweet.



Pre Chorus:



She's my perfect match.

And my teenage dream.

She's just the best.

And she's got everything.



Chorus:



I'm just day dreaming.

She's the only one.

Her by my side.

She's all I want.



Bridge:



All I think about.

I know I'm obsessed.

Hoping she will answer.

My many many texts.



Move heaven and earth.

Her by my side.

Then I suddenly awaken.

Just my foolish pride.



Chorus:



She's my perfect match.

And my teenage dream.

She's is the best.

And she's got everything.



I'm just day dreaming.

She's the only one.

Need her by my side.

The one I heart.



I'm just day dreaming.

I'm just day dreaming.

I'm just day dreaming.


Day Dreaming

Intro:



He looks at his finger.

Wedding ring is gone.

Thinks of his life.

Before she ran off.



Verse 1:



Joined at the hip.

We're always around town.

Bright eyes and smiles.

They couldn't get enough.



Verse 2:



Their flame was hot.

Burned into the sky.

They looked so happy.

Love was passing by.



Pre Chorus:



He looks at his finger.

Wedding ring is gone.

Thinks of his life.

Before she ran off.



Chorus:



Now a blank slate.

Without any true colors.

Was given another chance.

To find what matters.



Now a blank slate.

Without any true colors.

Was given another chance.

To find what matters.



Verse 3:



Eventually she grew tired.

And a little bored.

She needed new blood.

So heart could soar.



Verse 4:



He had to grow.

She just couldn't wait.

She was so impatient.

It was their fate.



Pre Chorus:



He looks at his finger.

Wedding ring is gone.

Thinks of his life.

Before she ran off.



Chorus:



Now a blank slate.

Without any true colors.

Was given another chance.

To find what matters.



Now a blank slate.

Without any true colors.

Was given another chance.

To find what matters.



Bridge:



Lies awake in bed.

Still smells her hair.

Mind keeps a racing.

Feels her, not there.



Her thinks of her.

As rebuilding his life.

Trying to move past her.

So his future burning bright.



Chorus:



No longer blank slate.

Starting to show colors.

And rebuilding his life.

Finding meaning, love matters.



No longer blank slate.

Starting to show colors.

And rebuilding his life.

Finding meaning, love matters.



Outro:



He's found a girl.

Brown hair, hazel eyes.

She's the right match.

She's now his bride.



Loves him a lot.

And she is patient.

Realizes he's a man.

That she helped create.



He looks at his finger.

Wedding ring is shining.

Thinking of his life.

His future looking bright.

Blank Slate

Verse 1:



I dream in color.

She’s all I think about.

And when I see her.

I want to scream and shout.



Verse 2:

She’s like no one else.

And a force to behold.

She plays guitar and sings.

And she's so strong and bold.



Pre Chorus:



She’s iconic.

And she's so romantic.

Her songs inspire me.

Cause she’s so damn fantastic.



Chorus:



She’s gold.

And the morning sun.

This brown haired beauty.

She's got me all wrapped up.

And she’s all mine.

Yea, she’s all mine.



Verse 3:



She’s really loves me.

And wants her whiskey neat.

I’m sitting right beside her.

And playing to her beat.



Verse 4:



It’s her soulful music.

It lives inside my brain.

Glad to give her space.

Cause she's my everything.



Pre Chorus:



She’s iconic.

And she's so romantic.

Her songs inspire me.

Cause she’s so damn fantastic.



Chorus:



She’s gold.

And the morning sun.

This brown haired beauty.

She's got me all wrapped up.

And she’s all mine.

Yea, she’s all mine.



Bridge:



We’re on stage nightly.

And vibing to the crowd.

I'm playing the drums.

While she’s singing so loud.



She's playing her guitar.

And strums my heart strings.

Cuddles me so very closely.

While I cry and my heart beats.



Pre Chorus:



She’s iconic.

And she's so romantic.

Her songs inspire me.

Cause she’s so damn fantastic.



Chorus:



She’s gold.

And the morning sun.

This brown haired beauty.

She's got me all wrapped up.

And she’s all mine.

Yea, she’s all mine.



She’s gold.

And the morning sun.

This brown haired beauty.

She's got me all wrapped up.

And she’s all mine.

Yea, she’s all mine.



And she’s all mine.

Yea, she’s all mine.


She's all mine

Verse 1:



How come you're so wishy washy.

Simple man who had it all.

Can't understand why you left her.

And now it's your downfall.



Verse 2:



Why did you let this love die.

She was so innocent and sweet.

And by all outside appearances.

An easy ride for you, so complete.



Pre Chorus:



But she has just moved on. 

And left your sorry ass behind.

She knows what she's really doing.

And takes it all in stride.



Chorus:



Jessica, he is sorry he left ya.

He didn't mean to let you down.

He needed to figure his own stuff.

Felt he needed time on his own.



Jessica, he is sorry he hurt ya.

And created such chaos and this mess.

He knows you are better without him.

Cause he's got nothing left to give.



Verse 3:



Feeling the weight of your decisions.

And regretting walking this lonely path.

You find that your knuckles are bleeding.

As you try so hard to crawl back.



Verse 4:



Now you're at the bar.

And drowning in your sorrows.

Thinking about the past.

And you can't focus on tomorrow.



Pre Chorus:



But she has just moved on.

And left your sorry ass behind.

She knows what she's really doing.

And takes it all in stride.



Chorus:



Jessica, he is sorry he left ya.

He didn't mean to let you down.

He needed to figure his own stuff.

Felt he needed time on his own.



Jessica, he is sorry he hurt ya.

And created such chaos and this mess.

He knows you are better without him.

Cause he's got nothing left to give.



Bridge:



Sorry and regret.

Doesn't turn the tide.

Hard to make amends.

When you haven't really tried.



She's given up hope.

That you can change.

So she's looking forward.

You're in the past I'm afraid.



The mess that you made.



Chorus:



The mess that you made. 

She has cleaned it all up.

And now you're no more to her.

Cause she has had enough.



This brilliant young lady.

Is going to make it on her own.

She doesn't need your anchor.

To keep holding her down.



Refrain:



Jessica, he is sorry he left ya.

He didn't mean to let you down.

He needed to figure his own stuff.

Felt he needed time on his own.



Jessica, he is sorry he hurt ya.

And created such chaos and this mess.

He knows you are better without him.

Cause he's got nothing left to give.



Outro:



She's off on an adventure.

One to write about.

While your still at the bar.

Feeling such regret and doubt.

And she's let go off all of it.

Jessica

Verse 1:



I'm still at the kitchen table.

My hands are on my head.

I keep saying that I'm sorry.

For the mess we're both in.



Verse 2:



Don't know how it all began.

Or how to pick up the pieces.

But you're still by my side.

That's got to mean something.



Pre Chorus:



Things spun out of control.

As they often do.

Not sure if I'm strong enough.

To see it all the way through.



Chorus:



Stop spinning out of control.

Baby it's gonna be alright.

Breathe in and breathe out.

Things just take time.



The storm clouds will pass.

We'll fix all of our mistakes.

We'll get through this mess.

Cause tomorrow's another day.



Verse 3:



I just can't figure out.

Where it went all wrong.

I keep punishing myself.

For the misdeeds I have done.



Verse 4:



You said, after some time.

And a good night's rest.

We'll figure it out together.

Cause it's both our mess.



Pre Chorus:



Things spun out of control.

As they often do.

Not sure if I'm strong enough.

To see it all the way through.



Chorus:



Stop spinning out of control.

Baby it's gonna be alright.

Breathe in and breathe out.

Things just take time.

The storm clouds will pass.

We'll fix all of our mistakes.

We'll get through this mess.

Cause tomorrow's another day.



Bridge:



I'm not quite an angel.

I still don't have wings.

My horns still haven't grown.

So not a devil it seems.

I'm not quite an angel.

I'm not quite that perfect.

Spending my time on earth.

Just trying to not screw up.



Chorus:



Stop spinning out of control.

Baby it's gonna be alright.

Breathe in and breathe out.

Things just take time.

The storm clouds will pass.

We'll fix all of our mistakes.

We'll get through this mess.

Cause tomorrow's another day.

Spinning out of Contro

Spinning out of control

Verse 1:



I'm anxious and tired.

Some days all I want.

Is to curl up into a ball.

And just cry a lot.



Verse 2:



Some days are better.

And other days I am off.

But I feel like my brain.

Has got a bit of brain rot.



Pre Chorus:



So here I am.

I'm making things up.

Is it according to your plan.

I can't take much more.



Chorus:



It's hard to fight it all.

When your brain is against you.

This depression makes me feel.

So damn ashamed and awful.



It's hard to fight it all.

When your brain is against you.

This depression makes me feel.

So damn ashamed and awful.



Verse 3:



I know when I'm running.

My brain doesn't rest.

It keeps me over thinking.

Not always being my best.



Verse 4:



But I have no choice.

I just got to keep fighting.

I've got so much to do.

Just gotta keep on trying.



Pre Chorus:



So here I am.

I'm making things up.

Is it according to your plan.

I can't take much more.



Chorus:



It's hard to fight it all.

When your brain is against you.

This depression makes me feel.

So damn ashamed and awful.



Bridge:



Aunt May said it best.

That the hardest thing.

Is to forgive your self.

Stopping the brain from screaming.



Maybe she's right.

And maybe it's my time.

For me to take her advice.

And to just keep on trying.



Pre Chorus:



So here I am.

I'm making things up.

According to my plan.

I can take so much more.



Chorus:



It's hard to fight it alone.

But you've got support.

To make you feel better.

And get your brain on board.



We all got our demons.

Mine are in my head.

Best form of therapy for me.

Is making music instead.



Getting my feelings.

Out into the open.

And for me to help others.

Get control of their emotions.


Anxious & Tired

Verse 1:



Alexis,

She's just a girl.

Left home at 17.

To try and conquer the world.



Verse 2:



She went far away.

To try and find herself.

Took a bus to the west coast.

With nothing on her shelf.



Pre Chorus:



She's chasing her dreams.

And trying new things.

Doesn't have a plan.

Just goes where she pleases.



Chorus:



She has her head on straight.

And will try to figure it all out.

She's got so much passion.

And she always plays her heart out.



Verse 3:



First thing she did.

Was find a new job.

Started to serve drinks.

At Olde Bills's bar.



Verse 4:



Made a few friends.

And crashed on their couch.

Until she could afford her own place.

And then she would settle down.



Pre Chorus:



She's chasing her dreams.

And trying new things.

Doesn't have a plan.

Just goes where she pleases.



Chorus:



She has her head on straight.

And will try to figure it all out.

She's got so much passion.

And she always plays her heart out.



Bridge:



And when she saved enough.

She bought a guitar.

Took a few lessons.

And practiced till dawn.



And on her off nights.

She would sing at the bar.

Caught the eye of a manager.

Who said you'll go far.



Chorus:



She has her head on straight.

And will try to figure it all out.

She's got so much passion.

And she always plays her heart out.



People would come in.

Just to hear her sing.

She's got a lot of followers.

She'll pull at your heart strings.



Outro:



She's chasing her dreams.

And trying new things.

Doesn't have a plan.

Just goes where she pleases.



She has her head on straight.

And will try to figure it all out.

She's got so much passion.

And she always plays her heart out.



She has her head on straight.

And will try to figure it all out.

She's got so much passion.

And she always plays her heart out.

Alexis (demo)

Alexis

Intro:



You're the restless kind



Verse 1:



Keep moving forward.

That's what they say.

Just take small steps.

And you'll make it through the day.



Verse 2:



Put one foot in front of the other.

To chase your golden dreams.

So there's no stopping you.

Do you understand what I mean.



Pre Chorus:



You're so restless.

You've always been that way.

Been such a wanderer.

Can't sit still for another day.



Chorus:



You go and go.

And don't take a break.

That's when you feel.

The ground beneath you, quaking.



Post Chorus:



So, keep moving forward.

Chasing those lofty dreams.

And becoming who you.

We're always meant to be.



Verse 3:



I know you're restless.

You've got a lot on your mind.

Sometimes you can't concentrate.

You're leaving the world behind.



Verse 4:



Always in your own head.

Listening to it scream.

But you got to drown it out.

To fulfill your goals and dreams.



Pre Chorus:



You're so restless.

You've always been that way.

Been such a wanderer.

Can't sit still for another day.



Chorus:



You go and go.

And don't take a break.

That's when you feel.

The ground beneath you, quaking.



Post Chorus:



So, keep moving forward.

Chasing those lofty dreams.

And becoming who you.

We're always meant to be.



Bridge:



Your so restless.

Always been that way.

So it's time to help others.

And those dreams will come your way.



And when you wake up.

Feeling like rest has evaded you.

Sit down and write a song.

And sing a brand new tune.



Chorus:



So, keep moving forward.

Chasing those lofty dreams.

And becoming who you.

We're always meant to be.



So, keep moving forward.

Chasing those lofty dreams.

And becoming who you.

We're always meant to be.



Outro:



You know you're restless.

That's never going to change.

But hopefully it will lead.

To so many to greater things.

Restlesskind (demo)

Verse 1:



Call me your home.

Cause you're so far away.

And I'm just counting the days.

When we can finally embrace.



Verse 2:



Cause it seems like a lifetime.

Since we last spoke.

And now that we've both grown.

It's time for us to take the show on the road.



Pre Chorus:



So, I'll carry you home.

Where you're needed the most.

It's been such a long road.

So call me your home.



Chorus:



So please just.



Call me your home.

I'll be right beside you.

When you need me the most.

I'll take care of you.



When you just don't know.

And I'll mend you wounds.

To help you become whole.

So call me your home.



Verse 3:



And like a bundle of cats.

Let's stretch out into the sun.

Cause you're now my home.

And we should cuddle up.



Verse 4:



So time is a ticking.

And I just can't wait.

For you to come back to me.

And just kiss my face.



Pre Chorus:



So, I'll carry you home.

Where you're needed the most.

It's been such a long road.

So call me your home.



Chorus:



So please just.



Call me your home.

I'll be right beside you.

When you need me the most.

I'll take care of you.



When you just don't know.

And I'll mend you wounds.

To help you become whole.

So call me your home.



Bridge:



We've got to rebuild.

What used to be ours.

The former pillars of our life.

Still have some scars.



We've got to construct.

 much stronger bridge.

And to fully connect us.

Where we can now live.



Outro:



So please just.



Call me your home.

I'll be right beside you.

When you need me the most.

I'll take care of you.



When you just don't know.

And I'll mend you wounds.

To help you become whole.

So call me your home.



So please just.



Call me your home.

I'll be right beside you.

When you need me the most.

I'll take care of you.



When you just don't know.

And I'll mend you wounds.

To help you become whole.

So call me your home.



So call me your home.

Call me your home

Call me your home (demo)

Verse 1:



Out of the shadows.

With a wicked grin.

Her eyes were so brilliant.

Burning like the fire within.



Verse 2:



She was teasing the devil.

And said let’s play a game.

Then she left him burning.

In her deceitful flame.



Pre-Chorus:



Yes, she tricked the devil.

And danced in his fire.

She fed him lies.

That only fueled his desire.



Chorus:



So now he’s howling.

And rising from the deep.

Cause this evil woman.

She won’t let the devil sleep.



So now he’s howling.

And rising from the deep.

Cause this evil woman.

She won’t let the devil sleep.



Verse 3:



Her soft whisper tangled.

The webs she did weave.

She made the devil.

Such a fool to believe.



Verse 4:



Her touch was like poison.

And her smile, a dagger.

Left him with broken dreams.

That were torn and shattered.



Pre-Chorus:



Yes, she tricked the devil.

And danced in his fire.

She fed him lies.

That only fueled his desire.



Chorus:



So now he’s howling.

And rising from the deep.

Cause this evil woman.

She won’t let the devil sleep.



So now he’s howling.

And rising from the deep.

Cause this evil woman.

She won’t let the devil sleep.



Bridge:



But the devil.

He ain’t one to forgive.

And the fire in his veins.

Were flames that now live.



He is scheming now.

With wrath in his gaze.

Ready to storm her castle.

And set her world ablaze.



Chorus:



So now she stands.

Face to face in hell.

Her tricks are no match.

For his ruthless yell.



He roars like thunder.

And his mercy is gone.

She's been captured.

And now the devil’s pawn.



Outro:



Lessons learned too late.

Stuck her at hell’s gate.

So dare if you must.

And meet the evil woman lurking there.

She Tricked The Devil 

She Tricked The Devil (demo)

Verse 1:



I love that lie for you.

You're a snake, you know it's true.

You don't care anymore.

While my blood spills on the floor.

And it's over and done.

Just one bullet left in the gun.



Verse 2:



As I see sad eye-glances.

Knowing the prices I’ve paid.

For a bill that was not due.

I'm not sleeping in the bed you made.

And it's over and done.

Just one bullet left in the gun.



Pre Chorus:



I’ll hold this sword.

And I’ll wear my mask.

I say hello and embrace you.

With a gun to your back.



Chorus:



It must feel great.

Thinking you're the king.

But I'm your assassin.

And you're my only prey.



So buckle up my friend.

Cause you're going down.

I'm the one who is smiling.

While you'll slowly drown.



Verse 3:



I can only thank you.

One thousand times.

With these ballads and confessions.

Want to make me cry.

And it's over and done.

Just one bullet left in the gun.



Verse 4:



Of all of these life-lessons.

I have sharpened up my sword.

So I'll cut you into slices.

And leave you rotting for more.

And it's over and done.

Just one bullet left in the gun.



Pre Chorus:



I’ll hold this sword.

And I’ll wear my mask.

I say hello and embrace you.

With a gun to your back.



Chorus:



It must feel great.

Thinking you're the king.

But I'm your assassin.

And you're my only prey.



So buckle up my friend.

Cause you're going down.

I'm the one who is smiling.

While you'll slowly drown.



Bridge:



So I'll make you think you've won.

That you've got them all on your side.

But it has never been more obvious.

That you're a fool in this divide.



But I'm your assassin.

And you're my only prey.

I'll triumph over your shit.

And leave you in dismay.



Chorus:



It must feel great.

Thinking you're the king.

But I'm your assassin.

And you're my only prey.



So buckle up my friend.

Cause you're going down.

I'm the one who is smiling.

While you'll slowly drown.



Outro:



I'll wear the flowers.

While you're wearing the thorns.

I’m no martyr, I just human.

Remember when that was allowed.



So buckle up my friend.

Cause you're going down.

I'm the one who is smiling.

While you'll slowly drown.

One Bullet (demo)

Verse 1:



Internet boys suck so much.

They prey on the most innocent.

All of us make mistakes.

Doesn’t mean they should be belligerent.



Verse 2:



Some whittle us down.

And corrupt us until we regret.

That our weak choices.

Leave us feeling empty and spent.



Pre Chorus:



I'm so ashamed.

Of what I did.

I’m so ashamed.

Of what I hid.



Chorus:



So I beg and I plead.

For all this harassment to stop.

This monster isn't in my head.

He's a fucking piece of rot.



He played me so well.

That my knees are so weak.

These vipers playing within me.

Scream, take out this freak.



Verse 3:



Why do internet boys suck.

While we shrink down our voices.

They lash out so violently.

And don't leave us many choices.



Verse 4:



Cause they think that mask.

Hides their true identity.

Shattering my soul.

For all of eternity.



Pre Chorus:



I'm so ashamed.

Of what I did.

I’m so ashamed.

Of what I hid.



Chorus:



So I beg and I plead.

For all this harassment to stop.

This monster isn't in my head.

He's a fucking piece of rot.



He played me so well.

That my knees are so weak.

These vipers playing within me.

Scream, take out this freak.



Bridge:



My therapist tells me.

I'm making things up.

Things did not happen.

The way that I said.



But I beg and plead.

He's feeding on other girls.

You've got to believe me.

Cause here is the proof.



Chorus:



So I beg and I plead, and plead.

For all this harassment to stop.

This monster isn't in my head.

He's a fucking piece of rot.



He played me so well.

That my knees are so weak.

These vipers playing within me.

Scream, take out this freak.



Outro:



So a call goes out.

To the police station.

They capture the internet mastermind.

And shake his very foundation.



He did reek havoc.

To at least 23 more girls.

And now he's in jail.

And we're rebuilding our own worlds.



So now I'm the viper.

And I've taken out this freak.

Internet Boys

Internet boys

I am a Vermont based songwriter.

This is passion project that came about for my own healing journey.

My goal is to inspire and help others through music.

Just like in my other life, I believe in getting clarity in life, and use music to help myself and others to do so.

Would love for you to come on this journey with me.- Scott

sdgmacey

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