This Infectious Disease, This Aching Pain

Lyrics:

strapped to the ground 
Sound of chains are haunting
Slipping into the cracks it's hard to breathe
Missing what's left of me

My minds running dry
Looking for a state of mind
Pushing forward into beliefs
That don't conjure anything
And I'm falling 
Trapped; the walls are closing
Giving into the fear that's growing

FUCK GOD PLEASE
GOD TAKE ME
MINDS KILLING ME
FUCK GOD PLEASE


Trapped in this town
The streets haunt me
Depression runs this town
The snow is falling
Wrapped in spider webs
They take everything from me
Emotionally it is draining

Thoughts

Broken Memories

Letting go

Lyrics:
Deep Breathes of this Dark decrepit mist
You breathe fire
Your blood boils
feeding this anger, anguish, pain, suffering
Nobody will see you
The way you think, the way you are
This world is cold and these dark, miserable, disgusting human beings latch onto you
Forcing everything they are into you
You don't feel cold, you don't feel scared
Just panic
It's nothing new, nothing more than a clock ticking; a time bomb
You never know when you'll explode, what you do and you know it's not you.  
But it doesn't matter, you'll keep sinking into the abyss.

Lighting The Endless Fire

Help Me

Lyrics:
Time's still
As I sit and rewatch 
My earth is still
Collapsing; over repeating
Rewatching
Time bending
The screaming
It's all around me
Time is still
Surround me in secrets you've had me keep
Waiting 
collapsing; over repeating
I've watched the monster come and eat my flesh 
the reflection of Blood dripping from the eye of my master
Awaiting death from the still watching father
Collapsing; over repeating

Recurrent

Loop

Lyrics:

Will I wake or be sleeping forever after?
I'm crushing my ribs so I'll start breathing cause I'm fucking choking
I feel like I'm not breathing 
when I stop and hold my breathe it feels like peace for a few seconds
Being awake feels like a fucking nightmare
And knowing my actions
And fearing my future
And getting closer to the past
Man I felt like I was getting better
I'm holding all this bullshit in
I'm not getting any better
I'm in more shit then I have been
Sleeping is a pleasure I don't see
Eating I push away from me
I want to get better
But why fucking eat?
I want my body to slowly crumble beneath me
I want to feel all the pain
I want to feel something
I want to cut the body open to split myself from my emotions
I'm openly screaming
No one seems to be listening
Stealing the gun and creating a motionless masterpiece
I picture this scene almost everyday
I picture the sun setting forever 
I picture god to let me bleed forever after
And the demons to push knives in my chest over and over and over again

Masterpiece

Loop 2

Lyrics:
I don't understand
I cant see 
It's hard to breathe
it's dark in this prison I bleed

I bleed and the place is pleased

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